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Chapter 1679 No.296: You are not a little girl enough
As a new artist in the online community of Aili Digital, the painter Xida, who was once extremely suspicious and resistant to the title of "Madam", has now become able to accept the compliments of "Madam Gongbi" from others with peace of mind.

It can be said that it has been thoroughly influenced by contemporary Internet culture, and most of its previous airs have been put down.

but……

If you come from the past, or carry her past with you, then you can still see her past appearance, whether you like it or not.

Because she never really let go.

It's impossible to truly let go.

Just like the second son of the Sui family came here in a hurry, most of them simply stayed in that world. In fact, none of the Sui family gave up the development of the land that can be called their hometown. The Sui Pians who live in the Federation either have a "mission" and come to study to repay their hometown, or they are heartless or seek peace - they will be sent here by their brothers and sisters.

——Send her over, as a safety net in case my plan fails. As long as there is a fragment that has not returned, there is a possibility that it will split again. If there are more fragments that have not been reunited, it will be better. You'd better all go.

The second son of the Sui family, who was called 'Wang', once said this, which was obviously not a true statement. After all, he had said earlier that his method had a 90% success rate, and this statement has not been overturned by him until now.

Insurance arrangements are really not to be taken seriously. If someone says "you all go, I'll keep it for myself", they will just laugh and say "what can you do without me?" Most of them will stay.

In the end, there are only a few of them.

The annual millet and the heavy mountains are no more than five.

Even a few months earlier there were only four.

At that time, Shu had not yet come with a new agricultural plan. Nian volunteered, the eldest sister was half-hearted, the eldest brother was completely pushed over, and Xi himself escaped.

Whenever she realized her motives, the shame of being inferior to others made her care more about hiding her past than the rest of her family. This made her behave more integrated into the local area, into this civilization and the world, but she was also sensitive to any opportunity that might reveal her past in the eyes of others.

Especially when that person is her push.

Yes.

Although the integration into the local community, civilization and the world is itself the result of being pursued by a sense of urgency, this result is the result and there is nothing false about it.

The painter Xi Da has indeed become a Umamusume fan, a bit of an idol fan, and even a DD.

I don't just promote a certain Uma Musume, but I've consumed a lot of popular science and secondary creations about Uma Musume. Among them, there's even the 'posthumous work' of Umastar, a well-known popular science editor on the Umastagram creation section, which is worth mentioning.

There is no doubt that the fan work co-created at the exhibition last year was not the first time that the painter Xida had come into contact with the work of Omar Linton, but this is irrelevant at the moment. After all, Omar is still maintaining the status quo in the reality that has become a sieve by relying on a coincidence.

Even if a great painter can have a deep impression of the texts of the past and today, he still has to face the three years when young people change the most.

From the time when he made a complete change from using words to using sentences, there is still no one who can identify Omer by his writing style.

Even the group of horse girls who noticed it early, such as Representative Chiaki and Representative Rudolph, did not rely on such a pure method, but were simply strong in intelligence. As for those like Zhen Jiling who were paying attention all the way and could lock on directly through their insight and way of speaking, they were at another level.

So in a sense, the demon could empathize with the current situation of the painter Xi. After all, while he was intent on burying Umastar's past, he also knew that more than one person around him knew about that past, and it might come out at any time.

But there is an obvious difference between the two people's personalities, which determines that Xi's fear is real, while Omar's fear is just fear of trouble.

When I really have nothing to do, I will do some simulations and preparations for this. By then, no matter how abrupt the development is, it will not be a shock, and the trouble will no longer be a trouble.

But Xi can't do that.

She didn't have that habit, nor could she make that preparation. Because she was always used to escaping, escaping in her hometown, escaping at home, and escaping on the Internet was even easier, far more convenient than in reality.

Is it really right to let her keep running away like that? Can her escape really last throughout her theoretically endless life?

Regardless of whether she can make it to the end, the process will turn her habit into an irreversible instinct, and she will be immersed in the inertia of running away when encountering problems. Following inertia, following instinct, chasing the comfort zone, the more immersed, the more difficult it is to extricate oneself. Rather than saying it is the inferiority of human beings, it is better to say it is the commonality of sentient beings.

It is a rejection and refusal of all pain, and a fundamental motivation for pursuing a better living environment. There is not a trace of malice or harm in it, but it is also an instinct, an instinct that does not think.

Unless you can be truly alone and free from all worries, the end of giving up all thoughts will only bring evil and harm.

There is no second possibility.

But for a girl like her, what kind of behavior can be considered as help, and what method can help her get out of the haze?
Ling Heshu, Zhongyue and others had thought a lot and made many efforts, but the results were always counterproductive. They only made the younger sister's rebellious psychology stronger. It was not until a long period of indulgence and indifference that the relationship between everyone improved.

But is that really an improvement?
Regardless of whether the family members who keep their distance with indifference and indifference and respect each other can be considered as family members, if this continues, I am afraid Xi will not even have a family. Whether it is a relationship thicker than blood, or a relationship formed by emotion alone, it will not exist on her path, and the end of such a road... even Jie, who is the most hostile to her brothers and sisters, has no interest in seeing it.

We all come from the same origin and have more or less had our feelings and hesitations about the world. We understand the choice she made, but we just don't like it.

Among them, some think they are not worthy of interfering, some feel they are unable to interfere, some try to no avail, and some try to stimulate the other party from time to time by means of angering the other party, hoping to retain some vitality under the dead inertia.

In the end, the old people finally began to feel exhausted and no longer looked inward for answers. When they began to look outside for help, the answer given by the help was still to work inward.

——Just like the time you tried to paint before, wouldn’t it be better to guide her by starting from the area she’s interested in?

interested?
But the failure of painting was not very clean...

——I'm not talking about painting, but like painting, it's about a field that she is interested in, and it's best if it's a field that she is interested in but not so familiar with or so specialized in.

What do you mean?
——Uma-Musume, it just so happens that we are close enough to get in touch, right? Whether it is the sudden appearance of the Tachyon Tea House and the others, or the King of the Kings, Rudolph and Bai Ren and the others, at least it is not difficult to get her out.

Pull her out...

——Yes, that is the first step, but to get out of the original path, you have to take the first step before you can think of the second step, right? I still remember that the last time she attended an exhibition, she took the initiative to go out, right?

indeed……

It is not easy to take the first step. In the past, everyone was too eager and took it for granted to put themselves in the other person's shoes, thinking that whether going out or facing the situation was just a matter of a simple sentence.

But can the problem that has troubled her for so many years be overcome so easily?

"Give it some time and let time prove the answer. Maintaining the current status quo, we will soon be able to have a happy cooperation for the second time, Mr. Manager."

"Then I will have to look forward to it, Monsieur Homais. I will see you off, please."

"Oh, you're welcome. I believe that for people like us, both working time and leisure time are equally important and precious. Just stop, Mr. Supervisor."

"It's hard not to agree. So, Mr. Omer, see you next time."

"see you later."

After a pleasant conversation between the host and the guests, Omar, who had successfully cleared away the spider web and was concerned about the hidden clues, felt relaxed and happy.

But what is going on outside the door?
"..."

Facing the sharp gaze of the painter Xi, which seemed to represent the voice of the players, Omar narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at the helpless Ling.

'what's the situation? ’

'I thought she had gotten over it.'