I said I'd go back in time

Chapter 196 Xiaolin Xing

"sick?"

"I'm sick?"

Lin Xing recalled all kinds of memories of his own, especially those who had just recovered from the experience of killing and being killed continuously since the age of five, and a sense of understanding gradually flashed in his heart.

He felt that his originally dark sea of ​​consciousness was illuminated extremely brightly by a flash of lightning.

The answer from his father in his memory suddenly woke him up, allowing Lin Xing to break free from the confusion just now.

"The powerful ability to turn back time is still too much against the sky for me who is only five years old."

"I was young and naive, and I couldn't grasp this kind of superpower at all."

"Because of the burden of superpowers, I was only five years old and was driven crazy and got mental illness."

"That's why I started killing people indiscriminately at that time."

"It's not me who is wrong, but the super power."

"I'm just a victim of this superpower."

He finally understood that what was wrong was not himself, but the damn superpower.

That super power turned him, who was ignorant and ignorant at a young age, into a complete lunatic.

The original him managed to forget these cruel memories, put aside those dark pasts, and gradually healed the madness in his heart.

But today, the wound in his heart was uncovered by life, which stimulated him again, and made the illness come to him again, making him fall ill again just now.

"I must overcome the illness and cure the mental illness caused by superpowers, and I can't let myself become what I was when I was a child."

"I can't let those memories affect me, I can't get sick again..."

Lin Xing hugged his head violently, recalling his various memories in this world, recalling his experience of fighting for justice and saving lives time and time again.

Lin Xing has had a lot of experience on how to reduce the influence of "partial memory" on his personality.

For example, he used to use activities in this world to forget his memory of fighting to the death in the mirror world.

But what he has to fight now is the memory of the disease when he was a child in the past.

He tried to keep recalling his life in this world, trying to forget those memories of his childhood.

But the more Lin Xing wanted to forget, the more those childhood memories kept pouring out.

"None of my business."

"I'm just a victim, too."

"Those things were done without my ability to discern."

At this moment, although Lin Xing was on the battlefield, he seemed to be the only one left in his mind, as if he didn't care about everything outside.

But no matter how Lin Xing's mental activity and mental state changed, the other people on the battlefield did not stop their actions.

The Great Bright Buddha recited the Buddha's voice, trying to continue to reduce the hostility in Lin Xing's heart.

"Lin Xing, suppress the evil thoughts in your body, don't let yourself fall into the endless hell again."

Lin Xing, who was struggling to fight against the illness, opened his eyes suddenly under the infusion of the Buddha's voice from the Great Bright Buddha.

He stared at the Great Bright Buddha, his eyes were sometimes cold and sometimes painful, but he always felt that the Buddha's voice was so noisy.

Lin Xing couldn't help but said, "How can there be any evil thoughts? I was just sick back then."

Da Guangming Buddha was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "You were really sick at the time, and you made a big mistake because you were blinded by your nature. That's not the real you. It's time to wake up now. Let me help you get rid of the evil thoughts in your body. Get it out."

Under the rippling Buddha light, a struggling phantom seemed to flow out of Lin Xing's body continuously.

Looking at this scene, Lin Xing said unexpectedly: "You're right, that's not the real me. I shouldn't be thinking about those childhood memories, I should forget the past and focus on the future."

At this moment, Lin Xing felt that those revived memories seemed to be gradually blurring.

The Great Bright Buddha continued: "Since you are my reincarnated body and have deep roots in Buddhahood, you will surely be able to put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha right away."

However, Lin Xing's face suddenly changed, and he said coldly: "Fart, I'm just crazy, not some bullshit Buddha."

Da Guangming Buddha frowned slightly: "The evil thoughts are still affecting you, think about what you really are, and don't be controlled by him."

I saw that under the skyrocketing Buddha light, the Great Bright Buddha stretched out his hand and grabbed it, as if grabbing an extremely distorted figure out of Lin Xing's body bit by bit.

The Great Bright Buddha said: "Look, I have already captured your demons."

A serene smile appeared on Lin Xing's face: "It's been ten years, it's time to let go, I shouldn't get sick again."

Layers of Buddha's light shrouded Lin Xing's body along with the will of the Great Bright Buddha: "Yes, let it go..."

On the other side, Yunhezi burst out bursts of innate qi, constantly locking onto Lin Xing's body and binding him in midair.

But in his induction, although Lin Xing's face was calm and peaceful, the muscles of his body were undulating back and forth, as if countless giant dragons were struggling and erupting in it.

It was as if his head and body were controlled by two different wills.

Yun Hezi shouted: "Is it done? How long will it take?"

After the leader of the Xingxiao Sect used a talisman to suppress Lin Xing's body, he first picked up the secret book of the secrets that had fallen on the ground.

Then he kept observing every change in Lin Xing's body.

At this moment, I heard the words and said: "Persist a little longer, it should be almost there..."

boom!
At this moment, accompanied by a soft sound, a dazzling flame suddenly lit up from Lin Xing's body.

……

not long ago.

Bai Yiyi looked at the scene on the screen, and opened her mouth from time to time to let out an exclamation.

"Lin Xing is so powerful now? Can he deal with the Sect Master and Fairy Yunxiao by himself?"

"I am really good at teaching disciples."

"The combination of weapons in this world and imperial swordsmanship is really powerful. Just one swordsman in Lin Xing can suppress the whole audience."

"Thanks to my overall planning and clever calculation."

"Did the Great Bright Buddha make a move?"

"Huh, but that's it."

"Huh? What happened to Lin Xing?"

Looking at Lin Xing who sent many corpses to fight on the screen, Bai Yiyi widened her eyes and sighed: "This is... the sword control technique?"

Bai Yiyi felt strange in her heart, because Lin Xing in her impression should not be able to do such a thing.

And then the situation took a sharp turn for the worse.

Lin Xing, who had gained the upper hand just now, was restrained by various means in a blink of an eye, and his whole body was suspended in mid-air, seemingly unable to move.

Seeing Lin Xing hugging his head as if in pain, Bai Yiyi sighed: "Fortunately, I have the ancestor to support you, otherwise what will you do, disciple."

As Bai Yiyi lightly pressed the button, the dazzling flame exploded from Lin Xing's body, turning into a huge fireball that rose from the battlefield.

……

At the last moment, Lin Xing was still trying to fight against the mental illness caused by those recovered memories, and felt that his actions were very successful, as if he had gradually got rid of the influence of those recovered memories.

But in the next moment, a blaze of flames enveloped his body, and the blazing flames and explosions engulfed everything.

"Did Master Bai activate the explosives?"

"Turn back in time?"

"But my memory will come with me."

"I will continue to fight against the disease, this time I can't lose myself again..."

During the long thought, Lin Xing felt that the death this time seemed a little long.

And when Lin Xing came back to his senses, he found that he was back in the moment when he was fighting three invisible masters.

He remembered that one of them should be the Great Bright Buddha, the other should be Yun Hezi who had just challenged him one-on-one, and the other was a man who never showed his body and used talismans all the time.

And when he saw the puddles of blood on the ground again in his spiritual vision, Lin Xing pressed his forehead in pain, and sighed in his heart: "I'm sorry, I couldn't control myself just now."

"But now I'm healed, and I won't kill people indiscriminately again."

But at the next moment, Buddha's light, stellar energy, and talismans rushed towards him, dragging Lin Xing's attention into the siege again.

"I remember..." Lin Xing tried to dodge from the gaps in these attacks in his memory.

But at this moment, a voice suddenly rang in his ears: "Three three passes, you can't win."

Lin Xing was startled suddenly, and turned his head in disbelief, only to see a head floating in mid-air, flying back and forth around him.

"you!"

Looking at the face that was exactly the same as when he was a child, Lin Xing said in disbelief: "What are you!"

The child opened his head and said, "I am you."

Then the child's head said with some doubts: "But I don't know why after this retrospective, I will become like this."

Lin Xing murmured: "Are you me ten years ago? Why did you come out? Why is there only one head left?"

Thinking of being besieged by several invisible masters before going back in time, and even being influenced by the great light Buddha with Buddha light when fighting against the disease,

Lin Xing said angrily: "Great Light Buddha! What have you done!"

"What did you do to me!!"

The bursting sword intent rose up, bringing up hundreds of sandstone flying swords, strangling them in all directions.

Xiao Linxing on the side said, "You're not right. Now that the backtracking has been completed, they haven't done anything to me yet."

"You should ask what they want to do to me."

Lin Xing turned his head and glared at Xiao Lin Xing, and suddenly pointed out with his finger, and a flying sword transformed from a mouthful of sand had already pierced through.

But the next moment, Feijian stopped in front of Xiao Lin Xing's head, and a strong sense of death rose from Lin Xing's heart.

Lin Xing murmured, "Killing him is suicide? Can't I kill him?"

Xiao Linxing looked at Feijian and said, "Why did you stop? Isn't it going to start backtracking?"

Lin Xing said coldly: "I will not commit suicide, I will overcome the illness, and I will not go crazy again."

A thoughtful look flashed in Xiao Linxing's eyes: "Oh? Can't your backtracking be activated by suicide?"

(End of this chapter)