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Chapter 175 Never forget to love yourself

In order to please his father, stepmother and younger brother, to please his girlfriend, and to obtain love and care, he actually forgot his mother who was still thinking of planning for his future before she died.

He is too heartless and undeserving.

Mom, in fact, you are the one who loves Xiaoxuan the most, right?

I should love you the most too, right?
Shen Xuan just came up with this idea in a dream.

Suddenly, everything in the dream disappeared.

The surroundings were covered with white mist, and he couldn't see anything clearly. No, there seemed to be a figure in front of him, but he couldn't see clearly.

In the dream, he inexplicably remembered the plain ring.

When you put on that ring, you will see the person you should love most in this world.

So, is the person in front of him the one he should love the most?

Who is it?
It should be mom.

Shen Xuan just waited quietly for the figure to turn around.

In the white mist, the figure of that person was very vague, but looked familiar.

Soon, the man turned around, and the white mist gradually dissipated.

When Shen Xuan saw the man's appearance clearly, he was momentarily stunned.

Because that person looks exactly like him.

No wonder, he felt familiar.

So, in this world, the person he should love most is actually himself, right?
In an instant, something was in Shen Xuan's ear, and it was like an explosion in his mind...

Shen Xuan remembered the piece of paper he saw when he opened the plain ring.

Wearing a plain ring, you will see the person you should love the most.

So, the person he should love most is himself, right?In other words, everyone's favorite person should be himself, right?
But why?

To love oneself is still at a loss for Shen Xuan, who is already in her twenties.

What is to love yourself, how to love yourself?
He loves himself. After all, although his life is not very good, it is not too bad. He is still doing well.

Shen Xuan was stunned, unable to think of a reason.

At this time, the self in the white mist gradually dissipated, and another thin figure appeared.

It is also very strange, but also inexplicably familiar, like imprints engraved in the bones, and because of the distance of time and space, it brings a sense of strangeness.

The man walked towards him slowly, and soon the white mist cleared, and he could see the man's face clearly.

With delicate facial features, staring at him, there is a slight smile on the corner of his lips, and there is a pear dimple on the left cheek.

Shen Xuan also has dimples on her left cheek when she smiles, which is said to be inherited from her mother.

Almost at the moment when he saw the person in front of him, the door of memory that had been sealed for more than ten years was suddenly opened in his mind, and those memories that were originally blurred and inherited by time surged out in an instant, as if he had returned to seven When I was [-], everything became clear.

"Xiaoxuan..." The young woman's voice was soft, but filled with tenderness and endless longing.

With just two words, Shen Xuan's heart was completely broken, and it also made him affirm the guess in his heart.

He dragged two trembling legs, walked forward slowly, stared at the face that was almost blurred in his memory, he couldn't control it anymore, tears fell, his voice was choked, and tremblingly said: "Mom... "

Shen Xuan couldn't bear it any longer, and hugged Bai Sujuan in front of him, that is, his mother, who gave him extreme love and care before he was seven years old, and left his mother forever when he was seven years old. Mother.

Bai Sujuan patted his son's head lightly, to comfort him, again and again.

It's like when I was young, my son was wronged at school, and he would run to her to complain after school. At that time, the son also threw himself into her arms, crying, and complaining about his grievances, while she held him gently, giving He hugs and enlightens.

However, before her son was still a few years old, he only reached her knees, and she needed to squat down and hug him.

And now, her son is already a head taller than her.

But he still leaned his head on her shoulder as before, expressing his grievance and sadness.

Bai Sujuan gently stroked his hair, and said: "Cry, cry when you are wronged, don't hold it in your heart."

"Mom knows, I'm sorry, these years, my mother regrets not being able to be by your side, and my little Xuan suffered so much grievance."

"Your experience over the years and the grievances you have suffered have all been heard by your mother."

"However, Xiaoxuan, don't doubt yourself, mother's Xiaoxuan is not wrong, it's only them who are wrong."

"But Xiaoxuan, you forgot one thing, a very important, very important thing..."

Shen Xuan raised her head blankly and looked at her mother puzzled.

Bai Sujuan stared at his face, and said: "It's your mother's departure that prevents you from getting complete maternal love, and even your father's behavior... makes your original family lack something. Mom knows that you are very longing, very longing for it." Love, longing for other people's love, caring, longing for others to put you in their hearts, longing for other people's hugs and kisses, longing for other people's warmth, but Xiaoxuan, anytime..."

Bai Sujuan paused, then said earnestly and firmly: "At any time, don't forget to love yourself, and love yourself the most."

Do you love yourself the most?Shen Xuan was stunned.

Bai Sujuan continued: "Whether it's in family, friendship, or love, you must put loving yourself first. No matter whether others express love to you, don't think about giving, sacrificing, and pleasing. Receive love and care.

The first thing we need to do is to love ourselves. If a person doesn’t love himself and regards himself so humble, then he will not be able to love others, nor will he be able to attract those who love him. "

"Xiaoxuan, at any time, don't think about giving and sacrificing to get love. That kind of love is illusory and short-lived, like poison wrapped in honey. To get love, the first thing we need to do is Love yourself, do what you love, do what makes your heart happy. Don't wrong yourself, and don't please others."

“Loving yourself is not selfishness, it happens to be self-love.”

"Xiaoxuan, your name was given by your mother. Do you know the meaning of the word Xuan?"

"Xuan refers to sunlight, which means warmth."

"My mother hopes that my mother's Xiaoxuan will work hard to be her own sunshine, strive to grow towards the sun, strive to be her own sun, and then... hug yourself and warm yourself."

"It doesn't matter if you're alone, you can hug yourself."

"It doesn't matter even if you are lonely, you can comfort yourself by yourself."

"Even if it's lonely and cold, it doesn't matter, you can warm yourself."

"Let the light warm yourself first, and then distribute the overflowing part to others."

"Xiaoxuan, you have to understand, don't always think about attracting others, relying on giving, pleasing, and sacrificing in exchange for short-lived, false love and care, that is too shallow, and it is easy to lose, what you should do is to attract You yourself, accept your perfect or not-so-perfect self, let yourself have love, and you can live a good life for the rest of your life.”

(End of this chapter)