Siheyuan: I really don't want to time travel

Chapter 570 White Moonlight and Cinnabar Mole

"Huh? Let's talk about it. In our relationship, do we still need to be secretive?"

In the front yard, in the living room of the Wang family.

Seeing that Sha Zhu was a little coy, Wang Yue couldn't help laughing and said.

Opposite me, Shazhu took a long drag on his cigarette, and then poured himself a cup of tea. After drinking, he lowered his voice and said, "It's Qin Huairu. She said that she fell in love with me and felt that I was not alone. He takes care of the family, so he wants to be good to me."

As soon as he said this, Wang Yue looked at Shazhu as if he were a fool, and said with a bitter smile: "Then you and I have nothing to talk about. This is a matter between you, and I don't know where the relationship between you is. One step, if I talk nonsense, if you blame me in the future, then I will have no place to reason."

"No, I just feel a little confused, so I want to talk to you about this and let you help me come up with ideas.

You see, before Chen Su and I got married, you could see my devotion to the Jia family and Qin Huairu.

But people look down on me, even like that bastard Xu Damao, they are not willing to let me lay a finger on her.

Later, because Qin Jingru and I were on a blind date and got married, Xu Damao took us away, so I started thinking about getting together with Chen Su, just to make Xu Damao unhappy.

As a result, Chen Su and I developed a relationship, got married, and she gave birth to three children for me. I really liked Chen Su in my heart.

Unfortunately, when Chen Su gave birth to Yaya, she died due to severe labor bleeding.

In the years since Chen Su passed away, I have actually thought about finding a new one, not because of my personal reasons, but because the three children in my family are still young and need someone to take care of them. As a grown man, I don’t know how to take care of others, so I have Such thoughts. "

Having said this, Silly Zhu felt a little dry in the mouth, so he took another sip of tea, and then continued: "It's just that later on, didn't my brother and sister help take care of Yaya? You two accepted Yaya as your goddaughter.

Xiaolong and Hutou also come to your house from time to time to have a meal. With your family here, I feel relieved, so I have no intention of looking for anyone else.

However, I thought that I would live alone in this life. After raising my three children and them all getting married and starting a business, I would have the dignity to go see Chen Su.

However, I didn't expect that Qin Huairu actually came to me a few days ago and said that he thought I was pretty good, so I felt a little pricked in my heart.

No, I just thought that Wang Yue, you are smarter than me, and you can see people and things more accurately than me, so I want to ask you, do I want to be with Qin Huairu? "

Sha Zhu said a lot in one breath. After Wang Yue listened, he couldn't help but laugh.

To be honest, not long after Chen Su's death, Wang Yue felt that Qin Huairu might have his mind set on the stupid pillar again.

Unexpectedly, seven or eight years later, he thought that this kind of thing would never happen again, but now his worries seven or eight years ago have come true.

At this time, Wang Yue threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray, then he took a sip from the tea cup, and then looked at Sha Zhu and said: "Brother Zhu Zhu, what should I say about this matter? If you want to ask me, what do you think?" If you want to be with Qin Huairu, then I think you should ask yourself.

We are all adults now, not in our teens or 20s. Besides, to put it bluntly, in a few years, you will be at the age where you know your destiny.So, just do it if you feel you want to.

In addition, anyone with a discerning eye can see your thoughts about Qin Huairu in the past. To put it bluntly, she is the white moonlight and cinnabar mole in your heart. You can never forget her. Even after so many years, you still want to have her, right? Bar? "

As soon as Wang Yue finished speaking, Shazhu asked quickly: "What is white moonlight and what is cinnabar mole? Why haven't I heard of it?"

"Hehehe, this is a short story, I'm too lazy to tell you, but I can explain to you what the white moonlight and the cinnabar mole represent.

The so-called white moonlight refers to people who hope to have it but cannot have it, while cinnabar mole refers to people who have had it but can no longer embrace it. Both words are metaphors for people or things that cannot be obtained but cannot be forgotten.

Obviously, the former Qin Huairu may be the person you want to have but cannot have in your heart, then he is the Bai Yueguang in your heart.

And for so many years, because of your sister-in-law, you have kept this unforgettable feeling about Qin Huairu in your heart.

Now, after so many years since your sister-in-law passed away, you no longer have any burden in your heart, so after Qin Huairu expressed her thoughts about you, you began to struggle. "Wang Yue chuckled and understood why Silly Zhu was like this.

"White Moonlight" and "Cinnabar Mole" come from Zhang Ailing's "Red Rose and White Rose", which says that maybe every man has had two such women, or at least two.

Marry a red rose, and over time, the red one will become a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, while the white one will remain "the bright moonlight in front of the bed"; marry a white rose, and the white one will become a grain of rice sticky on the clothes, but the red one will It’s a cinnabar mole on the heart.”

Obviously, in Shazhu's heart, Qin Huairu, despite all the bad things he did, had already made Qin Huairu the cinnabar mole that he wanted to have but couldn't have after more than three years of hard work.

Now, faced with such an opportunity to have a cinnabar mole in his life, it is normal for Si Zhu to be entangled.

Just like before Wang Yue traveled through time, why didn't he have any regrets?The reason why he dropped out of high school and came to a big city to work alone was because he wanted to get ahead and have a chance to have his own cinnabar mole?
But the reality is that when he was considered successful and had everything, when he returned to his hometown, his cinnabar mole was already the mother of two children.

Therefore, even after so many years, it has been more than 20 years since he was reborn in this world, and he still thinks about it occasionally, even if the person in his memory has been blurred, he still thinks about it.

Fortunately, in this life, although he had an unspeakable relationship with Qin Huairu, it was undeniable that from the beginning to the end, his attitude towards Qin Huairu was just to get what he wanted.

One gives money, the other gives service, that's the next best thing.

On the contrary, the appearance of Zhou Xue not only became the white moonlight in his life, but also became the cinnabar mole in his heart. It can be said that life is perfect and leaves no regrets.

Back to the topic, but talking to the other side, Shazhu also smiled bitterly after listening to Bai Yueguang and Cinnabar Moles' explanation.

After a while, he finally said: "These two words sum it up quite well. I really want to be with Qin Huairu, even if I know many things about her past."

(End of this chapter)