Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 1001 Farewell

At this point, Tian Wen suddenly felt that the road he was walking on had an end at the turn. Thinking of the word "end", he felt even more sad. He sighed and said, "In fact, I heard that Le Yueyang has not left Shengrui Palace for many days. Even if I go to that area, I can't see her unless she comes out of the palace. I don't have the face to go in and look for her. What's more, I am now a person whose Yueyang identity has been revoked, so it is even more inconvenient to enter Shengrui Palace. But I still want to go to the hidden place nearby to take a look and try my luck. What if she happens to come out today?"

"If she happens to come out, will you talk to her?" Jian Rou asked.

"Probably not. I don't have the face to talk to her anymore," said Tian Wen.

"So you went there just to see her again?" Jian Rou asked.

"It is very likely that I won't even be able to see her. Maybe I will just look at Shengrui Palace from a distance and then leave. I just said that I didn't know whether I wanted to say goodbye to her. After sorting out my thoughts, I figured out that I wanted to say goodbye to her, but I wouldn't let her know. I think taking a look at where she is can be considered as saying goodbye to her. If she comes out, I will look at her from a distance and say goodbye to her silently in this way. Of course, that is also a farewell to my past. Everything is over and will never come back." Tian Wen said.

"What if she sees you?" Jian Rou asked.

When Tian Wen heard her question, he suddenly became a little nervous and said, "No."

"There are all kinds of possibilities. You don't have to avoid this question. If she talks to you, will you tell her that you are going far away?" Jian Rou asked.

Tian Wen shook his head and said, "I'm not avoiding her. I have a feeling that she can't see me today, and she won't be able to see me for a long time to come."

"I can also think that the possibility of her seeing you today is very small. I just said 'just in case'." Jian Rou said.

"What if...what if she sees me, she won't let me feel that she loves me. Maybe, I will say goodbye to her like I say goodbye normally...If I say too much, tell her that I'm going far away, I guess she won't feel anything, but I won't be able to bear it. Aren't they all goodbye? A farewell after a few hours, a farewell after a few days, a farewell after a few years, a farewell after a lifetime, in the final analysis, how much difference are there? Some people thought they would only be separated for a few days, but after saying goodbye they were still separated for a lifetime and never saw each other again; some people thought they would never see each other again, but they met again not long after saying goodbye. However, even if they are together for a long time after the reunion, they will still be separated in the end. Those who are separated may not meet again, but those who meet are destined to be separated. Regardless of whether separation in life is accidental or not, separation in death is inevitable. Life is like this." Tian Wen said.

"Since you can say all this, you must have let it go, right?" Jian Rou asked.

"Does what I said count as self-consolation? I don't know. I only know that I still haven't been able to jump out of the circle I drew deep in my heart. There are still things I don't want to face, so I have to take it slow." Tian Wen said, and the scene when he was with Le Yu reappeared in front of him.

Jian Rou wanted to say something about her feelings for Tian Wen, but because she noticed something, she suddenly whispered, "Be careful! It's not safe here!"

(End of this chapter)