Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 1191 (One Thousand One Hundred Ninety-One) Flying

During that period of time that year, Tie Wandao had felt that if Tie Hongyan knew that she had lost all her martial arts and had basically no hope of recovery, she might want to commit suicide. Today, Tie Wandao did not initially think that the situation was serious enough to make her commit suicide, but because he saw her suddenly pick up the Huanying Spear and thought of that time, he felt this possibility.

After Tie Wandao mentioned what happened back then to her, she thought about it, letting her thoughts wander. As she thought about it, she recalled some of the scenes that followed.

She thought of the time when she said to Tie Wandao, "If I don't listen, just kill me!" Tie Wandao said she was a waste, and then Wu Xunsheng took out a handkerchief to wipe her tears and comfort her.

She thought about the afternoon a few days later when she smelled the same unpleasant odor she had smelled a few days ago.

She thought of the time when she and Wu Xunsheng had gone into the woods, and when the unpleasant smell had become stronger again, she had risked her life and tried to practice martial arts vigorously in other ways.

She thought of Wu Xunsheng and immediately ran over, held her arms and said, "Young Clan Leader, don't practice martial arts in other ways! The doctor said it could be fatal!"

She thought of the time when she shook off his hands for the second time and practiced martial arts with other methods with the thought of seeking death, and Wu Xunsheng hugged her tightly to prevent her life from being in danger and told her that he loved her.

She thought about how he called her a hero or a god of war when she called her a waste.

After she thought about her saying that it would be better for her to die, Wu Xunsheng hugged her again and said to her: "Then let me die first! I like you, and seeing you die would make me live a life worse than death. Anyway, the clan leader asked me to take good care of you, and I can't live if you die. Since my life is in your hands, you might as well kill me first, so that I don't have to watch my beloved die and experience the heart-wrenching pain of living a life worse than death."

She thought of Wu Xunsheng mentioning to her what she had told him when they were little: "The person who should least think that you are useless is yourself!"

She thought about what he had said to her after she asked him, "If we are destined not to be together in the future, will you regret what you said today?" She thought about how he answered her question by telling her that he really liked her.

She thought of what she had said to him: "God will not give me the opportunity to refuse. Only when something is within my control can I choose whether to refuse. If I knew before I made a choice that God would refuse for me in the near future, then the right to refuse would never belong to me." Then he just nodded and said, "I understand."

She thought about what they had agreed to do next, that they would pretend that what he said to her had never happened.

She thought of the two of them sitting under the tree, leaning against the trunk in silence, not saying a word for a long time.

She thought again about how a few days later, in the place where the demon-suppressing ring was embedded, her martial arts not only recovered but became stronger than before. When she was excited, he apologized to her and told her that he lied to her in the woods that day.

She thought about him saying that in fact he had never liked her.

She thought about what he said when he hugged her and said those words to her that day just to stop her from committing suicide.

She thought of what he said about him not being able to live if she died, and that he did that just to keep himself alive.

She thought about how all the other things he said were made up to deceive her and were all false.

(End of this chapter)