Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 1551: Nostalgia

At that moment, Chen Wenyuan suddenly felt a huge fear coming at him like a raging wave. Although Shan Xiajing said that just to avoid mentioning Chen Wenyuan's suicide, Chen Wenyuan found that he couldn't even stand hearing such words, and the tears in his eyes rolled down. He shook his head with tears in his eyes and didn't speak immediately.

Shan Xiajing saw him crying and thought that this might be a good thing. Maybe after he cried, his emotions were released and some of his thoughts would be different.

Chen Wenyuan thought: No, no! Senior Sister can't do that! She is in front of me now, and she will be in front of me in the future. She will not leave!
Chen Wenyuan found that deep down in his heart he could not accept the fact that he would be separated from Shan Xiajing forever.

Looking at Shan Xiajing in front of him, Chen Wenyuan suddenly realized that he needed to cherish the moment of being with her.

Although the world seemed not worth staying in to him, she was still in the world, and at least she was worth his staying in.

Chen Wenyuan began to secretly ask himself: "Am I really willing to leave my senior sister? This time, I have no choice but to be separated from my parents forever. If I commit suicide, I will be separated from my senior sister. At present, I can choose whether to separate from my senior sister... How many years do we have in this world? I should cherish the fate with my senior sister. Do I have to cut off this fate with my own hands? After cutting off this fate, I will turn into ashes, no longer have thoughts, no longer miss, and no longer encounter painful things, but how will my senior sister's life change in the future? She will be rejected by those alchemists because her father is a blue-armored person! Choosing death seems very easy for me now. For my senior sister, and for the continued fate between me and my senior sister, I... do I have the courage to live?"

Chen Wenyuan cried for a while, and suddenly said, "That's not what I meant. It won't be like that."

Shan Xiajing understood and said, "You don't think that's the case either. Then let me ask you, even if you have to go far away for work, and I'm still here, will you not come back?"

Chen Wenyuan felt that Shan Xiajing was the most important person in her life. He felt that wherever she was in the world, that was where he would stay. At this time, he said with tears in his eyes: "As long as my senior sister is here, I will not not come back."

Shan Xia Jing Shan Xia Jing finally felt relieved after hearing what he said, and immediately said: "You don't have anything to do outside, I'm still here, will you leave?"

Chen Wenyuan said: "No."

"I'm here, and you're here, right?" Shan Xiajing asked.

Chen Wenyuan said: "Yes. Wherever Senior Sister is, I will be there."

His emotions fluctuated obviously, and tears flowed like a spring. After his parents passed away, he was in a vulnerable state. Shan Xiajing's words made him see his heart clearly in the midst of great sorrow. At this moment, he was still not calm, and suddenly said to Shan Xiajing: "Senior sister, let's never separate, okay?"

Shan Xiajing didn't expect him to say that suddenly, but she felt that since he could say such words, he would not commit suicide. She suddenly felt more at ease and said quickly, "Of course! We will never separate! This is what you said. You always keep your word to me. You came back to find me when you said you would. You must remember what you said today. You must remember what you said!"

(End of this chapter)