After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 118: Chapter 118: Here Comes Her Man

Her crying is still going on, and my heart is always cold, always cold, I frowned, and then I went in, after I walked in, I looked at everything, I didn't have any fear, I squatted He hugged Bai Ling there, and whispered in her ear: "Honey, don't cry, be obedient, your dad, dad—"

I told her not to cry, but I just started crying like that. I couldn't control myself in the environment at that time. I hugged her, and she slowly turned her head and looked at me, watching, her teeth bit her lips, and her brows frowned. Wrinkled tightly, I kept kissing her, hurting her, I pulled her up, she got up slowly, after getting up, she just leaned in my arms like that, and then looked at her father , her tears are still falling there, that is a kind old man, a very kind old man, I can imagine, in those times, in the past, when Bai Ling was a child, their family was How happy, a father with a little daughter, Bai Ling was maybe six or seven years old at that time, a girl with pigtails, that little girl adored her father very much.

Her father is a navy, and they don't meet often. Every time she comes back, she loves to surround her father, lie on his lap, and listen to him tell stories about the sea. The sea is so vast. There are countless seagulls on it, and each seagull is the soul of a sailor. They came back to look for the boat that belonged to them, and today there is also a seagull, which has been flying for so many years, and it also came. She used to yearn for that boat very much. The sea, she also chose the army, and became a literary soldier in it. That is a happy family, and they will have a happy future, but every family in this world will not have a smooth sailing. The seagull She flew away, she kept running, she wanted to catch it, but she couldn't catch it after all, her mountain, her sea, her big boat went away, from then on she was a child who lost her father, from then on She is no longer a child, no one pets her, loves her, how much she wants one day, her father can come out, and he can coax her and love her like she did when she was a child, and she also worships her father as before, but everything is in vain. It's over, she has paid so much, and God didn't give her any favors in the end.

I think I want to make her happy. At this time, she needs me the most. She needs me by her side. If it is possible in the future, I think I will love her like her father and love her for her. To make amends, at that time, I felt my thoughts changed again, yes, what can be compared with life in this world?I shouldn't worry about it too much, I should love her well, love her, give her happiness, and give her a bright future.

She leaned in my arms and murmured: "Dad, Dad, I will be fine, you will be fine, go well, next life, next life, we, let's be father and daughter again? You have to wait for me , don’t forget me, Dad, I love you, go well, don’t forget me, we will always be together, no matter when, Dad, Dad—” She couldn’t cry anymore, her voice was already hoarse, the doctor Said: "It's almost done, don't cry anymore, it can't be too long!" At this time, Bai Ling suddenly knelt down on the ground hysterically, that was the last time crying in grief, no more, no more, just left like this , just left like this, once gone, I will never come back, and I have nothing left.

I pulled her up again, she leaned in my arms and came out slowly with me, after she came out, she didn't want to leave, she wanted to sit on a chair outside, I hugged her and sat outside with my arms around her I sat there with her on the chair, she leaned on my arms, we sat like this, I dare not think that this is the day when Bai Ling lost her father, I feel too unreal, and this I spent everything with her. I watched all her pains and experienced the most painful thing in her life. I think there is a reason why God let me see this and let me be by her side at this moment. I think from now on, I will treat her much better. Her father also hopes this way. He will not want me to bully his daughter. He must hope that I can love his daughter well, so God wants me to see this. Bar!

She didn't say a word, she didn't talk all the time, I talked to her, she didn't talk anymore, that's it, but time must pass, no matter how painful it is, time must pass little by little, No one can take away the most painful time in anyone's life. You have to bear those pains. You have to spend happiness and misfortune. No one can help you. You have to be alone. People go through it in person.

But grief can't change anything, I said: "Baby, don't be too sad, if father is still there, he must hope you can be well, he loves you so much, don't cry, be obedient, don't cry, eat something Is the food okay?" It was almost afternoon at that time, I didn't want her body to step over, I also wanted to take her out of here first, but she shook her head and said weakly: "You go and eat something, how can I I don’t want to go, I don’t want to go anywhere, Xiaolin, Xiaolin, I think, I want to chase my father, I’m afraid, I’m afraid I don’t have the strength to live!”

I hugged her and cried and said: "Don't say that, did you hear that, you can't say that, isn't there still me? I'm still by your side? Don't say that, and I'm still here? I I love you so much, love you so much, do you just make me suffer like this? You left, you went with your father, what should I do? It would be easy to leave, but have you ever thought about what should I do? Ah? How would I live without you, don’t say that, you can’t say that!”

She opened her eyes slightly in my arms and said: "Little guy, little baby, little villain, I know, I won't leave you, don't cry, don't cry!" I kissed her forehead, tears fell on her forehead, I hugged her tightly and said: "I know, don't leave me, if you leave me, I will chase you, baby, I will treat you well in the future , will I love you well? Don’t do this, honey, don’t cry anymore, I love you so much!”

She said: "Don't cry, don't cry anymore, Xiao Lin, you go back first, I'm fine!"

I said: "At this time, how can I leave? I can't leave you, let me be with you, share it with you, okay? I am a man, I can share it for you, from now on, you Hold my hand, never leave me again, I can also be your support, your mountain, your boat, your sail, love you like your father, love you, protect you, give Your father can give you the same love, ok? I love you dear, I can't leave you, I'll never know I love you so much, every cry of yours, every tear of yours is in mine In my heart, your pain hurts my heart too, we are one person, baby, hold on to me, and never separate again, okay?"

She cried, holding me in my arms and crying so pitifully, weeping, I don't know how long this grief will last, but I know that no matter how long, I will be by her side, I will not part with her, no matter how many grievances I have in the future, I know her husband will come, I know her mother will come, I know all her relatives will come, and I have no identity, I can only go for She is sad, but I have no way to be by her side. I want to bring her the best, but I don't have that chance now. Sure enough, in the afternoon, her relatives came, Liu Qian and her mother, Her father, and many relatives of her family, many people came, and there was a lot of crying. Her mother didn't come. I think her mother didn't know it at this time. Her husband also came. When I felt someone coming, I released Bai Ling from my arms. She seemed to feel it too. She looked at me and didn't say anything.

I stood up, they all came, they were all crying, they came all the way crying, after they came, they all cried there with their arms around Bai Ling, at this time, I saw a man, it was that time I saw The man who passed by, after he walked over, he went to put his arms around Bai Ling and comforted Bai Ling there. How can I be jealous at this moment in my heart, etc. I know there is nothing I can do about it. , It’s nothing to be sad. At this time, everything is not important. I just want her to be happy, to be happy, never to be sad again, to live happily, no matter who is by her side, As long as it can bring her happiness, nothing else matters.

I stood there and watched them. They went to see Bai Ling's father one by one, and they all shed tears. When Liu Qian came out and saw me, she just cried and hugged me, crying in my arms and saying : "Uncle is gone, uncle is gone!" I put my arms around her and said, "Don't be too sad, it's okay!" At that time, I didn't know what to say to comfort, it seemed that all comfort words seemed pale and powerless at this time , it doesn’t work, that kind of pain can’t be cured by consolation, it can’t be cured by saying something, that kind of pain is skin-cut, Liu Qian left me, I wiped her tears, everyone was immersed In the midst of that grief, what else could be done?

Bai Ling's husband hugged her and held her in his arms, and I looked at her slightly, I didn't even dare to look at her, I was afraid she would see it, I was afraid she would make things difficult, but she still saw me, she Glancing at me, she knew that she was lying in her husband's arms at the moment. She looked at me strangely, not guilt, but helplessness, and even some feelings that I couldn't figure out. What was that feeling like? Woolen cloth?Is it the helplessness of fate?It's her self-blame, I don't know, but my heart is really hurting, I tell myself not to hurt like that, don't think about those things at this time, but how I hope that at this time, I can also comfort her and let her It will feel better, even a little bit is good.