Quick-wearing female partner is a poisonous heart lotus

Chapter 463 Troubled Times Chao Zijin (1)

I am the daughter of a famous family, and I never thought that one day, I would come to this remote place and marry this man.Niang said, marry a chicken as a chicken and marry a dog as a dog.At first, I really wanted to live a good life with him.

A bastard is a bastard, at least he is also a prince. Although it is not as beautiful as I imagined, it is not so unpopular.

At first, he was really nice to me.

No matter how big a mistake I made, he never scolded me.

But as my mother said, those women who are willing to be humble and humble are buzzing in front of you like mosquitoes, disturbing you, and if you want to kill her, you will get blood on your hands.

How can it be so annoying?Why are you so ignorant?How can it make me want to get rid of it so quickly? !

I admit that I am narrow-minded, and I can't let go of my concubine's prejudice. If I am asked to share my husband's love with other women, I can't do it.I am not a qualified mistress, so you can scold me as much as you want, and if it reaches my ears, you will drown!
Regardless of how many years ago you were born and died with He Yanchu, regardless of whether you have blocked the sword for him, this marriage is not for me!It's not that I'm robbing you of your husband, it's that you are an eyesore!I'm the wife he is marrying in Ming Media. Ever since I was a child, I hate people touching my things the most!
That day, I quarreled with him over a concubine's room in the backyard.I was so angry.If I had known that it would be like this in the future, I might as well kill myself on the day of the wedding!

I am married to him!Thinking back to when he was in the capital, so what if He Yanchu is the prince because the sky is high now and the emperor is far away?The life of a child who is not valued by the emperor is like grass. He is a bastard who is not liked by others. If I hadn't married him, how could his value rise now!Why doesn't he do everything according to my wishes!

"Just because of a concubine's daughter, because of a concubine, you are so angry with me!"

I was so angry that I smashed the ornaments on the table to the ground, completely unable to control my anger in front of him.

That woman actually said that I was vicious, just because I taught my servants a lesson, shouldn't I be punished for making mistakes!What he signed was a contract of selling himself, and no one forced him to do so!As early as the day of entering the mansion, you should have prepared for your master's birth and death, and the slaves should be grateful!

I understand, because she herself was born as a slave.

"It's ridiculous. Anyone can come in this backyard. Staying here makes my place dirty!"

But he seemed to be more angry than me, facing me with that cold face, turned around and left without saying a word, as if talking to me was too much.

Why!Why!
Ye Linger's words, like a curse, are in my heart
It echoed in my ears. "A vicious woman like you will never have a man who really likes..."

"Why. Why." But they are slaves, slaves!Even a concubine is just a slave in the final analysis!Is it wrong for me to blame them?If there is no distinction between high and low, high or low, or concubine and concubine, wouldn't the world be in chaos? !

I am not wrong
"Yan Chu, do you care about that woman that much?"

I couldn't hold back my tears, feeling deeply that I was powerless.I used to be pretentious, and I didn't listen to a word of what my mother said about the skills in front of my husband.Now I can only regret it.

A woman, if she doesn't even have her husband's heart, how can she keep her life safe when her years are gone?If I am old, he will have another young and beautiful woman.
I was scared, terrified.

How can we get rid of that woman without showing any trace...

The nanny ordered someone to clean up the broken things on the floor, turned her head to look at me, and comforted her distressedly: "Princess Wangfei, in fact, maybe the prince doesn't care about that woman, but the distinction between the concubine and concubine in your mouth."

I stared blankly at her.

The nanny bowed down, her face was full of kindness and doting: "Princess, you also know that now the palace is no longer in the Grand Master's mansion than it used to be. The prince is a concubine who said something rebellious. Perhaps, the prince has always cared about his status as a concubine. You are indeed a high climber. But"

"It's fine for us to know these things from the bottom of our hearts. You don't have to always keep your mouth shut in front of him. It's really not very pleasant."

I looked at Yijing in a daze, and she nodded to me.

I murmured in response.Well, if he doesn't like to hear it, then I won't say it.

In this way, the day passed peacefully.But I never knew that my husband who was "mediocre and ordinary" except for his face, and the person next to me, had such extraordinary abilities and concealed such deep ambitions!

I didn't even notice it!

I spent three years of ups and downs outside.Mammy blocked the knife and died for me. Except for a few guards and Yijing, there is no one I can trust.

Those concubines that I hated in the past have now become the only "family" I can see on the road.Those women died and were injured for me.In the first few days, it died at a speed visible to the naked eye.

I didn't understand at first, it was in a concubine's room that I hated deeply, I wanted to do it to her, but I couldn't do it because of an accident.Before she blocked the arrow and died for me, I finally couldn't help asking her why.

I used to disdain to say even a few words to such a woman.

She smiled bitterly and said, "Because the prince cares about you the most, I can imagine how sad he would be if he came back and saw that you were not here."

I just replied: "Yes."

The heart is cold in an instant.

At that time, I thought, why do women have to spend their whole lives waiting for a man who doesn't know if he will turn back?
Maybe he was special enough, good enough to make these women give their all.But why should I face Zijin? !

"Maybe he will be very sad, more sad than beauties in the country and mountains. At that time, I will become the indelible cinnabar in his heart, so I must live on. lest I feel sick when I go to the soil."

Those women stared at me blankly, as if I said an unbelievable sentence.

I raised my jaw, I don't know why I was born and died several times these years, but I know I must live.Not for anyone, just because this shouldn't be my Chao Zijin's life!
"I don't pay attention to the woman who grows on others. If I want to leave or stay, why don't I make it clear now."

Several concubines looked at each other, but of course no one got out of the carriage.Leaving at this time is equivalent to sending to death.

In the past, I could never have imagined that such vocabulary as life and death would be my room with those concubines who I regarded as thorns in the flesh.

Three years
We were finally taken back to the palace.

A group of us got out of the carriage, and there was no longer any hatred in each other's eyes. We were the only ones we could rely on.Having experienced the deepest and darkest nightmare, my mind no longer had the sharpness it once had, but was polished to become harder and harder like iron.

(End of this chapter)