no wife

Chapter 144
Every day he was so busy that he was exhausted, and at night he was exhausted but couldn't fall asleep.

He was thinking of Ai Hanxiao, her smile, her happiness, and the peaceful and happy family life she gave him.The peaceful life that he once thought was dull and boring is now a luxury that he can't ask for.

He was thinking about his children, Zhenzhen was so innocent, so admired and attached to him, even more than her mother.What will the son he has never met look like, who will he look like, and will he be in good health?
He thought about finding them back, but the crowd was vast, and she deliberately avoided him. Where would he find her, the wife and children he once loved the most?
Even if they found her, they couldn't forgive him. Maybe she married Mu Beichuan a long time ago and lived a happy life again. Maybe she even gave birth to several children.

He regretted so much, regretting that he should have mistaken a fish eye for a pearl, regretting that he should have thrown away a piece of rough jade for the sake of a piece of tile.But it's too late to regret.

Many people have told him that he was deceived by beauty, and he will regret it sooner.Now he really regrets it, those who warned him didn't even give him a straight look.

In their eyes, he took what he deserved and deserved it.

He admitted that everything he has asked for now is the retribution for abandoning his wife and daughter.

He obviously has the most beautiful and happiest family in the world, the most gentle and considerate wife, and the cutest child, but he personally ruined his happiness.Love has always been by his side, but he was paralyzed, ignored, and missed the true meaning of love, and finally missed the love of his life.

He hurt her so deeply, when she gave birth to the child they had longed for, he crushed her hope with a divorce agreement.When she had a big belly and needed protection the most, he stood by another person's side.Did not give her the slightest care and care.When she was in distress and asked him for help, he failed to recognize them as his former wife and children, ignored their cries and went straight away...

His favorite daughter, who used to admire him the most, relied on his daughter and never called him.She remembered his phone number, and at the age of three she would call him alone.He knew she hated him, and he hated himself too.I hate myself for being infatuated with a woman so that I can't even distinguish the voice and figure of my wife and daughter. ?
In remorse, his days passed unusually slow and lonely.

He often returns to his former love nest by himself, which has been emptied, and everything in the house is no longer what it was before, and his things are still safely placed in that storage room, which is already full of dust.He put things back in their place one by one as he remembered them.

The reality is too cruel, he can't feel any warmth and joy.I can only recall the past here.

The more you recall the past, the more you regret it, and the more you regret it, the more heartache you will feel.

No matter how heartbroken he was, he could only bear it silently.

He was waiting, waiting for his ex-wife to come back.He knew she couldn't come back, he just couldn't stop waiting.How can a person live bravely if he has no hope at all?

Even if it is an illusory beauty, he is willing to sleep and not wake up.

But now, even if he wants to sleep, there are always so many things waiting for him to solve, and so many people waiting for him to settle.

Without him, the earth will function normally, but without him his company will go bankrupt, his family will be broken, and his family will have no one to rely on.

He could not care about the life and death of Jun Yilan, but he could not care about the life and death of his elderly parents and young son.Without him, Jun Yilan can still find the next long-term meal ticket by virtue of her beauty and her natural beauty.He never doubted that.

(End of this chapter)