Chapter 167

It was Lu Qingyang.

He seemed to hear something, and when he turned around to look back, he didn't see Su Min.The uncle sighed, and shook his head towards Lu Qingyang. He saw with his own eyes that the lady turned around and entered the Su residence as if she didn't see Mr. Lu standing there.

Lu Qingyang smiled faintly, and nodded towards the uncle. It seems that no matter how much time passed, Su Min didn't want to see him anymore.

He is destined to be unable to repay this love.

Before he took a few steps forward, he already heard familiar footsteps stopping behind her.

is her.

He was overjoyed, turned around suddenly, and looked at the woman behind him.

She was wearing a light gold one-piece silk gown, with cloud patterns embroidered on the neckline and cuffs, a double bun, and large silver pearl flowers in her hair, elegant and calm like the floating clouds in the sky.

"You are finally willing to see me." His uneasiness and guilt for more than a month were only slightly relieved the moment he saw Su Min.

It's just that his gentle smile can no longer touch Su Min's heart and make her understand.

"Should I still hide at my door and dare not see people?" She smiled softly, and stretched out her hand in the direction of Lu Qingyang.

"I'll go back to the house to get something, you can take it away." She spread out her hands, and what lay in her palm was the light green bead flower, which could not be called exquisite in craftsmanship, swaying gently in the breeze.

She spoke very calmly, as if the past was not worth mentioning.

He felt that it looked familiar, and after thinking about it carefully, he remembered that this bead flower was bought by him at the temple fair as a gift for her.

Looking at it now, he knew exactly what she meant.

"This bead flower doesn't suit me, so I'll give it back to you." Su Min's eyes were clear, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, but he couldn't see much of a smile.

Lu Qingyang could only take it secretly, holding the bead flower tightly. What she said was inappropriate, as if it was between them.

Her smile became weaker and weaker, and her tone lacked the intensity of paranoia. Her gaze swept across Lu Qingyang's face. He seemed not as haggard and tired as the last time I saw him. It seemed that he should be living well.

As soon as the topic changed, her eyes sank, and she no longer smiled. "I know you want to give it to someone else."

"In the beginning, I didn't choose something that would catch your eye." He lowered his eyes and looked at the bead flower in his hand, with a bitter smile on his lips.

At that time, he seemed to see the faint gleam in Su Min's eyes. She was willing to accept the bead flower he picked casually. Looking at it carefully now, if this bead flower was on Su Min's body, it would look out of place.

The curvature of the corners of his mouth widened, and he raised his gentle eyes to look in Su Min's direction. "I'm not a man worthy of Su Min."

"What's the use of saying this now?" She smiled and shook her head, sighing in a low voice with difficulty distinguishing between emotions and anger.

He let out a long breath, looked at her lightly, and responded softly. "It's useless, but I don't want you to be unable to live comfortably because of the big mistakes I made in the past."

Hearing this, Su Min just smiled lightly, without showing any extra emotions.

Lu Qingyang held the bead flower tightly, the uneasiness in his eyes faded away, and he became calm. "Every time I see you, I always think about what kind of man in the world is qualified to win your heart."

She laughed at herself and said it calmly. "Eligible? I think I've even lost my qualifications to be a lover."

When Lu Qingyang heard this, his heart was filled with emptiness. Maybe it was his appearance that made Su Min give up the idea of ​​finding a lover.

His heart was full of bitterness, he raised his eyes, and looked at her very complicatedly.

Her eyes, like pearl oysters on the beach, faintly shone with a charming and warm gleam.She said she was devoted, but her gaze fell not far behind Lu Qingyang. "I think of feelings too simply. It turns out that it's not just that. It's a very complicated thing. When I can't see it, I will miss it; when I see it, I want to be together longer; I can't get it. When you have something, you want to have it desperately; when you lose it completely, your heart will seem to stop."

Lu Qingyang didn't say anything, his thin figure stood in place, the warm color of the setting sun covered his eyebrows, as if gradually easing the solemnity between his eyebrows.

This woman, after so long, her heart is still pure.

Pure, it has nothing to do with other emotions, and it is not pure, but she has not been crazy because of true feelings.

Su Min shrugged and said with a relaxed tone, "I'm glad I don't have these feelings for you. I want to catch you, keep you, rely on you and trust you, but when I really lost you, I didn't It's so painful. My heart is just sad about being deceived, just a little more."

"My appearance made your life lose its direction and made you sad for a while." Lu Qingyang stretched out his hand, wanting to pat her on the shoulder as usual, but his hand stopped in mid-air, and finally fell powerlessly.There had long been an unbridgeable gap between them, he knew it very well, so he smiled gently and continued in a low voice. "I think it's better for me not to appear in front of you. Today is the last time."

Su Min didn't expect that this was the reason why Lu Qingyang came to Su's house to see her today, so he opened his eyes wide in surprise. "Are you leaving?"

"I want to take Zicuckoo back to Tongcheng. I have already hired a boat tomorrow morning, so I'm here to say goodbye to you today." Lu Qingyang said this sentence with a smile, and it was so peaceful that people couldn't see other emotions.

Su Min raised her eyebrows and asked hesitantly. "Is...is she well?"

"Yeah, it's much better." He smiled lightly, but didn't say any more.

"Fortunately, you're willing to see me, so we can leave at ease." Lu Qingyang's eyes were warm and clear, and they fell gently on Su Min's face.

She was slightly startled, fell into silence for a short while, and then spoke after a while, concentrating on speaking. "I can't let go of that thing. If I don't want to let you go, I will live a very tired life. I am tired of that kind of life, so I want to live with an open heart."

The huge stone in Lu Qingyang's heart fell to the ground at this moment. He smiled bitterly and made an oath. "That secret, I will never mention it to anyone in my life."

Su Min glanced at him coldly, her tone could not be called friendly. "Although I really don't want to believe you, don't be too presumptuous. I have a lot of people under my command. Don't try to lie to me a second time."

Lu Qingyang couldn't help laughing out loud, and the heaviness between his eyebrows completely dissipated. "How nice, I feel more at ease when I hear your threat."

She looked into his face and said something seriously. "Go back to Tongcheng and take good care of that woman."

He nodded, his expression softened. "As soon as we go back, we're going to get married."

"In such a hurry?" She smiled, her tone still a little cold, after all, her relationship with Lu Qingyang has long since gone back to the past, and she has nothing to talk about.

Rusty and obscure, is inevitable.

His face softened because of the mention of Zicuckoo. "A man always has selfishness towards the woman he likes, and he can't wait for long. It took me a while to persuade the two parents to agree to our marriage, so I will immediately choose a date to marry her when I go back."

Su Min seemed a little lost, and asked silently. "If you can't wait any longer and give up on that woman, it means you don't like her enough, right?"

Lu Qingyang said seriously. "Men and women are the same. The deeper the love, the more you can't let it go. Feelings are very selfish things, and no one is allowed to covet and share them. Once you recognize it, you can't look back. In the whole life and the next life, it will be Wait."

"Any reason that can be broken up should be that the other party is not loyal enough to the relationship." He understood it this way, although perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, Su Min is far better than Zijuan, whether it is beauty, talent, status or wealth However, he had already devoted his whole heart to Zicuckoo, and could no longer accommodate other people.

"Not only are you willing to wait, but you can even tolerate each other's flaws." Seeing that Su Min seemed to be thinking about something, Lu Qingyang couldn't help but feel a little melancholy. He even hoped more than anyone else that there would be a sincere man to take care of Su. Min for life.

Otherwise, she is too lonely, too lonely.

Although, she never said it.

She finally came back to her senses and didn't ask why she just thought of the other man and what he said to her before, and she felt a little heavy, but she immediately shook her head, completely abandoning the emotions that shouldn't be in her heart.Blooming a faint smile, she was noncommittal. "It sounds absurd."

His smile froze in his eyes, tightly locking those clear eyes. "You will always meet that person. Although that kind of emotion seems irrational to outsiders, and even makes you look like two different people, you are willing and determined."

"Deadly?" She seemed to be joking, and she didn't think that she would encounter such a ridiculous emotion.

But he said it more seriously, beyond doubt. "Because that person is destined."

Su Min pursed her lips tightly, looked at him coldly, and no longer smiled.

He uttered two words and smiled gently and kindly, as always, as if he had returned to the day when Su Min saw him.

"treasure."

But she didn't respond, she just watched Lu Qingyang turn and leave, watching his gray-blue figure gradually blend into the flow of people returning home, and finally disappear.

The next day.

Before Su Min walked into the courtyard, Fan'er had already stepped forward to meet Su Min, opened the door for Su Min, watched her put her hands on the broken jade round table, and sat down quietly.

She is still thinking about the business of the kiln in recent days, whether the newly released colored porcelain should be produced in greater quantities, whether the embankment by the river should also check the progress of the construction tomorrow, and bring some snacks to reward the workers, bringing more than 100 Servings should be enough...

Three or five things occupied her mind, so that Fan'er has been waiting by the side to watch her silently thinking, and she doesn't even know it.

(End of this chapter)

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