Chapter 246

It's all gone.

It's not that the eyes are gone, but the eyes are gone.

Instead, there were just a pair of dull eyes, not gloomy and gloomy, but his pupils were hard to follow her movement and change direction.

So, that's why, at the beginning, she felt that the real reason why Nangong Zheng always didn't look at her was that she was angry because of Xidu's self-assessment, and it wasn't that she cared about her sudden return, but that, in his eyes, he had long been unable to see she is gone.

Everything is obvious.

Why did he not reply to the letter she wrote, but just sent someone to Xidu after a long time to reassure her.

It's just that I didn't want her to know, and didn't want her to worry, so I rushed back to the capital suddenly.

"This kind of me is not what you should see." Nangong Zheng could almost feel that there was a slight trembling that couldn't be restrained and couldn't be controlled by reason.

His heart was also trembling and struggling, but he pretended to be calm and didn't want her to notice.

This sentence, he said close to indifference.

He should have expected that this level of him would frighten her.

"Do you think I will abandon you?" Her heart kept tightening, but she didn't let herself be shocked for too long. The person she wanted to really care about was Nangong Zheng.

She didn't let him have a chance to shake off his hand again, and she took the initiative to hug his body in that silence.

Smiling, she didn't let herself mind his indifference and alienation before, and hugged him so tightly, but he didn't respond at all, her smile faded away slowly, and she said softly. "It's enough that you're still alive. I'll let Grandpa come to the palace for treatment. Don't worry, you'll be fine soon. Everything will be fine..."

What kind of life and death he has experienced, she has not seen it with her own eyes, so she can only accept the arrangement of fate.

But at least, he was still there. Apart from being unable to see her with his eyes, his body was still strong, not weak, and he even had the strength to quarrel with her.

very nice.

"It's useless, no one can save you, I don't hold out hope, and you should give up early." A cold voice escaped from his thin lips, and he ruthlessly pushed her embrace away, not letting himself be melted and softened by her body .

In this world, there is no perfect thing in the first place. Didn't he see through it a long time ago?
There was a glimmer of light in her eyes, before her eyes were unconsciously covered with a light mist, but she didn't want to shed tears, let alone show any sadness in front of him, at this moment, he was more sensitive than ever .

"I will never let go of the person I really like. Even if you think there is no hope, I will never give up." On her crystal clear face, there is not much gentle smile, only the inherent strength and persistence .

Even if the plague will disappear without a trace, she does not believe that God will allow this proud and conceited man to endure such a result that life is worse than death.

like.

These two words, if you listen to them on weekdays, how warm and pleasant they sound.Nangongzheng's chest was silently filled with complex and difficult emotions, like threads that couldn't find their end, entangled together, he couldn't sort out the clues at the moment, and without thinking, the harsh words blurted out. "Don't tell me you like useless people."

Unable to wait for Su Min's response, he sneered silently, not wanting to miss her strong hug before, how touching it was.

"If so, your preference is really special." He turned his face sideways, his face showing a chill that has not changed for a thousand years, and his tone was full of rejection, merciless. "But don't expect me to accept such a ridiculous arrangement, poor charity."

Su Min said softly, his indifference did not make her close the door, "If you don't calm down, you won't get better."

"Calm down? My heart, even if it's blood, can't be exchanged for a bit of peace." He smiled arrogantly, gnashing his teeth, wishing that this time the duel would immediately split Nangong Yuan's body, even if half of the same blood flowed in his body, He also couldn't tolerate Nangong Yuan's existence.

"I used to be full of resentment, but you taught me to let go. Don't you remember?" She comforted him softly, and slowly brushed his arm, preventing him from tensing up, as if facing an enemy.

She will never be his enemy, nor will she trample on his self-esteem.

Let her go first and give up.

"The doctor said, it might be like this for the rest of my life." Nan Gongzheng felt like his family had fallen into an abyss. He didn't have much hope in the first place, but because of Su Min's existence, he felt the cruelty of reality even more.

"Know what a stubborn rock I am, I don't give up easily."

Su Min smiled faintly. Although such an answer couldn't be false, and indeed made people feel sad, she didn't show it on her face, and she didn't want her reaction to affect Nangong Zheng.

"I know how stubborn you are, so these days, I have made a decision." Nangong Zheng replied blankly, as if he had already reached a conclusion, and there was no trace of tenderness in his expression.

"What decision? What decision do you make between us?" The haze floated in front of her eyes, and she couldn't help asking in a trembling voice as if she couldn't see him clearly.

Nan Gongzheng no longer knew what he was talking about, and he couldn't meet any eyes, which made him have an illusion that he was afraid that the eyes he got would hurt people's hearts.

"Find you a man you can rely on, who has a good family background, good character, good looks, good temper, and will treat you well for the rest of his life... Anyway, I am still the emperor now, and I can marry you if necessary."

"Nangong Zheng, you are really chilling."

Su Min turned her head suddenly, and looked at the man who said hurtful words in disbelief, as if the two of them had become strangers in an instant.

If he is still awake, if he still remembers who she is, even if he loses his temper again, he will never say this.

In the name of the emperor, find her a healthy and well-matched man to marry?

In that case, would he be comfortable?
She didn't know exactly where she was in the palace, but she only knew that every step she took, the soles of her feet hurt badly, as if her eyes were about to start to cry, she was so heavy that she couldn't speak.

He looks serious.

It was the coldest time of the year, so she felt even colder.

Nan Gongzheng's figure was like a sculpture, which remained unchanged for an entire hour.

He didn't know why he would say that kind of thing. He cheated her. He never thought about separating from her, and even used his own identity to find a man for her, so that the man whose name was unknown Whoever's son of a son will become her husband, her god.

It wasn't his decision at all, and he didn't even think about it once.

However, the words she spoke were already like poisoned flying arrows, which broke her heart.

But maybe, this is the final ending, the happiness she must live, and he can no longer give it to her, because he knows that if he can't get rid of the toxicity, not seeing is the second, and in the end he will become a useless person who can't move freely. He wouldn't be able to see her, he wouldn't be able to touch her, he wouldn't be able to hold her, he wouldn't be able to do anything.

But he still wants to accept her appearing in his unbearable life every day, and let her take care of a useless person, right?

That's not the life she wanted.

That was not the life he wanted for her.

"Get away from me, Su Min." His expression was painful and struggling, and his black eyes were tightly closed. No one could guess how much he regretted himself after saying those words.

In this case, at least he doesn't have to blame himself, he let go of her hand with his own hands.

It's dark outside, I don't know if it's already dark.

He didn't understand anything, and he was even more afraid that he and this palace would become a besieged city, trapping Su Min for the rest of his life.

Knowing when to end the best ending is the wisest decision. He has no reason and no qualifications to make the situation worse.

it's dark.

A petite figure leaned against the sweet-scented osmanthus tree in the middle of the flowerbed, biting her pink lips tightly, even though the chill of the cold night invaded her skin without realizing it.

It's time for her to go back.

Just treat it as a young man and a woman who get angry because of a disagreement in temperament. After the quarrel is over, they should go back and reconcile.

She smiled bitterly, believing that what he said was angry, maybe to test her, maybe to test her, maybe to...

She suddenly covered her face, and the sadness spread silently in her heart. She took a deep breath, mustered up her courage, and stood up while supporting the tree trunk.

There was a light knock on the door.

Nangong Zheng suddenly opened his eyes, but did not ask if it was Su Min.

But it was just a court lady who brought dinner.

The maid at the side blushed, she managed to regain her composure, and put the food on the table.Knowing that she should follow the etiquette and look away, but she really can't control herself, she can't help but look at him.

It is said that the young emperor has such a bad temper that no court lady can stay in his bedroom for a long time.

What's wrong with him?Sick of a bad temper?

"Get out."

The three words without ups and downs made a verdict on the maid.

The maid let out a low cry, lowered her head in embarrassment, not daring to look at Nangong Zheng again.Strange, what kind of magic power does he have?Why do you always let her look at him in a daze?

As if severely punished, she peeped regardless of her status.

"The servants left the food on the table, if there is anything else..."

"If you have bad ears, there's no need to stay with you." Nangong Zheng didn't want to talk nonsense, and his words were threatening.

The maid's face turned pale instantly, she immediately turned her head, and wanted to exit.

At the door, someone suddenly came in again, with hasty steps and light footsteps, as if it was a woman. The maid raised her eyebrows and saw a woman with picturesque eyebrows and a slender figure, walking in.

"It was my fault that I didn't consider your heart at first."

The other party took the initiative to take all the faults on him, but it was even more difficult for Nangong Zheng to listen.

"Have you finished your work? Even the self-knowledge of the current person is gone?" Nangong Zheng suddenly turned his face and spoke in one direction, but Su Min knew that he heard his own voice and spoke to the maid.

(End of this chapter)

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