my old life

Chapter 239 The choice of life
I think the second uncle is right, every outstanding man will not lack all kinds of women around him.

"But Second Uncle, I'm not good at all. It can be said that I don't care what I want, I'm just a poor boy..."

"Men are basically the same when they are young, but you have to take a long-term perspective when looking at men. Men are all potential stocks, and they will be different when they grow up in the future."

"What kind of stock is a potential stock, can I count it?" I asked cheekily, and the second uncle smiled without any intention of ridicule.

"It's hard to say, but one thing is for sure, anyone who can do something to the extreme will achieve something, and those who work hard will always be rewarded."

As soon as I heard that my second uncle was going to start teaching me the truth, he was rarely so serious before, so I felt a little uncomfortable.

"Second Uncle, what else can I do besides gambling, I want to be someone like you, but now I feel very confused, because everyone is talking about gambling..."

In fact, I still don't agree with what I'm doing now. Even if I enjoy the sense of accomplishment in the poker game, even if I can win money, I still can't overcome the hurdle of traditional concepts in my heart.

If I could do an ordinary job like everyone else, with a modest salary, and be an ordinary person, would everything be different?
"Silly fork, you still don't understand! Look at people in this society who are engaged in all walks of life. No matter which line of work they choose, no one is forcing them with a knife. If you say that what motivates people to make choices is the desire for money. .”

"Who doesn't want to choose a glamorous career, who doesn't want to sit in an office with an air conditioner and be the boss?" I asked for no reason, and my understanding of society is limited to this.

"In fact, everyone needs money, and everyone needs to survive. Life is not as simple as being born and living. The human heart is a black hole that can never be filled, and it can never be satisfied."

"I still don't understand..."

"Let's put it this way, no matter what you do, you choose it yourself, whether it's for profit or to change your life, but people are always divided into ranks and ranks. There are only a small number of people standing on the top of the pyramid. You Do you understand why?"

"I don't quite understand..." I said honestly.

"Why do some people become bosses and others work part-time? In fact, people are all the same. The difference in results depends on the starting point. Everyone wants to be a boss, but how many people really work hard for it?"

"There must be no funds, no good background, or everyone wants to be the boss..."

"Now you can choose to do anything when you leave this gate. No matter what industry you are in, it takes time, as long as you do things to the extreme."

I suddenly understood what my second uncle said. Gambling is not a hobby for me but a profession. I chose this profession myself.

Because I need money, just like other people choose a career, the nature is the same but the industry is different.

Unexpectedly, the inner entanglement that has troubled me for a long time was untied in this way. I never thought that gambling could be understood in this way. Just like other people, it was my own choice.

"By the way, have you provoked AOB Chen's granddaughter? It's the tall one with long hair. Don't think I don't know."

"Second Uncle, I didn't provoke you on purpose. We were friends before, and I'm worried about this now..." What I want most now is to ask Second Uncle to help solve this doubt and get an answer I want.

"I can't help you with this matter. The real choice is a person's own choice. No matter what, you will face many, many choices in life. Every choice will determine your future."

After listening to the second uncle's words, I felt that my thoughts were much clearer, but I didn't make a choice in my heart. I felt that my EQ was really low...

Suddenly my second uncle patted my shoulder and said earnestly: "I can only give you one suggestion. True feelings cannot be measured by value. There is no good or bad. Just follow your own inner choice, what you think It's the best!"

I understand the meaning of what my second uncle said. When choosing a relationship, I don't look at my background or whether I have money, but the big gap in life is also an obstacle...

"Second Uncle, can you tell me what is the most difficult relationship you have ever faced?" I asked calmly, I know this question may make Second Uncle uncomfortable, but I really want to know.

"I don't have feelings that are difficult to choose. It's what a man should do if he can afford it. You still have many opportunities, but I don't have another chance to choose..."

Although the second uncle said this very easily, I always feel that his eyes are particularly lonely. What does it mean that he has no chance to choose again?
Just then Black Snake came into the room, black leather pants outlined a slender line, a white tight-fitting T-shirt set off a proud figure, and the tattoo on his arm was still so eye-catching.

"What are you two talking about?"

"Let's go, let's eat, let's have fun tonight!" The second uncle patted me on the shoulder, and his tone changed as usual, and he instantly turned into a foolish and unscrupulous look.

"Am I good at being a light bulb?" I said in awe, because I felt that the black snake looked at me very strangely.

"It's indeed a light bulb, you better stay here, I'll go first." The second uncle left a sentence and ran out cheerfully, and suddenly my intestines turned black with regret!
If I don't talk too much, can't I go out with you?What's the deal with leaving me here alone today? Are you really going to let me face this deserted night alone?
Looking at the bright moon hanging high in the sky outside the window, I feel an unprecedented loneliness in my heart. Who is the person who really belongs to me?

There are still many choices that people face in this life. As the second uncle said, all the choices are made by people themselves, just like gambling, they are my own willingness...

I think at this moment everyone is enjoying the revelry and the excitement of family reunion, but I am the only one standing in front of the deserted window, looking at the bright moon in the sky in a trance.

I don’t know how many people are still looking up at the moon at this moment, and how many people who haven’t returned home are secretly sad under the moonlight, who are they missing?Who is bothering again?

It's really hard to be alone, even my second uncle is accompanied by a black snake, but where should I go now?Who can I stay with?
My mood became inexplicably depressed. Instead of looking at the moon here and secretly feeling sad, I might as well go out for a walk, even if I bought myself drunk, it would be better to survive such a difficult night.

When I walked out of the casino, there was no one in the chess and card room. The usual lively gamblers didn’t know where they went. Even the bad gamblers had a home, but where should I go?

Walking aimlessly on the street, only Xinghui Langyue is with me, looking up at the bright moonlight, I think only people like me will look up at the moon.

Because people who enjoy happy times will not have time to look up at the moon, feeling that the moon has been hanging alone in the sky for thousands of years, will there be people in Guanghan Palace who are also secretly sad?

I don't know what other people are doing now, but I didn't even eat a mooncake on the night of the full moon in August and fifteenth, and I feel really pitiful.

I bought two pieces of mooncakes at a roadside store, and I ate them while walking, tears came down while I was eating, the taste of the mooncakes was like when I was a child, everyone around me was still there, and so were my former friends...

I can't help but think of the August [-]th, the people who were still alive, the kindness and love, the people who would never make me feel lonely, but where are they now?
"Xiong Sanming!"

Suddenly I heard someone calling me from behind, I immediately turned my head excitedly, but when I looked back, I saw someone I shouldn't have seen...

Under the streetlight, I saw AOB Chen Lei, with a group of people behind him, and I felt something was wrong when I saw them.

There was a vicious aura about them, especially Chen Lei's ferocious expression made my heart tremble!My scalp went numb in no time.

"Boy, come here." Chen Lei waved his hand at me with a sneer on his face, and I threw away the mooncake in my hand and ran away before it was too late.

"Grab him!" The people behind immediately caught up, hearing their footsteps, my heart was about to break...

But I didn't dare to stop and run with all my strength, I knew it would be over if I was caught!

(End of this chapter)