Given That I've Become a Villainess, I'd Like to Live Freely

"This is my room. Perhaps Elle will be next to my room? Come whenever you get lonely. Elle would be more than welcome.

Next thing I know, I was led to her room. If you get lonely... you don't like it because dark nights remind you of when you're being caught. But I'm an animal man, so when I'm beside her, it smells like me... good. I want it to be mine... but... people don't get it, so when I miss her, let's go by her side.

"Elle's hair is so fuzzy and lovely. Your eyes are the same blue as Allen's! I envy you."

That's why she's been trying to stroke my head. Even though her head knew she was different, she held her head without doing what her body said, and she shuddered.

I mean, she's in trouble, but I really don't want to bother her.

"El? Could it have been, were you scared? I'm sorry. Don't realize it, it's okay. 'Cause it's okay."

Yeah, I'm not scared of you. She held my trembling body gently and rubbed my back.

"Elle, I'm so sorry. But I won't hurt you!... Elle, look at my hand. Because these hands will never hurt Elle!... remember..."

I know. I know exactly. Still trembling to tell it, but I raised my face and looked alternately at her eyes and hands and let her snort cocoon.

"Hehe, thanks El. Allen's got herbal tea for me. Shall we have a drink together?

I look at the herbal tea that Allen prepared for me, then slowly mouth her as she alternates with Allen. Herbal tea was very delicious and my strong body loose until earlier.

"I was relieved that it seemed to be in Elle's mouth as well.

"Beware of drinking too much, El. A sumptuous supper awaits!

They are both very sweet and warm. I wish I could stay with these two all the time...

We enjoyed herbal tea while we talked about not loving each other until time came.

That night, I knew I had dreams that I was scared... or that I was being violent.

... concon... concon.

"... who is it?

I can't answer because I don't have a voice. I could open the door just a little bit no matter what I was going to do.

"Well! El! What's the matter with you?

I was relieved to hear her voice and buried my face in her arms. [M]

"Let's sleep hand in hand together! Then I won't have a scary dream.

I slept in her bed, holding hands to face her. [M]