The civilization before the collapse, heroes and heroes are reborn with me

The person I thought I loved went from having eyes only for me to hating me and never seeing me again. My belated feelings could no longer be conveyed to him/her...

She carefully put on makeup for the first time in her life, and even went to find Eden for this purpose. She thought about the clothing combination for a long time, just so that when they met for the last time, she could greet her end in her most beautiful appearance and greet the person who was no longer reachable to her.

Then the man misunderstood the meaning and simply didn't come, and asked Kevin, his imaginary rival who had a bad relationship with him because of jealousy, to come instead...

The moment she saw Kevin, besides being almost devastated, Alicia actually thought of the last sentence when Feng confessed to her: "Because I'm not a hero like Kevin?"

Alas, even a scumbag like me feels a bit miserable. I would like to praise the Eighth Herrscher again for his good work! If it weren't for the Eighth Herrscher who made me realize my feelings and directly promoted my confession to Feng, Alicia wouldn't have realized her feelings so late.

Perhaps because of these reasons, Alicia's obsession with Feng after her rebirth this time is stronger than imagined.

But she hasn't turned into a yandere yet. Can we say that she is truly the embodiment of human goodness?

Which idiot has to take an exam on Children's Day?

Oh, it's me, that's okay.

It’s still the thing about hospital internship assignments that I talked about a few days ago. Everyone in the class has strong opinions about it and no one wants to go. Then after all the calculations, it’s time for the class committee to do their work.

What do class committee members do? Collect opinions, give feedback (even if it’s useless), and appease the class…

Today I took the Health Law exam, and it was at night. After the exam, my mind was full of the Civil Code, the Drug Administration Law, and the Medical Institution Management Regulations...

The most outrageous thing is that the invigilator said that our test paper only had one big question and six small questions, which should be finished in ten minutes, and then he took it and looked at it and said: "Ah, your test is so difficult, I don't know how to do it either."

Difficult to stretch.

Anyway, it’s awesome! I will definitely update twice tomorrow to make up for today’s post QAQ!

Chapter 249 Zhu Yufeng: I’m numb, really numb

Zhu Yufeng stood in the garden under the moonlight with a thoughtful look on his face. He was also very familiar with this scene, or rather, he had never forgotten it. After all, this was the place where he received his first confession...

According to his memory, Lilith will come over soon and confess her love to him.

Sometimes he also thought about what would happen if he had agreed to Lilith's confession. But later he figured it out. He couldn't deceive his own heart. He knew that Lilith's confession was from her true heart, but what he could give was not necessarily true.

What's more, at that time he himself didn't know whether he could survive the Final Battle or even the tragedy that happened earlier. Everything was unknown.

What he needed to think about now was why he had such frequent lucid dreams recently. He had just had a series of lucid dreams that were like movies, from the tragedy of restraint to the last banquet, and then to the final battle...

It is hard not to consider this as the effect of the power of the Eighth Lawrence.

But, hadn't I found the Herrscher's core? Could it be that I had absorbed some of the Herrscher's power during the fight with him, causing me to trigger the power on myself unconsciously?

It is indeed possible.

In addition, looking for the common points of these recent lucid dreams, the main related characters, besides myself, are Alicia and Lilith. In fact, Lilith should be involved from beginning to end, because the End War has nothing to do with Alicia.

That's not right. Lilith should not have known about the things about Alicia at the last banquet. Alicia didn't tell her, let alone Lilith.

Then, the previous assumption is not true. He doesn't know anything about this...

No, the power of the Eighth Herrscher can indeed check memories. If it is really the power that was triggered unconsciously, then this is really possible...

As if by telepathy, Zhu Yufeng raised his eyes and saw Lilith walking towards him from the other side of the garden, from the exit of the banquet hall. He was now faced with a problem. If Lilith confessed to him as he remembered, how should he answer?

From his current perspective, he had no reason to refuse. He did not deny the importance of Lilith in his heart, and was willing to admit his feelings for Lilith.

What's more, this is just a dream, not reality.

Well... this time, just agree to it right away?

As Lilith walked in front of him, Zhu Yufeng suddenly felt relieved. It didn't matter whether it was the influence of the Eighth Herrscher's power. Perhaps, it was because he felt regretful and guilty for not responding to Lilith but choosing to reject her that he had this dream.

He is no longer the person he was yesterday, yet he sometimes lingers in the past. However, people must eventually take that step towards the future.

Let the regrets and guilt of the past disappear in this dream.

Zhu Yufeng was thinking this when he heard Lilith say with a smile, "You're on time. Well, not bad. I asked you to prepare well. At least you didn't wear a plaid shirt or something to pretend."

"After all, you said it was a very important matter, and asked me to be careful about my attire. There's no way I could wear a plaid shirt, right?" Zhu Yufeng said, and added something he had never said in his previous life, "I don't have the habit of wearing plaid shirts either."

"Then... aren't you curious about why I'm looking for you?" Lilith said with a smile.

Zhu Yufeng hesitated for a moment, then said, "What is it?"

Originally, he wanted to directly ask if it was a confession, but he felt that it seemed a bit too much of a mouthful... If the Lilith opposite was the real Lilith, then it would be fine... But now it was just a dream, so he should just follow the original script.

the other side.

Alicia stood beside the two of them with her arms crossed, expressionless. She was in a bad mood right now. It was true that she came here following Lilith, and the moment she saw Zhu Yufeng, she confirmed that this was Zhu Yufeng himself. Then she immediately understood what Lilith wanted to do.

She also knew that in Zhu Yufeng's heart, her and Lilith were at the same level. So now the recurrence of everything that happened in this dream gave Zhu Yufeng a chance to start over. Under the psychological effect of "it's just a dream anyway", he would definitely respond to the confession that had happened before.

So why didn't she stop it?

Didn't you see that she was standing in front of these two people but they treated her as if she didn't exist? She was directly isolated by Lilith's power! In other words, she was now like an air person, unable to do anything except watching!

Zhu Yufeng is okay, he really didn't know, but Lilith... Lilith obviously did it on purpose!

Alicia rarely felt crazy.

But soon, Alicia calmed herself down.

"Anyway... Feng will just treat this as a dream. Even if it is a dream, Lilith's confession in the dream is real..." Alicia said this to herself. What else can she do except comfort herself like this?

She doesn't have the power of the Eighth Herrscher...she criticizes the Eighth Herrscher by name!

Alicia now actually has some confirmation of Lilith's previous conjecture that she is also the Herrscher of the Origin. However, how come she didn't know that the Herrscher of the Origin can combine the powers of other Herrschers? Did she give all the knowledge of powers that she should have as a Herrscher to Lilith?

Alicia thought a little depressed, and then suddenly found that Zhu Yufeng looked at her, as if he had noticed her existence, but there was indeed no reflection of her in his pupils.

Lilith's expression changed slightly, so this was the problem... She had absorbed the power of the Eighth Herrscher, and because she and Alicia were both the Origins, the two people who were connected to a certain extent would share the power of the Eighth Herrscher to a certain extent. Alicia had just unconsciously affected this dream and briefly broke her shielding. Fortunately, she blocked it quickly...

At least it was me who swallowed up the Eighth Herrscher in the first place, so the main power still lies with me.

Sigh... If this is the case, I really won't be able to avoid Alicia when doing what I want in my dreams in the future... No, it doesn't seem to matter. At most, I can block her again. It's Alicia's business whether to watch it or not. Although Alicia may be greatly stimulated and affect my own power, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter!

Zhu Yufeng retracted his gaze. Just now, he seemed to have a feeling that Alicia was beside him, just for a moment, and then it was gone... Was it an illusion? Because Alicia and Lilith were equally important to him, so even if he decided to agree in this dream, would he still consider Alicia to some extent?

Lilith took a step back with her hands behind her back, and just as she remembered, she spoke in a soft voice: "As you think, and as you see, the girl in front of you, your deputy, has fallen in love with you~ Very, very much~"

Even though she knew that this was the tone she often used when she was pretending, it seemed so real at this moment. She was deceiving the world and only revealed her true heart at this moment.

Zhu Yufeng was silent for a moment, then gave his answer: "First of all, I must apologize for this... In the end, it was you who took the initiative to confess. And my answer is also very clear. Although I don't know if I am qualified, I also like you. You are unique to me."

Although I felt that I should say this, after saying it I felt like a real scumbag.

Lilith looked at Zhu Yufeng and smiled gently: "Putting aside my initial bad intentions, your answer... I am very satisfied~"

Only the sinister tone of the previous sentence surprised her a little. As expected, she would care a lot about Feng's affairs, even if she was already completely sure before that.

After all, this is Feng~

Alicia: "..."

Now that I've said this, it's my fault for disturbing her, right? Moreover, during the last incident with the fifth Herrscher, Lilith didn't choose to interfere with Feng's relationship. At that time, I took the initiative to formally confess to Feng, and Feng did respond... Never mind, let's just call it even this time.

Just as Alicia was thinking about how to settle accounts with Lilith tomorrow and how to get back at Feng for the injustice she suffered tonight, the scene around her suddenly changed.

"Eh?"

Alicia looked at the scene around her and fell into confusion. She was indeed familiar with this scene. After the Sixth Herrscher incident in her previous life, Feng confessed to her in the city where all life was destroyed by Seele who became the Sixth Herrscher.

At that time, he asked her out to say he had something to say. She thought that the fact that the Sixth Herrscher killed everyone in the city had dealt him a heavy blow. After all, Kevin believed in the Sixth Herrscher's humanity, and he had actually been with the Sixth Herrscher Seele for a while. During that time, other people in the Fire Moth, including herself, had teased him about his relationship with Seele...

Wait, now is not the time to recall these things, would Lilith be so kind? And will the person I meet in the future be the real Feng?

At the same time, based on her understanding of Lilith, this could also be the time when she came here with Kevin and she counselled Kevin... If that was the case, she might as well just beat Kevin up again in her dream this time!

During the Sixth and Seventh Herrscher incidents, I was trying to enlighten you and help you get out of the shadows, but in the end I found out that you were the first one to backstab me and support Fengli's party!

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It's ironic to say, at the beginning, Feng was jealous of her closeness to Kevin, so she spoke to Kevin in a sarcastic way. Later... she became jealous of Kevin and Feng's relationship. She could no longer see Feng, and most of the time, she could only convey what she wanted to say through Kevin.

So, Kevin is the root of all evil, right?

Alicia thought so in her heart. It was no use standing here any longer. She still remembered the place where Feng chose to confess to her, so she decided to go over and take a look.

Alicia walked in the silent city, looking at the surrounding scenes. Comparing the prosperity of the city in this life, she couldn't help but think of the regrets of her previous life.

"If the power of the Origin is really to make a wish, then perhaps my original wish has come true?" Alicia looked up at the bright moon in the sky.

She sacrificed herself and returned to Honkai, praying that the Herrschers of the next civilization would no longer be bound by Honkai and could find their own lives.

But at the same time, she was praying.

I pray that I can start over with him, want to hold his hand again, hug him again, and let our intertwined destinies never be separated.

This time, everything really started over again, and their fates were intertwined once again. He was reborn as a Herrscher like herself, and she was no longer alone in this world.

They will experience it again, and this time, they will definitely be able to turn the world into what they want it to be.

"Although this time, it's not just you and me who are reborn, and it's not just me who likes you." Alicia retracted her gaze and looked in the direction that symbolized the beginning of the separation of their fate in the previous life, "But, the fact that I like you will never change."

There is nothing to be afraid of, just think positively.

Getting closer and closer to the destination, in Alicia's sight, the man was standing there, looking at her, just as he did before.

the other side.

In fact, Zhu Yufeng was in a very confused state. He had just agreed to Lilith's confession in his last dream, and kissed her at Lilith's suggestion...

Then Lilith suddenly smiled and said mysteriously: "The next step is another person's time, don't let the girls wait for you~"

Then...he appeared here...

This was the place where he first confessed to Alicia. He certainly would not forget it. He just wanted to know why the situation turned out like this?

Even if it was a dream, he had just agreed to Lilith's confession, and now he was confessing to Alicia? What kind of despicable move was this? !

Is this really my dream?

Zhu Yufeng was numb, really numb.

On a building not far away, Lilith sat on the rooftop with her legs crossed and said slowly: "Hey, after all, to some extent, we may really be sisters? Then it's not impossible to take care of my sister~"

Although the main purpose is to prevent Alicia from being filled with resentment tomorrow, it would not be fun if she ran to Mebius to verify her power.

Chapter 250: The Past and the Future

The stars were twinkling in the sky. Under the warm moonlight, in this quiet city, the girl walked up to the boy.

"What's wrong, Feng? You look like you have a lot on your mind." The girl looked at the boy and said with a smile, "Let me guess what you want to say. Are you feeling guilty about the Sixth Herrscher's matter and need to confide in a girl as beautiful as a flying flower? I am still very confident about this~"

The boy pursed his lips, looking as if he wanted to say something but hesitated.

"Hey, don't be so shy. You can't keep some things in your heart forever~" The girl raised a finger and said, "Everyone will blame themselves sometimes, even Kevin is no exception, so there is no need for you to feel shy about it. Besides, you are my deputy, and I am also happy to listen to what you have to say~"

"Alisia... I..." The boy spoke with some difficulty. The girl could clearly see the hesitation and timidity in his eyes.

He knew what he wanted to say next, and he wanted to change the subject. After all, when he asked the girl out in the first place, he did it on impulse, but...

There is no turning back now. He was hesitant and hesitant, but in the end he admitted that he was affected by the Sixth Herrscher incident just like Kevin... It's suspicious no matter how you think about it, right? And... he really wanted to get an answer so that he could give up, right?

With an unspoken love in his heart, he never received her attention. Even though he knew there was no possibility of anything happening between her and Kevin, the flame of jealousy never went out.

People must have self-knowledge, and after coming to this world, he can also clearly feel the huge gap between himself and Kevin, but... from the first meeting, to the reunion after the Fourth Herrscher incident, and the many actions afterwards, he also understood his own heart.

He really liked her and wanted to get close to her so much, and wanted to save her from the ending that should not have happened.

When it comes to confession, if it succeeds, everyone is happy, but if it fails, it might be difficult to even be friends, right?

But he could no longer bear the burning fire of jealousy in his heart. He had even thought of a way out. If he failed, he would run to Europe... That way, even if she didn't mind, he wouldn't feel embarrassed about meeting her in his daily life.

Was this his first confession in his life? Unfortunately, he was not very smart and did not know what to do. He could only try to dress appropriately and choose this deserted city as the location so as not to cause her unnecessary trouble.

"Since it's a confession, since you like her, how can you be evasive in your eyes? No matter what the final result is, at least you should look into her eyes and not let her feel that you are perfunctory..."

Having made up his mind, he strengthened his gaze, raised his head which was about to drop, looked into the girl's eyes seriously and said, "Ailishia, I... like you."

He would not use any fancy words or create any romantic scenes; his brain would not support him doing so.

He stared at her, waiting for her answer, not thinking about anything else, because at this moment he only needed her in his eyes, and he would talk about the rest later.

The girl was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "I like you too, Feng~ I like everyone in the Fire Chaser~"

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