Splendid peasant girl busy farming

Chapter 1635 I need you (two more)
Yang Ruoqing nodded.

Tuobaxian stretched out her hand to her: "Baby sleep with me, sleep well by yourself."

Yang Ruoqing shook her head, "No, I have to keep her by my side so that I can sleep soundly."

Tuobaxian withdrew her hand and sighed softly.

On the side, Xiao Yaxue hurriedly said: "Alright, then I'll help you make the beds!"

Xiao Yaxue was making the bed over there, while Tuobaxian looked at Yang Ruoqing with distressed expression.

"Qing'er, I understand your mood!"

"At the beginning, I just took a look at Fengtang after giving birth, and the child was separated from me."

"In the years of war and chaos, the two countries have been at war."

"I am like you every day, because I am the princess of a country, and I have other missions on my shoulders."

"I still have to laugh and socialize in front of people. When no one is around, I dare not cry when I go back to my bedroom." Tuoba Xian whispered about her past mental journey.

Yang Ruoqing listened silently, as if she followed Tuoba Xian through the experience again.

Tuobaxian continued: "Because I'm worried that someone else will put eyeliner around me, I can't even cry."

"Every day, I only dare to cry for my son when I lie on the bed at night with my head covered by the blanket."

"For 19 years, my whereabouts are unknown, my life and death are uncertain, I survived like this every night."

"Because I shed too many tears, my eyes have fallen to the root of the disease. When I was young, I didn't feel that there was anything wrong with it, but it gradually became apparent when I got older." Tuobaxian said.

Hearing this, Yang Ruoqing's gaze fell on Tuobaxian's eyes.

There was worry on his face.

"Mom, your eyes..."

"It's okay, it's okay now, don't worry about me." Tuobaxian said with a slight smile.

"I have cried and wiped away my tears. When the next day dawns, we still have to stand up. The days have to go on, and things have to go on."

"The responsibility on the shoulders has to be carried on."

"As long as we live, we cannot collapse."

"What is a real strong man?"

"The real strong man is to take out a broken heart and mend it in the dead of night."

"When you're done, plug it back in."

"Wait until dawn, we will still be us, the baby needs you, Fengtangzi needs you."

"We elders of the two families also need you."

"Qing'er, you and Fengtang are the two pillars supporting our two families, if one of them breaks even slightly, they will all collapse,"

"So, Qing'er, my good daughter-in-law, my good girl."

"You have to cheer up!" Tuobaxian patted Yang Ruoqing's shoulder lightly, encouraging her.

Hearing what she said so much, Yang Ruoqing felt a lot of emotions in her heart.

"Mother, it's not easy for you, you have survived like this for so many years..." she murmured.

He remembered that the first time he met Tuobaxian was in the Baiman Grand Canyon.

Tuoba Xian, who travels in disguise, will stop every year at the place where Tang Yazi separated and take a look.

It has been 19 years without interruption, rain or shine.

"Qing'er, look at me and Fengtang."

Tuobaxian's voice reached Yang Ruoqing's ears again.

"It's been 19 years. I thought he was no longer in this world. However, God has allowed our mother and son to meet again."

"So, Qing'er, you have to cheer up."

"If the mother-child relationship between you and Chen'er is still there, then God will definitely arrange for you to meet again!" Tuoba Xian said.

"Mother, how long will I have to wait?" Yang Ruoqing smiled wryly.

Tuoba Xian said: "As long as you are alive and there are people, there is hope."

"Fengtang and I, mother and child reunion now, this is the best example!" she said.

These words ignited the fire of hope in Yang Ruoqing's heart.

"Mother, let me tell you something, I don't know if you will believe me." Yang Ruoqing said again.

Tuobaxian said: "Tell me, I believe it!"

Yang Ruoqing said: "It has been more than ten days since Chen'er disappeared."

"Everyone doesn't say anything, but they all feel that the child is gone. After so many days, even if they encounter wild animals in the mountains, they will starve to death."

"However, I have a feeling that my Chen'er is not dead."

"He's still alive!"

"Mother, I really have that feeling, it's not something I imagined!" Yang Ruoqing said.

Tuobaxian smiled and nodded: "The so-called mother and child are connected, I believe in your feeling."

"So, Qing'er, from now on, you have to cheer up, and you can't be like the past few days."

"Chen'er is not by your side for the time being, but you still have a baby."

"Look at baby, in the past ten days, this little thing seems to be able to sense that something happened at home."

"I usually have such a violent temper, but these days, I'm so good, I don't cry or make trouble."

"When I woke up, I just bit my little finger and played alone in the cradle. It made my heart ache..." Tuobaxian said.

Hearing this, Yang Ruoqing lowered her eyes and carefully looked at the little girl in her arms.

The little guy curled up in her arms, his small, soft body gently rising and falling with her breathing.

"It seems... to be a little thinner." She said.

Tuoba Xian sighed: "These days, she hasn't had a sip of milk, she just eats noodle soup..."

These words reminded Yang Ruoqing.

There was a bang in her head, and it was only then that she realized that for so many days, she was focused on looking for Chen'er, went out before dawn, and returned home in the dead of night.

The child was almost asleep, so I didn't try to wake her up.

"Strange, why don't my breasts feel full?"

She lowered her head and looked at her breasts.

"Mom, help me hold the baby, and I'll squeeze it."

Soon, Yang Ruoqing came out of the shower room with an extraordinarily solemn expression.

"My grandma, go back!" she said in frustration.

Tuobaxian was surprised, the bed had already been made over there, but Xiao Yaxue, who had been waiting by the side, spoke out first.

"What do you mean? What do you mean you went back? Where did you go back?" she asked.

Yang Ruoqing frowned and said, "It's just gone, I don't have milk to feed my baby anymore."

"Ah? Why is this happening?" Xiao Yaxue never had children, so she doesn't understand this.

Tuobaxian sighed lightly, "What your mother and I were worried about happened, it happened. It's true that there is no more milk, hey!"

"Why is this happening? Madam Xian, tell me quickly!" Xiao Yaxue asked.

Tuobaxian said: "This woman is like this."

"If you don't breastfeed your baby for several days, the milk will keep rising, and then it will disappear."

"Or, the mood is greatly fluctuated, the sadness is excessive, the food is not thinking, the sleep is not, and the burden is too much."

"It will also make the milk go back early."

"Qing'er has suffered such a big thing, the milk may have disappeared a few days ago, and I just found it now."

After listening to Tuobaxian's words, Xiao Yaxue suddenly realized.

(End of this chapter)