Splendid peasant girl busy farming

Chapter 2233 Repressed Calm ([-] more)

He sniffed it, and it wasn't urine, it wasn't dirty at all, but it had some other smell.

Yes, just like those liquids when he played with himself just now.

God, what's wrong with me?How come pus?
The brief pleasure of release dissipated, and the emptiness, confusion, and panic about unknown things instantly enveloped Yang Yongqing's heart like a shadow.

He pulled off the quilt, covered himself completely, and fell into deep loneliness in this winter night...

Brothers in need!

On this winter night, Yang Yongqing was not the only one who was lonely, confused, and panicked.

There is also Yang Yongxian who lives diagonally across from his house.

There was a lamp on the table, and the room was dimly lit.

Pasted on the wall, the happy words on the wedding bed are still bright and festive in red.

However, the newlyweds lying on the bed have their own thoughts and toss and turn.

The failure that night in the bridal chamber, Yang Yongxian thought it was just a small accident.

But for two consecutive nights, he was defeated and defeated repeatedly.

This made him question himself deeply, isn't it okay?

On the first night, Li Xiuxin encouraged him, on the second night, Li Xiuxin comforted him, and on the third night, Li Xiuxin was also silent.

The two were lying back to back, neither of them fell asleep, and there were many heavy things in their hearts.

The secret long and short sighs made the small world in the tent become extremely heavy and oppressive, irritable and depressed.

After a long time, Yang Yongxian broke this oppressive calm.

"Embroidered heart..."

He called her.

"Ok?"

Li Xiuxin responded softly.

"What's the matter?" Seeing that he fell silent after calling out, she asked again.

Yang Yongxian took a deep breath, as if he was brewing great courage, and said cautiously and uneasy: "If I really can't do it, you, you will despise me?"

Li Xiu was stunned for a moment, then bit her lip lightly, and once again fell into silence in the tent.

This time, the silence was brief.

"If you're only failing in that aspect, I won't despise you." Li Xiu thought.

"I can accompany you to seek medical advice, and you can always find a cure."

"If it really doesn't work, we will adopt a child at worst, and take care of him well, so that he will be able to take care of us in the future," she said.

Hearing Li Xiuxin's words, Yang Yongxian felt a warm current in his heart.

He turned over and faced Li Xiuxin, "Xiuxin, thank you,"

"However, I feel that I'm sorry for you."

"You married me, but I can't give you the happiness of a man and a woman. Even if you adopt a child, you still feel that something is missing in your heart..."

"Yongxian, don't be in a hurry, I haven't finished talking yet." Li Xiuxin interrupted Yang Yongxian's words.

"I, Li Xiuxin, am not a slutty woman. When I marry you, I don't just think about the happy things under the quilt."

"I want to live a good life with you, I hope you can have a sense of responsibility, support this family, and then help me support my mother's family together." Li Xiuxin said.

She also turned over from the bed, facing Yang Yongxian.

The two people looked at each other, but there was a distance between them.

"You are clear about my family's situation." She continued.

"My father passed away two years ago, and my brother is young, about the same age as Xiao An. It is not easy for my mother to pull us two siblings by herself."

"I married you because I took a fancy to your elegance and decency, to see you stand up to that big school all by yourself,"

"Regardless of cold and summer, always the first to go to school, the last to leave,"

"Tell the knowledge you have learned to the students in the school without reservation. I think you are amazing, just like seeing my father back then..."

"So, I married you without hesitation, but an incident that happened in the past two days suddenly made me feel that I used to think that you were too perfect and too omnipotent."

"So, some of your actions made me feel that I was abandoned. In my heart, I was very uncomfortable." She said.

Xiang Yongxian was shocked, and his brows furrowed immediately.

"What's the matter? Tell me, I'm sure if there is something, I'll improve it if I don't!" He said.

Li Xiuxin said: "You accompanied me back to the door during the day, my mother dragged me into the room privately to ask questions."

"That's when I found out that there is another incident of falling red veils in our area."

"My mother asked me who took the Luohong handkerchief. I was really confused by her question, and then I remembered that our two wedding nights didn't work out at all. Where did Luohong come from?"

"Luohong handkerchief?" Yang Yongxian was also very surprised.

"I remember!" he said suddenly.

"What do you remember?" Li Xiuxin asked.

Yang Yongxian said: "No wonder the next morning in the bridal chamber, you go to cook while I read in the room."

"My fourth aunt came in, and went straight to the bed and took out a veil. I didn't ask much at the time, thinking that they accidentally dropped it on our bed when they were helping, so I followed her and took it. She At that time, he hurried away without saying anything to me..." he said.

Li Xiuxin shook her head.

"That veil must be in your grandma's hands now. When your grandma sees that the veil is clean, she must have doubts about my innocence."

"But they didn't say a word, and I'm so hung up in my heart," she said.

"Today's evening, you didn't know that you were reading in the house, and my third sibling and I were cooking in the backyard."

"Your grandma came to the kitchen, and Liu'er and I both greeted her. She was kind to Liu'er, but ignored me at all."

"This means that Liu'er has passed the test, but I have not passed the test."

"I'm so flustered right now, I feel like I've been going in and out of the yard for the past two days, and I seem to be watched and pointed by many strange eyes behind me."

"And you, you don't know anything."

"It's winter vacation. Except for eating, going to the toilet and going out of the house every day, you spend the rest of the time in the house reading and sleeping. You don't care about anything."

"I feel so tired, tired..."

After saying all this, Li Xiuxin's tears rolled down and she couldn't help sobbing softly.

"Xiu Xin, stop crying, it's all my fault!"

As Yang Yongxian said, he quickly stretched out his hand to help Li Xiuxin wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"It's my fault. I didn't notice this, and I left you alone in fear." He dropped his voice.

"Well, tomorrow morning, I'll go to my grandparents to explain it myself, and explain to them about the veil, so that they won't misunderstand you." He said.

Li Xiu thought: "Then what are you going to say? Are you frank about your body?"

"Walls have ears. If you speak out, Baobuqi will be known to more people. Aren't you afraid of being laughed at?" she asked.

(End of this chapter)