Splendid peasant girl busy farming

Chapter 3072 Must cheer up (four more)
Thinking of the last scenes of those patients suffering from esophageal cancer that she saw in her previous life, Yang Ruoqing's heart throbbed.

The person I love the most, is starving to death bit by bit in front of me, dying of thirst,
No matter how rich and powerful you are, you can't help anything, and you can't share anything.

Really frustrating!
After serving Mrs. Sun to sleep, Mrs. Sun followed Yang Ruoqing to Mrs. Sun's side.

"I don't dare to go to my mother's house anymore. To be honest, I don't dare to think that she will not be able to eat these hard things soon after seeing our mother's delicious food. My heart is just like It's like being gouged out by a knife..."

Da Sun, who has always been as cheerful as men, has cried several times now, and his eyes are all red.

Sitting beside Sun's bed at this moment, his head drooped, his eyes were empty and lifeless.

As for the Sun family, the situation is even worse.

The whole person had not eaten or drunk for two meals, and was sitting on the bed, his eyes were already red and swollen like peaches, and a veil was still wrapped around his head.

Hearing Da Sun's words, Sun sobbed, and said in a hoarse voice: "I really don't understand, there are so many bad people in this world, and there are so many mean people."

"Why do they dance so happily, and a person like our mother who has never had any grudges in his life, will get such a vicious disease?"

"Don't they all say that good people are rewarded? Why did God treat our mother like this?" Sun said.

Da Sun also lowered his eyes, and said in a low voice: "If it is another disease, it will be better."

"My mother's disease, to put it bluntly, is full of appetite and everything, but in the later stage, she just can't eat, like being strangled by someone."

"When I think of that scene, I'm afraid, so I don't dare to go see it. What should I do, girl? I don't dare to go home, woo woo woo..."

The two sisters hugged each other and cried together.

Yang Ruoqing could only stand aside and wipe her tears silently. At this time, any verbal persuasion would be useless.

And she herself was so sad that she was on the verge of falling, and she was at a loss.

A person returned home in a daze, thinking that it would be great if Luo Fengtang was here.

At least at times like this, there is still someone to talk to.

As soon as he walked to the door of his hut, he found that there was a light on inside.

Yang Ruoqing was overjoyed, and quickly walked over and pushed the door open:

"Tang Yazi... Huh, mother?"

That's right, it's Tuoba Xian.

The woman is sitting at the table and reading a book in her hand.

Seeing Yang Ruoqing come back, Tuobaxian put down the book in her hand and got up slowly.

"Qing'er, you're back? I just put the two children to sleep. Seeing if you haven't come back, I'll sit here for a while and wait for you to come back." Tuobaxian said.

Yang Ruoqing was startled, and then remembered that she hadn't even asked about the children for a long time.

The kids are out of school, having dinner, taking a shower, going to bed, etc...

Today, her whole mind is on Granny's side, and she doesn't care about the children. Fortunately, there is Tuobaxian, a mother-in-law who is doing her best...

"Mother, I..."

Yang Ruoqing was so guilty that she choked up and stood there covering her mouth with her hands.

Tuobaxian came over, gently supported Yang Ruoqing's shoulders and made her sit down.

"Don't say anything, during your time, take more time to spend with you, Gapo," Tuobaxian said.

"Children, don't worry, I will take care of them."

Hearing what Tuobaxian said, Yang Ruoqing raised her head, she was too grateful to speak.

Tuobaxian smiled gently, and raised her hand to gently stroke Yang Ruoqing's soft hair: "I understand the relationship between you and your lady-in-law."

"Your Granny is such a good old man. Now that she suffers from such a poor disease, we are all very sad."

"I can only sigh that the life span and how long it is are all predestined, and no one can change it," she said.

Yang Ruoqing nodded, "Mom, I understand these principles, but when I think of the pain my mother-in-law will suffer soon, I can't help but feel distressed, everything feels dark and lacklustre..."

At this time, it is the end of spring and the beginning of summer. When the sun rises, the sun is shining brightly, and the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant.

When it rains, the apricot blossoms in spring, the willows are soft, and the grass grows and the warblers fly.

This should have been the most beautiful April day in the world, but...

Yang Ruoqing couldn't describe her inner feelings in words, because this was the first time in her two lives that she experienced the death of a loved one she cared about.

The former uncle and the second uncle are not counted because the relationship is weak.

But Ga Po is different. It is said that Ga Po is actually closer than grandma.

The memory is full of Gapo, and tears can't help but come out again, Yang Ruoqing can't help but bury her head, lying on the edge of the table and sobbing softly.

Seeing Yang Ruoqing who was out of control like this, Tuoba Xian felt very distressed.

She caressed Yang Ruoqing's back, and said softly: "Cry out when you feel sad, it will make you feel better when you cry out."

"At least you are happier than I was, at least you can still cry like this,"

"You are leaving Ga Po, at least you still have your parents."

"My mother left shortly after I was born, and I can't even remember what she looked like."

"When I was your age, my beloved man abandoned me because of the war between the two countries. My son Fengtang was also separated after he was born, and his life and death are uncertain."

"In the same year, the only royal father I could rely on also passed away..."

"My God, that year was really cold for me, so cold..."

"I asked the palace people to light up all the lights in my bedroom, but I was still cold and scared, and wanted to cry, and there were eyeliners planted by others everywhere."

"I can only hide in the cold blanket, biting the blanket and crying."

"When the sun rises from the east the next day, I still have to pretend nothing happened and go to court to assist my young emperor to listen to the government behind the curtain."

In Tuobaxian's words, Yang Ruoqing's crying gradually stopped, and her emotions gradually recovered.

She looked at Tuoba Xian with teary eyes.

Tuobaxian gently dragged Yang Ruoqing's face, giving Yang Ruoqing courage with her gentle and firm eyes.

"Qing'er, no one is born strong. A person's strength and composure are all tempered."

"Birth, old age, sickness and death are also things that each of us must experience and face. All living beings are equal, whether the emperor or a beggar, they are all the same. No one can escape!"

"In the past few years in Changping Village, I have read a lot of books related to Buddhism in my free time, and I have gradually gained some insights into life."

"Let's be reincarnated as a human being, and come to reincarnation once. To put it bluntly, it is experience."

"Decades of light and shadow, whether it is long or short, everyone's end point is the same, and they all go to the same place."

"Everything, the way of heaven has its own arrangements. The deceased is dead. She ended her practice in this life and achieved Dzogchen. We, the living, must continue to move forward, look forward, and continue our own practice."

"Your parents, your brothers and sisters, your husband-in-law, your children..."

"These are all necessary homework for your practice. Therefore, for them, you must cheer up!"

(End of this chapter)