Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 1059

From that day on, Su Shi'an lived with his mother dependent on each other.

He turned himself into a hedgehog, and every time he was attacked ten percent of the time, he would fight back ten times more ferociously.After scaring all the creditors, no one dared to bully them easily anymore.

The scale of my mother's store began to gradually expand, and it was indispensable to contact other businesses for buying, selling, and decorating the store.Every time, Su Shi'an would accompany his mother.

A pair of orphans and widows, even if they don't have those overt and secret grudges, they will definitely encounter many stumbling blocks in society.But when everyone was waiting to see the joke, they still walked over with difficulty time and time again.The torrent of evil did not crush them, but forged them with brand new armor.

After all, it was a big and sensational case. In the next few years, the media would occasionally conduct follow-up reports on the criminals and the families of the victims.In the beginning, as long as there were reports about the Su family, no matter how fragmentary the news was, it would cause another wave of reviling, as if they should not continue to live, and only committing suicide in fear of crime with the main culprit would be considered worthy of the public.

But over time, the interests of the masses will always shift.Su's mother's optimism and strength gave her a bit of a "strong woman".After all, not any woman can survive such a desperate situation.At this time, more people finally began to reflect. In fact, as family members, they did not have much fault. After so many years of scolding for no reason, even if it is the main culprit's atonement, it should come to an end.

In contrast, the sacrificed widow of Guan Yukuai gradually made everyone feel disgusted from sympathy.For such a long time, she hardly did anything, just wept softly and weakly all day long.And once a reporter came to the door and wanted to interview her son, who was also one of the parties involved, she would yell like crazy and drive all the visitors out of the house.

A person's sorrow can be seen for too long, and it is inevitable that it will be disgusting.Although due to the inertia of sympathy, no one has publicly accused her, but the help from the "good-hearted people" around her has become less and less.

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In front of his mother, Su Shi'an still played the role of a good son.He put all those desperate conflicts behind the scenes into the ground.

There, he still experienced the most real cruelty in this world.Every time, his clothes will be soaked with blood.And his eyes also reflected the confusion of life and death day and night.

Is life at home stable now?It is indeed much more stable than before.

However, there is no real stability in life.What you think is safe is that some people gave up everything in exchange for a corner of peace for you.

These things, the mother is more or less well aware.But since she understands that her son is unwilling to let her get involved in these, she can only pretend not to know.It was nothing more than the fact that she could always feel the pain in her heart when she looked at the bloody clothes on the bottom of the cabinet during the nights full of dreams.

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As the son of a criminal, if you are weak, people will bully you everywhere, but if you accept this identity openly, they will fear that you are also an outlaw.

People, they are so bullying and fearful.

Finally one day, Su Shian returned home early.After being silent for a long time, he said such a sentence.

"I want to see my dad."

Mother's movements of washing dishes froze suddenly.

……

After many years, Su Shi'an is no longer the kid who studied in the Kindergarten Department, and now he is already a teenager.He seemed to have matured a lot, whether it was his face, mind, or that bloodthirsty cruelty, he had far surpassed his peers.

After sitting down in the chair arranged by the jailer, he remained silent.There is no wave in his eyes, no joy and sorrow that should be felt when a father and son reunite.

After a while, my father was finally brought up.He was gaunt and bony, with deeply sunken cheeks.The originally clear eyes also became dull and dull at this moment.

After sitting firmly in their seats, neither father nor son spoke.They looked at each other seriously for a long time, as if they didn't know each other anymore.

Over the years, they have all changed drastically.

But that was not the change they wanted.Instead, the once proud edges and corners have been smoothed away by the society one by one. Now facing each other, it looks like two flesh and blood people, but in fact, they have become two skeletons wrapped under their clothes.

"Shi'an...I didn't expect you to be willing to come and see my father." Finally, it was Father Su who spoke first.As soon as he spoke, his throat choked up, and two lines of tears flowed down.

Su Shi'an crossed his hands silently, and the answer he gave was quite satisfactory:

"You are my father, even if the whole world despises you, I will still stand by your side."

With a self-deprecating smile, he lowered his eyes slightly, "And now, I'm beginning to understand you a little bit."

Some people do make you think that it would be better for him to be dead.

These words, in front of the jailer, he would not speak very clearly.But in his demeanor, his contempt for life was clearly engraved.

Father Su saw the look in his eyes, which was the one he was most familiar with... For a long time, he had the same look in his eyes.But precisely because of this, he knew the danger hidden in it!
"Shi'an, Dad gave you this name in the hope that you will live a safe life..." Su's father tried to persuade him, "You must be a down-to-earth person, and don't let me and your mother worry about it anymore!"

"But because of you, I can't live in peace forever." Su Shi'an slightly hooked the corners of his lips, his eyes were indifferent, and his words were full of sarcasm.

Father Su lowered his head in frustration, pain and guilt had already filled his heart.

After a while, Su Shi'an leaned forward again: "Can you tell me why you took this path."

I don't know if the son is too mature or the father is too sluggish. Now they don't look like father and son, but like two people talking on an equal footing.

After hesitating for a while, Father Su finally let out a long sigh, moistened his chapped lips, and told his son about the dark past.

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Back then, he was still working on the construction site. Although his life was a bit tough, he lived by himself and was always at ease.

Until that year, thinking that his son was about to enter school, he wanted to earn more money, so he worked hard.Whenever he was so tired that he couldn't bear it any longer, he would think about the innocent faces of his wife and children, and he seemed to have inexhaustible motivation again.

At the end of the year, the boss defaulted on the hard-earned money of all the workers on the grounds that "the business is not easy this year and the income is not good".

These workers have fought and quarreled, but they are just a group of insignificant workers. For successful bosses, there are ways to silence their voices.

A year's hard work has gone to waste. The workers are angry and anxious every day, and feel ashamed to go back to see their families.The construction site is filled with the smell of gunpowder all day long.

That night, a group of people drank too much, Su's father took advantage of the alcohol and suggested that everyone mask their faces and rob the bank.According to him, in retrospect, he didn't even know why he said that.

A group of people have only seen such things as robbing banks in the news before, and they always feel that they have to live a good life and insist on doing this kind of business that will go to jail.Until recently, they were owed wages and had nowhere to petition, which made them suddenly feel that sometimes people are forced to a desperate situation.When a person is forced to die, what is he afraid of?
In anger and despair, the proposal to rob the bank was unanimously approved.

Since then, they have embarked on the path of crime.

Robbing money houses has always been a major case, and they are just a group of ordinary workers. Although they did rob a lot of money at first, they were hunted down by the police.

During the escape, Su's father also learned intermittently through reports that his companions had been arrested one by one and convicted.He turned out to be the one who escaped the longest.

Because of this, he was also defined by the county government as the most dangerous wanted criminal.His portrait can be seen everywhere in the streets and alleys.

At that time, Su's father was only fortunate that this place was far away from the city where his wife and children lived, and neither of them read newspapers much.Maybe they thought that they were working hard to make money on the construction site and would come back to reunite with them soon.

The longer he lingers on, the less he wants to go to jail.If he really went to jail, then everything would be over...!
In order to survive, he was forced to become more and more fierce.In the past, he was an honest man who didn't even dare to kill a chicken, but in his life of resisting arrest and fleeing, he killed and wounded several arresters with his bare hands.Seeing their bloody corpses, his initial fear and guilt gradually developed into numbness.

Because he knew very well that if they didn't die, he would die.

After so many years of civilized life, he knew for the first time that he could become as ferocious as a wild beast.

"What I originally thought was to use the son of the catcher to escape from this country first, and then hide outside for a few years, and then come back when the storm subsides... When I was arrested, I was full of your mother What to do, what should you do..."

"I really didn't expect that this case would turn out to be so big that you and your mother couldn't live a good life for so many years...I'm not a good husband, I'm not a good father, I'm sorry for you...I'm sorry for you ..."

At the end of Su's father, he was sobbing.Recalling that experience again, he felt that he was simply fascinated by ghosts.Money can be earned again when it is gone, but for an impulsive move, it pays a lifetime price!
During his narration, Su Shi'an looked at him silently.

Who would have thought that the criminal who was evaluated as "heinous" by the outside world was just a poor man forced by life.

Now, he is no longer that vicious criminal, he is just a grieving father.

Su Shi'an's gaze, after being slightly turbulent at first, became cold again and turned into a pool of stagnant water.

What happened to his father made him see the reality of this society more clearly.

There are only three kinds of people in this world, one is bad people, the other is good people who become bad people after being bullied, and the last one is good people who have been bullied all their lives.

Since this is the case, why continue to be a good person?
He chooses to be a bad guy, as long as he is bad enough and thorough enough, no one will dare to bully him again...

"Shi'an... It's dad who hurt you, are you still willing to forgive dad?" At this time, Su's father was still in tears.He looked at the overly mature son in front of him, thinking of the years he owed him, he asked this question carefully.

After a long time, Su Shian sighed.

"I said, you are my father."

This sentence is worth a thousand words.

I can forgive you because you are my father and I will never hate you no matter what you do.However, I will never forgive that boss...

Hearing his son's words, Father Su breathed a sigh of relief, and the wrinkles on his face seemed to have stretched a lot at this moment.

"By the way..." Then, Su's father looked around anxiously, "Why didn't you see your mother? Is she still unwilling to come to see me?"

After the father committed a felony, the mother was indeed disappointed in him. It could be seen that she wanted to completely distance herself from this husband.That's why when I asked to see my father, my mother showed such a embarrassed look.

Maybe she was complaining, she blamed her husband's ignorance for bringing their family into such a miserable situation.

At the beginning of the incident, Su Shi'an also blamed his father.But as he grew up, as other people inflicted more and more hatred on him, he began to understand his father instead.

If there is such a group of people who surround me all day long, no matter how good they are, they will definitely be forced to commit crimes...

In front of the prison, the image of his mother letting go of his hand, turning around and leaving far away flashed in his mind, but there was no change of emotion on Su Shian's face. He smiled skillfully, and comforted him as if nothing had happened:

"It's nothing like that, my mother has gone out to work. You also know that our family needs money more now than in the past, and she must carry the family alone."

Such an argument seemed to temporarily win Father Su's trust, and it also made him feel even more guilty towards his wife and children.

"Oh, I'm the most sorry in my life... is Guan Bukuai's family." After a long silence, Su's father let out a heavy breath, "You also have to remember, this is what we owe him! If there is a chance, I hope you can visit them more... If there is anything that needs help, please help a little more. For me... try to make some compensation."

Su Shian's expression suddenly changed.The calmness that had been maintained for a long time finally collapsed like melting frost.

"The person you are most sorry for is not Guan Kuai and his family, but me and my mother! Have you ever thought about making it up to us?"

Father Su didn't speak any more, he just buried his head deeply, his face full of the deepest sorrow.

Yes, it was my fault that caused my son to suffer, and he was the last person who should have said this!But after being imprisoned, the face of Guan Kuai always flashes before his eyes.

That should be the one who has the most dealings with him. He really wants to persuade himself to put down the butcher knife. He also promised that he will try his best to give him a lighter sentence.But in the end, he personally killed him and ruined his family.

I have no chance to make up for these sins.Perhaps it was because Shi'an was his son and the person closest to him, so he subconsciously chose to sacrifice him and let him face the storm alone.

(End of this chapter)