Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 1579

"Everyone is watching her jokes, she has no face to stay in the class, and she has no face to stay in this world, so she ran to the top of the teaching building, intending to end her life."

"Then... what happened next?" Knowing that Song Panlei must be safe in the end, but hearing such a tragic scene for the first time, Yi Xin still subconsciously asked.

"Later, I arrived in time and persuaded her to come down from the roof." Jing Chuzhuo's tone was calm and calm, "I told her, I'll just ask you a question, you think it's your fault in this matter, Or were they wrong? She cried for a long time before she answered me that she was not wrong."

"Yeah, she can't choose her appearance, and she didn't want her secrets to be exposed. She didn't do anything wrong from the beginning to the end. I said, if this is the case, it is someone else who did the wrong thing. Why should You are the one who wants to die? Why should you pay for their mistakes?"

"When she finally agreed to come down with me, I took her into the office and talked to her for a long time. Most of the time I was talking, she was crying. I told her that crying will not solve the problem. , you should cheer up and fight back bravely to those who hurt you."

"As a result, you also saw that she was still half-dead." Jing Chuzhuo shook her head helplessly, "The instructor hopes that you can go and see her when you are free. You are the same age, and you are both girls. , it should be easier to talk about it.”

Yi Xin knew that Jing Chuzhuo's statement was not exaggerated. Taking herself as an example, she was once an outlier who was rejected by the group and suffered greatly from it.I remember that Xu Wenwen also said that when she was young, because she developed early, her sex was bigger than her peers, and she was once laughed at by bad boys.However, she is more sturdy, and she fought back with her hands, so her growth was not affected.

But for people like Yi Xin and Song Panlei who are somewhat introverted and repressed, they dare not vent or fight back, and can only bury all their hurts in their hearts.Over time, they become more and more inferior.If they are not properly guided, this shadow of total self-denial will even accompany them throughout their lives.

Because of similar experiences, Yi Xin will not underestimate the maliciousness of this youth like some mentors and parents, thinking that "it's just a child's joke, don't be too hypocritical".In reality, the damage has already been done, whether they mean it or not.Perhaps, only those who have personally experienced that exclusion will understand.

"I see, I'll go and see her." Yi Xin nodded slightly.Compared with her, I was lucky, at least I got some kind people's help to pull her out of that desperate quagmire.Therefore, she also hopes to continue this kindness and help another girl regain her sunshine and self-confidence.

"But... I still have a question." Before leaving the office, Yi Xin thought about it and finally asked, "Teacher, I admire your persistence, but why did you choose me to pass on yours?" What about ideas? After all, I am neither the perpetrator nor the victim of campus b-force..."

That's right, compared to senior sister Song Panlei, what I have experienced is indeed not a real campus b-force.

"Who knows," Jing Chuzhuo was still leaning back in the chair, with a mocking arc on his lips, "Maybe it just happens to be pleasing to your eyes."

Jing Chuzhuo was always like this, always unwilling to speak clearly.After failing to get an answer from him, Yi Xin didn't want to stay any longer, bowed slightly, and hurriedly exited the air-conditioned office that was always overheated.

It's already this time, Dai Hang must have gone to work, and I can't contact him for the time being.How about going to see Senior Sister Song Panlei first, her side... After all, it's a matter of life and death, no one knows if she will be overwhelmed again.

Taking advantage of the lunch break, Yi Xin came to the second class of the third grade, and asked a classmate sitting at the window to call Song Panlei for herself.

Maybe because the current self is considered among the beauties on campus, the girl sitting at the window gave her a friendly smile and asked her to wait a while, then raised her voice and shouted to a corner of the classroom: "Fat pig! Fat pig! Someone is looking for it!"

It's a completely insulting name. To be called out so loudly in the classroom will cause so much harm to the heart of the person involved. Even if Yi Xin is just watching from the sidelines, she feels her heart constricting.

At this time, through the window, following the line of sight of other students, she also saw Song Panlei.

She had been lying on the table before, and she didn't know if she was sleeping or still crying.Being called out like this, she looked up out of the window in confusion, then stood up slowly, and walked out of the classroom step by step.

The back door of the classroom in Class Two of the third grade is closed. Song Panlei sat in the last row, and had to go through the front door if she wanted to go out.Due to the narrow distance between the two rows of desks, her tall and fat figure is like a moving hill. When walking forward, she will inadvertently bump into other people's desks. Every time, the owner of the desk will give a disgusted glance. .

Previously in the office, Song Panlei buried her face in her sleeves the whole time. Just now there was a window and the distance was far away, so it was not until Song Panlei walked out of the classroom and the two faced each other that Yi Xin really saw her face clearly. .

How should I put it, her face and facial features are really a collection of all "unattractive" elements.Flat face, sparse eyebrows, small eyes with single eyelids and swollen eye bubbles, the distance between the eyes is very wide, and the eyes appear dull and lifeless.She has freckles all over her face, a bulbous nose, thick lips, big buck teeth, and a short and receding chin. Even from the front, it is obvious that her mouth protrudes outwards.

This is summer, when other girls are eager to "show as much as possible", only she is still wearing a spring and autumn long-sleeved uniform, the sleeves are pulled very low, and her hands are completely retracted in the sleeves; the neckline is zippered very high, It was pulled all the way to the chin, completely covering the neck, and the trouser legs also covered the ankles, wrapping the whole body tightly.

Yi Xin could tell that this obviously revealed a "self-protective" dress, which reflected her deep-seated dislike for herself.She felt that she was ashamed, every inch of her skin was shameful, so she tried to hide herself with clothes.If she could wear a mask to school, Yi Xin believed that she would do it without hesitation.

"That... hello, senior." Yi Xin knew that a person with such low self-esteem would definitely not want to be stared at, so he quickly withdrew his eyes from looking at her, and made a simple self-introduction.

"Senior, please believe me, I have no malicious intentions. Actually... I can understand your feelings, because I have had a similar experience myself."

In order to get closer to Song Panlei, Yi Xin also briefly told her own story.Throughout the whole process, Song Panlei did not speak, and did not meet her eyes. After the first glance, she lowered her head, as if she was being taught by a teacher, with a deadpan expression on her face and dejected, only occasionally muttering out from her throat Several dull "um" sounds.

"Senior sister, I know you must be very sad right now, and it would be the same if it were me." Yi Xin is not very good at comforting people, and she doesn't know whether what she said now will hurt her. Without her self-esteem, she could only be as cautious as possible.

"Well... If you have any grievances, you can vent it to me. When we are sad, don't we usually want to find someone who is willing to listen to us, and it will be much more comfortable to vent out. You just leave me When you are a tree hole, just vent to me, it doesn't matter."

Song Panlei seemed a little moved by her words, she stared at her toes, they moved outwards and then quickly closed them.The sleeves were trembling slightly, and it was obvious that the hands she shrank inside were also shaking repeatedly.But, she still didn't speak.

Yi Xin was thinking quickly whether she should say something to reassure her, but a boy in the third grade happened to pass by, seeing Yi Xin, his eyes lit up, and he took the initiative to come up to her.

"Hey, are you from a lower grade, first grade or second grade? I know all the beauties in third grade, and I've never seen you before!"

While striking up a conversation with Yi Xin, he also glanced at Song Panlei who was next to him with disgust, his face was full of disgust of "being so ugly and still standing here is an eyesore".

"Junior girl, do you think we can exchange contact information?" Immediately afterwards, the boy put on what he thought was the most handsome expression, and smiled courteously at Yi Xin.

"This..." Yi Xin also saw how he treated Song Panlei. If she was not good-looking, she believed that his attitude would be the same.She really doesn't like this kind of boy who judges people by their appearance, but her character is never too condescending. After a moment of hesitation, she just shook her head politely, "It's better not to, I'm sorry."

The boy was not angry at all. In his opinion, of course a beautiful woman has the right to refuse.But he still enthusiastically added: "The school girl will often visit the third grade in the future!"

The boy whistled and left, and Song Panlei finally spoke because of his provocation.

"Can you change the place?"

She spoke with a strong nasal voice, which sounded muffled, muffled, muffled, and seemed to be crying all the time.Presumably because of inferiority complex, I dare not really speak out.The more this happened, the more I hated my own voice, and the less willing I was to speak.

"Change place? Where?" Yi Xin was a little puzzled, but seeing that she didn't intend to explain in detail, the corridor was indeed not a suitable place for talking, so she nodded without thinking, "Okay, then Wherever you want to go, I will go with you."

Song Panlei did not speak, and began to lead the way.As soon as she took the first step, seeing that Yi Xin didn't follow up immediately, she didn't leave.It wasn't until Yi Xin understood what she meant and followed her closely that Song Panlei continued to walk forward at a leisurely pace.

She walked very cautiously, always keeping side by side with Yi Xin.She was afraid that once she walked to the front, she would see her too generous back.

The place Song Panlei took Yi Xin to turned out to be the computer room.

There was no one in the computer room at noon, but because there were classes in the afternoon, the door was unlocked.Song Panlei closed the door after Yi Xin came in, walked to the corner farthest from the door by the window, sat down without saying a word, and turned on the phone.

Did the senior sister bring her here just because she wanted to use the computer... Yi Xin couldn't figure out Song Panlei's intentions, so she could only stand beside her, waiting for her follow-up actions.

Song Panlei's operation was very quick, and she opened the micro time and space interface from the webpage, and then turned her head and said a word to Yi Xin.

Her voice was very vague, and she repeated it several times before Yi Xin heard what she said: "Add a friend."

"Oh... good." At least this means that she is willing to regard herself as a friend, right?Thinking this way, Yi Xin searched for the account number displayed on the webpage and sent her a friend request.

Song Panlei's online name is "Light and Shadow with a Broken Soul", which is very decadent.The homepage has a pink background, and special effects are set up. Many bunnies will fall down on the page at a constant speed. The profile picture is a white cartoon cat. Just like what Jing Chuzhuo said, she also has a girlish side.If you only look at the homepage, you might think that this is a very cute little girl.

After the two sides exchanged fans, Song Panlei pointed to the seat at the end: "Can you sit there?"

That was the seat farthest from herself. Although Yi Xin didn't understand, she still sat there according to her request.

From a distance, she could see Song Panlei typing on the keyboard.She was typing on the keyboard very fast, and there was only a crackling sound in the classroom.

Not long after, Yi Xin's jade slip made a "ding" sound, and Wei Shikong received a new message.She opened it and saw that it was the "light and shadow with a half-soul incomplete" that sent her the message.

"I have a lot of things I want to say, but I can't say them directly in front of you, so I'll type them out for you to read."

"I also know what you probably want to say. You just want to persuade me, saying that I am not that ugly, so I still have to be confident, and I am not worse than others."

"I've heard this kind of thing a lot. You really just stand up and talk without back pain. People like you who are naturally good-looking don't understand at all. To a person who has endured endless malice from the world because of his appearance since childhood How can a person who says he is confident immediately become confident!"

"I know best what kind of virtue I am! I am sick of myself! I feel like throwing up when I see a mirror! Even if people like us are really confident, people will see you as a joke. People will say that you are so ugly. You think you look good, but no matter how confident you are, it’s still a piece of garbage.”

She chatting on the Internet is completely different from her cringe in reality, she has become sharp-tongued.At this time, Yi Xin finally understood why she had to type to tell herself.

These are her true thoughts, but she, who lives with excessive inferiority complex, can't even utter any sharp words.When I was comforting her, she nodded honestly in reality, but in her heart, she might be sneering wildly.

What she hates may not be those who hurt her and tease her.

What she regards as an enemy has always been herself.

(End of this chapter)