Play coquettish with Joe

Chapter 8816 It's all over (1)

"When I passed by, he looked at me for a long time, as if he didn't know me, and his eyes were cloudy. The doctor said that he had suffered too much over the years, and he might have mild Alzheimer's symptoms. Even if he took medicine, he would be fine. , I’m afraid we won’t be able to recognize us in the future. I stayed with him for a long time, and then he gradually became more talkative, telling me that there are a few wild cats in the nursing home, which often bark in the middle of the night, and he will feed them.”

"Yang Jia, I told him everything about you and Lin Zhi. He was silent for a long time, but he didn't say anything. I thought he couldn't react for a while, but he was more silent."

"Later I had dinner with him. He was very happy and gave me two red envelopes. I asked why there were two. He said, one is for me and one is for you. This is the exact words."

Speaking of this, Yan Feng paused for a long time, and looked out of the baby's room through the window.

It was getting late outside, and Jiangshan Garden was brightly lit and the light was clear.

Xiaomi slept peacefully on the crib, motionless, sleeping peacefully.

Yan Jia didn't speak for a long time, her heart seemed to be beaten hard.

In the past, although Yan Songyuan didn't like him, he would still give him a red envelope every Chinese New Year.

That was the only sense of fatherly love and ritual he had for him.

Later, the relationship between father and son became rigid, and he also went abroad, and Yan Songyuan never gave him any red envelopes again, or in other words, the relationship between father and son was almost to the point of breaking up.

"So, this red envelope was given to you by Dad. I think we are all grown up, so there is no need to receive red envelopes. I gave both of these red envelopes to Xiaomi." Yan Feng said with gentle eyes, "You don't mind, do you?"

Tears welled up in the corners of Yan Jia's eyes, and his eyes were red.

After a long time, he smiled and said: "You are right, we are all at this age, why do we still receive red envelopes?"

"But in his eyes, we will always be children."

Yan Jia naturally knew who this "he" Yan Feng was talking about.

Yan Jia also looked out of the window, putting away the tears in his eyes: "Brother, reconciling with the unhappiness in the past is also a compulsory homework in life, isn't it? One can't fall into a knot of self-circulation and internal friction. If you run out of energy, how can you experience the pleasures outside the internal circulation. People must learn to untie this deadlock by themselves, otherwise, they will not be able to live in peace for the rest of their lives.”

Yan Feng stood with him, turned his face to look at him: "Did you forgive him?"

"As early as when I woke up, I didn't care about the past. I used to be immersed in those unpleasant memories, and I felt like I was carrying a heavy burden. But since I let go, Yan Songyuan is still the same Yan Songyuan, but I am no longer like me before, What's more, life is pretty good now, why let Yan Songyuan disturb my state of mind."

"I believe that you will not become like him, you will be a good father."

"Of course." Yan Jia was extraordinarily confident, "At least Zhou Zhou likes me very much now, and Xiaomi will also like me in the future."

"Actually..." Yan Feng paused, his voice low and hoarse, "The old man is also a poor man. He lost his wife in his early years and supported the Yan Group by himself. He loves our mother very much, otherwise, he would not have given some Emotions are vented on you for no reason, but his 'love' is too distorted, to put it bluntly, in some respects, he is very pitiful. He is also suffering from being hated by his youngest son for so many years."

"it's already over."

"Yes, it's all over."

(End of this chapter)