The queen's mouth is open

Chapter 1826: A Realm of Despair
"Thank you, Sister Bai! My neighbors are a pair of empty nesters. Both of them are sick and in very poor health. Often, one disease just hits the other. Our family feels sad and uncomfortable seeing them over the years. But no one can always subsidize others, but just yesterday, people from the community came to their door, gave them a lot of things, and said that someone donated money to treat them and see a doctor. I was there at the time and saw I couldn't help crying."

"Who would have thought that an artist would initiate the current warm-hearted event? Sister Bai couldn't be more competent as a role model. I give you a big compliment!"

"I feel that after having Xiaobai, the atmosphere of the entire entertainment industry has improved a lot. The mopping up activities some time ago made many fans who collapsed their homes sad, but now everyone has courage again. My friend said: With Xiaobai here, I think if my idol really has a problem, then he may not last half a year before he will be exposed by all parties, at worst I will change my idol at that time, I died laughing after hearing that hahaha."

The mopping up activity that this fan mentioned was the group's activity of "grasping typical models to establish a new style". Many celebrities who were originally very popular have fallen from power.

"Report to Sister Bai, we are very obedient, we have not harassed Grandma Cai and Nannan anymore, only people bought insoles, but no one deliberately gave more money, so when will the lottery start?"

"Squat lottery draws every day, afraid that Xiaobai will secretly draw prizes when I'm not around."

"Everyone must abide by the rules and contribute a lot to the cause of the lottery!"

……

It's the hand rope again.

Jiang Xiaobai laughed, but when he was about to quit, he saw an unremarkable comment.

"Zhang Cuihua will be very happy in her next life: There are donations in these two days, which may be a drop in the bucket compared to people in need, but it is all I have. I hope they can take over this future and live well. Seeing them If you are happy, I will be happy too. Xiaobai, I also hope that you can always keep your original intentions and live a happy life. You deserve the whole world, and I wish you the best.”

Jiang Xiaobai's heart skipped a beat.

These words seemed normal, but when she saw it, she felt an unspeakable sense of disobedience. Her every word was revealing hope, but what was presented to Jiang Xiaobai was not happiness and upward emotions at all, but ...

With some joyless indifference.

"It's all about me", "carry on the future", "live well", these words reveal weirdness, and the words of blessing to Jiang Xiaobai are even more weird, like the last hope.

Jiang Xiaobai looked at this person's ID——

Zhang Cuihua will be happy in her next life.

Suddenly, Jiang Xiaobai thought of Haizi's poem——

"Facing the Ocean, Spring and Blossom".

This poem is a lyric poem written by Haizi in 1989. Every line in the poem reveals light and brilliance, as well as hope and longing for life.Just listening, it seems that a landscape full of sunshine appears in front of my eyes.

When almost everyone hears it, they will think that the poet Haizi who wrote it is also an optimistic, sunny, lively and cheerful person, living a happy life and contentedly.

However, the reality is quite the opposite.

Just two months after the poem was written, Haizi committed suicide by lying on the rails.

In fact, in the poem, he has already revealed his true inner monologue in many details, proving that he is far less sunny and warm than he looks on the surface——

Be a happy man from tomorrow on.

From tomorrow, care about food and vegetables.

From tomorrow onwards, correspond with every relative.

……

See, it's all "from tomorrow".

What does this mean?It means that he is not happy at the moment, he doesn't care about the outside world at all, and he has lost contact with his relatives at the moment.

He is helpless, he is in despair and pain.

Jiang Xiaobai felt that the words of "Zhang Cuihua" were inexplicably the same as Haizi's poem. Looking at the sun, reading it made me feel cold.

So Jiang Xiaobai stopped his hand to quit Weibo, and instead clicked into Zhang Cuihua's homepage.

Surprisingly, this is a small Internet celebrity, she has hundreds of thousands of fans, and her latest homepage has photos of her advertising products.

This is a beauty blogger who writes reviews of beauty products and posts advertisements. He doesn’t share much about his personal life. The entire account seems to be a person’s work account.

Jiang Xiaobai slid down, found one of her videos and clicked in.

You can’t see anything from a photo, it’s static, and it can reflect very little of a person’s state, and if the person is still wearing makeup and P pictures, then it can be seen even less up.

In contrast, the video may also be fake, but at least it is dynamic, and it can see a person's expression, mannerisms and tone of voice.

"Hello, good afternoon, sisters. I'm Zhang Cuihua from the entrance of the village. Today I'm here to bring you the evaluation of 6 shower gels... In fact, the babies have been urging me for almost two months. If it doesn't work anymore, you're going to send me blades..."

The girl in the video is very thin, wearing a white sundress with skinny shoulders.

Really, straight shoulders.

Jiang Xiaobai looked at Zhang Cuihua. She had a bright smile, a soft voice, and a delicately made-up face like a Barbie doll, very cute.

There is not much to gain from watching the video, the girl is very professional, there is no unnecessary nonsense in the recorded video, she keeps smiling all the way, and her tone is relaxed and uplifting, which makes people listen very comfortably.

Jiang Xiaobai continued to slide down, and clicked on another video.

"Hi, good evening, sisters. I'm Zhang Cuihua from the entrance of the village... Cough, I changed my nickname a little bit. Some friends have already found out and sent me a private message to ask what happened. Actually, it's nothing, just everyone. There will always be tense and anxious times, I want to change my name to make myself happy, and I will change it back when I adjust my state, let’s start our topic today, what I want to evaluate today is..."

When Jiang Xiaobai heard this, he looked at the time when the video was released.

That was a week ago.

A week ago, Cuihua changed her ID to "Zhang Cuihua will be happy in her next life". Some fans noticed the difference and asked privately, but she acted as if nothing happened, just complaining occasionally. In the video, she also smiled softly. She just looks like a cute sweet girl, other than that, there is nothing unusual.

Jiang Xiaobai frowned and went to read the comments.

"Huahua, you have to take care of your body, it feels like you've lost weight again, and your chin is getting sharper."

"Bo'er should be happy! You still have us."

(End of this chapter)