The queen's mouth is open

Chapter 2885 Listen to people's advice, eat enough

The director Sha Ruo was there when Jiang Xiaobai and Lan Jiani met last time. At that time, Lan Jiani asked them about her confusion about her acting.

Lan Jiani is beautiful, of course, otherwise she would not be able to catch Yan Kong Sharuo's eyes and be chosen by her as the heroine.

But her problem is also too beautiful, so she has the burden of beauty and can't let go, so she can only shoot some beautiful scenes.

And those scenes that need to be performed in despair, pain, and rage, her completion will be much worse, and her expression will always be less interesting.

At that time, Jiang Xiaobai gave her advice, and it was not difficult to let go of this burden. In fact, it was another form of "desensitization therapy".

If you are used to being beautiful, you will feel that you should be beautiful, and if you are ugly, you will be ashamed and embarrassing.

In this case, then pretend to be ugly, and go to a crowded place to pretend.

Put on ugly clothes, put on ugly makeup, make ugly expressions... Use various methods to break through your own image.

When you find out that you are ugly, people don't despise you or laugh at you as you expected. At most, they look at you strangely, as if wondering why you do this.

There will even be people who say you are funny and want to make friends with you.

At this time, whether it is beautiful or not does not seem to be so important, it is just a way of living.

After Jiang Xiaobai made his proposal, Lan Jiani seemed to listen to it, but the two lost contact after that, so Jiang Xiaobai didn't know what was going on behind her.

See you again until today.

"Mute girl Lorraine, I saw it, and you acted very well." Jiang Xiaobai gave an affirmative answer without expectations, "This is your result after transformation, what did you do before this?"

"Hey, I thought about what you said, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt it made sense, so I did it." Lan Jiani shook her head, a little proud, "I went to do street art with my friends!"

Jiang Xiaobai: ...

She was visibly surprised.

In Jiang Xiaobai's view, if Lan Jiani dresses a little more uniquely, and then sings and dances in public, it may already be her self-breakthrough.

It's just that she didn't expect that her breakthrough was quite ruthless, and she actually became a street performer!
"I used to think that street performers are very powerful, but after I went to do that, I realized how difficult it is! I suffered so much. I painted a layer of that golden thing on my skin, and something like ink, and it lasted for a few seconds. Hours."

Lan Jiani now feels shivering when she thinks about those days, "Bai, after I tried it, I feel that being an actor is the happiest thing! Our income is much higher than theirs, but they suffer far more than us."

They are exposed to the wind and the sun every day. If the weather suddenly changes and the temperature drops, passers-by can get in the car and go home quickly, or find a place to shelter from the wind, but they can't.

In addition to being hard work, it is also very social. If you are posing there and cannot move, passers-by will smile at you and stare at you, and even reach out to poke you.

There are naughty children who will deliberately make funny faces or tell jokes to tease them to break their defenses.

There are also those who take pictures, discuss loudly about their clothes and styles...

All of this seemed like a nightmare to Lan Jiani in the past.

But after actually trying it, one is able to experience the hard work of others, have more compassion and cherish the existing life, and the other is to obviously feel that my skin has thickened!

"You are really brave. I didn't expect you to do this. It's awesome." Jiang Xiaobai sighed.

Lan Jiani also nodded, "Yeah, I just got hotheaded at the time, so I contacted my friend, and he promised to take me to try, but I couldn't hold on within half an hour of the first day, and after the end I still crying."

Lan Jiani was a little embarrassed.

It takes almost three hours just for makeup.

Before going on stage for the first time, she already regretted it after finishing all the makeup and clothes.

I want to repent, but I think again, if I give up now, wouldn't it mean that the makeup has faded?
So he gritted his teeth and went up.

But standing there, the gazes of passers-by in all directions made her feel like knives. Obviously their gazes were not malicious, and even praised them, but she just felt more and more wronged.

After the first time, she cried for a long time, but she still gritted her teeth the next day.

She felt much better this day than the day before.

Then the third day, the fourth day.

Day by day, she gradually got used to this identity, and the eyes of others didn't seem to have much influence on her.

After holding on for half a month, she was able to completely ignore passers-by.Whether they watched it, took pictures, or talked about it, she should not be talking about herself.

"It was after that that I took on the role of dumb Lorraine because I thought the time was right," she said.

Lorraine had a miserable life experience. In addition to being dumb, she also had a crippled leg. In order to feed and take care of her elderly grandfather, she did some heavy and rough work, and even occasionally scavenged.

Once, she inadvertently moved someone else's "turf" while picking up something, so the rickety and thin woman beat her up with a wooden stick, and then pushed her into the stinky ditch.

The stinky ditch is a real stinky ditch, and it stinks just by getting close, but Lan Jiani was really pushed into it by the actor, just as the script required.

After the scene, she went to take a bath, but she cried while taking a bath.

It's dirty, it's really dirty.

She is a majestic beauty, why does she have to suffer so much!
But after crying, she didn't feel sad or wronged anymore, instead she felt very happy.

"After that scene was filmed, I suddenly felt that I was different, and the burdens of the past were really far away from me." Lan Jiani smiled and let out a long breath, touching her heart, "I have never relaxed so wantonly. However, it turned out that it was the feeling of breaking through the self, which is really good.”

"I really congratulate you. This kind of experience and insights are rare." Jiang Xiaobai praised.

Lan Jiani...but really obedient.

It is true to listen to people's advice and have a full meal.

"Bai, when I look back, I can see where my previous problems were." Lan Jiani said, "People always like to set limits for themselves, for example, some people think they are soft-hearted, some people think she is emotional, and some people think they are Introverts don't speak loudly... These are actually things that limit ourselves, in fact, we can take the initiative to jump out of this box."

I thought I was a soft-hearted and kind person, but one day someone really messed with my bottom line, and I was about to explode.

But when I think of "I'm a good person with a soft heart", if I explode, will others look at me strangely?

Thinking about it this way, that kind of anger will be held back again.

(End of this chapter)