The queen's mouth is open

Chapter 807 I Don't Want to Forget (Ask for a Monthly Pass)

Mingzhu and Linglong know that Dong Ran has been single for a long time, and Jiang Xiaobai is the only artist under her name, but she is not idle. It can be said that she puts all her energy on Jiang Xiaobai. Spin around like a top.

The dramas that Jiang Xiaobai receives are getting better and better, and her reputation is increasing. Although this is inseparable from Jiang Xiaobai's own ability, there are many things that Dong Ran has done for her where others can't see them. , busy before and after.

Leaving aside the resource situation, how many artists are manipulated by the company after they became popular? The company doesn’t care about the artist’s feathers in order to make money. Activities you do not want to participate in.

For example, a commercial ribbon-cutting event, a not-so-clean wine bureau, or a bad drama brought in by the company.

It's not that Tang Ming doesn't do these things. On the contrary, as such a big company, Tang Ming has done many disgraceful things behind his back, but these things hardly fall on Jiang Xiaobai. Among them, Dong Ran's dealings are indispensable.

In his career, Dong Ran tried his best to keep Jiang Xiaobai "clean" and "free".

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Jiang Xiaobai knows a thing or two about these things, Mingzhu and Linglong are more aware of it, and because of this, they admire and love her more and more, and they are inevitably worried about her marriage.

That's why he blurted out those words in the situation just now.

It's just that they didn't expect Dong Ran to react like that. It wasn't shyness, embarrassment, or disapproval, but an emotion of fear, sadness, and worry.

"I don't blame you for this. We don't know much about Sister Ran's private affairs, and you are also unintentional. I will find a chance to ask her later."

Jiang Xiaobai said so.

She vaguely knew that Dong Ran had a "past" emotionally, but she didn't know the specifics. Jiang Xiaobai didn't need love herself, so she didn't feel anything about Dong Ran's singleness. She never asked about it for so long. through these things.

But since Dong Ran reacted so strongly, she should have a knot in her heart. Jiang Xiaobai felt that as a matter of concern, she should also express comfort appropriately.

Mingzhu and Linglong nodded, their expressions relaxed, but they still felt a little guilty.

"Go back to your room first." Jiang Xiaobai looked at the time and said to them.

"Okay, then please trouble Miss Bai." Mingzhu nodded after hesitating for a while, and opened the door with Linglong after clearing the table.

Dong Ran came out of the bathroom 10 minutes later. She looked very calm, as if nothing had happened, but she was taken aback after opening the door, "Xiaobai?"

Jiang Xiaobai was leaning against the wall, with his arms folded and his head bowed, almost blocking the intersection.

"Sister Ran, let's chat?"

Jiang Xiaobai took a bottle of beer and handed the other bottle to Dong Ran.

Dong Ran was silent for a while, and took the beer.

Linglong bought beer tonight, but Dong Ran didn't let her drink it, because she was worried that they wouldn't be able to drink too much, and it would be bad if it would affect Jiang Xiaobai's work the next day.

But now she opened the can, raised her head and took a big gulp.

"Has Sister Ran ever loved anyone?"

Jiang Xiaobai took a sip, then asked calmly.

Dong Ran didn't expect her to be so straight to the point, so she couldn't help being silent for a while.

"I've never been in love." Jiang Xiaobai didn't seem to intend to wait for her answer, and said to himself, "I'm very indifferent to many things, and the same is true to people. In fact, most of the time it's a sense of responsibility and morality. It constrains me to care about others and be nice to others, without these, I think I would probably be alone, far away from the world, and rarely even have simple conversations with others.”

"I can see it." Dong Ran nodded, "Actually, there is nothing wrong with this, your heart is at ease, there is no one around you not because no one comes, but because you don't want to have it, so there is no one."

"What about you?" Jiang Xiaobai stared at her.

"I... I want to have it, but he's gone."

Dong Ran took another gulp of beer, curled his lips, and smiled bitterly, "Just like the tragic protagonists in those Korean dramas, he was terminally ill, and he passed away suddenly when our love was the sweetest, so he died I'm all alone."

Jiang Xiaobai tightened his hand holding the beer glass.

When Dong Ran said these words, he felt a corner of his closed heart opened, and the pain that had been suppressed all the time was rippling, his heart was a little dull, but at the same time he was a little relaxed.

She kept these words in her heart all the time, but she never wanted to confide in anyone. She felt that it was too painful to speak out.

Probably only when she told Jiang Xiaobai, who was "indifferent to emotion", would she feel more at ease.

And no matter how difficult it is to say some words, as long as you start, the rest will be out of control, so even if Jiang Xiaobai didn't ask, she continued to say——

"After he left for a long time, I was not used to it. Sometimes when I walked by the side of the road and saw couples walking hand in hand, I couldn't help but think of him, and when I subconsciously looked around, I would find nothing No one."

"He left, but even a second before he left, he still had me in his heart, which made me feel a little lucky, because other lovers may separate because of emotional problems, but we are not, we My love ends at the most beautiful second, even saying that it has no end, it is just replaced by another form of remembrance."

"But I also feel pain. I have complained countless times about the injustice of the heavens. Why did we let the lovers leave just like that? Why can't we be together forever?"

Dong Ran laughed at himself as he spoke, raised his head and drank the remaining beer in one gulp, then squeezed them together with his palms, making the cans creak harshly.

After saying this, she stopped talking and stared blankly at the night scene outside the window, where the sky was full of neon lights, only her place was dead silent.

"So you work hard, just want to keep yourself busy and forget about him?" Jiang Xiaobai also looked out the window and asked.

"I never want to forget him." Dong Ran was silent for a while, then shook his head, "He has no relatives in this world except me. If even I forget him, what is left of him?"

"No matter what he has left, but I think he definitely doesn't want you to suffer like this anymore, otherwise how can he feel at ease if he knows?" Jiang Xiaobai sighed softly, "Sister Ran, let yourself go, your love It's beautiful and worth remembering, but I don't want you to be too tired, remembering doesn't necessarily have to be in a sad way, right?"

(End of this chapter)