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Chapter 144 Fu Haisheng's Tangle
Fu Haisheng returned to Los Angeles full of worries.

Chatting with Jiang Yuxuan for a whole morning, it can be seen that Jiang Yuxuan's professional knowledge is very strong. He has also heard about the deeds of Chen Ziang and his company, but he does not want to do things in the same way. The needs and development direction of the department.

They are a prefecture-level unit. Although the development direction is the same, applicability and plasticity must still be considered.

Chen Ziang is the love that cannot be erased from his heart, and the dream that he will never be able to achieve in his life.

They missed by accident, met unexpectedly, and now let him know the truth. If Chen Ziang knew that his wife and his father were the ones who prevented her from going to college, would she hate him?
The scene with Chen Ziang is vivid in his memory. Whenever he thinks of the scene of applying medicine to Chen Ziang, his heart will feel happy and lost for no reason. Maybe it is what people say, the more you can’t get it, the more you want to get it The more I cherish it.

He also wanted to be nice to Xia Yan, and he also managed to be nice to Xia Yan. Now that he was married, he had to be a man in charge. Back then, his work was simple and monotonous. He went home from work and stayed with his wife and children.

He does all the housework at home, Xia Yan doesn't even wash her socks, and when she comes home, stinky clothes and shoes are left everywhere, their bedroom is often full of dirty clothes piled up everywhere by Xia Yan.

It's okay to not have a child, he helps wash and brush every day, and after the child is born, Xia Yan basically doesn't care about it, he is both a father and a mother, and he has to get up several times at night to make milk powder for the child.

Mother has to go to work, so she can't help him with it. He is suffering and tired. Xia Yan is still the same as at school, playing as she pleases, sometimes staying away all night.

Occasionally, he started to quarrel with him after nagging, and the quarrel would be endless, and then Chen Ziang was involved.

As long as Xia Yan mentions Chen Ziang, Fu Haisheng is full of disappointment. He will unconsciously compare Chen Ziang with Xia Yan. When Chen Ziang was in school, he was famous for being good at studying, enthusiastic and sensible. Xia Yan is better than Chen Ziang except for his background. Besides, how could he keep up with Chen Ziang?
He knows that such a comparison is wrong, and he also tries his best to tolerate everything about Xia Yan, and he also knows that the past is the past, and he must cherish the present life, especially after having a child, half of his energy is put on the family In fact, as a man, he has dreams, dreams of success, dreams of making a career.

I remember one time, they had another dispute over the child. The reason was that Xia Yan didn't go to work in the afternoon, so he asked her to take the child. When he came back, Xia Yan was playing mahjong next door, and the child fell asleep on the ground alone. In the cold winter, the child just sleeps on the ground like that.

He was very angry and called Xia Yan back, and the two had a quarrel. Xia Yan took out the letter he wrote to Chen Ziang and threw it on his face and body. At that moment, he felt His whole body was cold, and he realized why Chen Ziang couldn't receive his letter. Recalling the only meeting with Chen Ziang, he knew that both he and Chen Ziang had fallen into Xia Yan's trap.

At that moment, he hated it, hated Xia Yan, he sat on the ground looking at those letters, he felt that everything was meaningless.

Later, when his mother came back, he realized that he didn't live for himself, he was a son and a father. Since Chen Ziang had disappeared from his life, let it all pass.

When he was with Xia Yan, he would comfort himself: "Xia Yan intercepted his letter to Chen Ziang because she loves him. Xia Yan is because she loves him, yes, it's all because of love."

Fu Haisheng is no longer that ignorant, youthful, passionate and infatuated boy. He has grown up in an instant, and he has taken on the responsibilities of the family. He is also working hard to repair his relationship with Xia Yan.

"Yanyan, the past is over. There is nothing between me and Chen Ziang. You intercepted the letter you read, and Chen Ziang doesn't know anything. Besides, we haven't seen her for many years."

"But, you still have her in your heart, you are calling for her even in your dreams!"

"I didn't mention her anymore, but you always reminded me to remember her." Fu Haisheng said helplessly, if there was Wangqing water, he chose to drink Wangqing water and forget Chen Ziang. After all, it was only Chunchun's. Dreams are the object of his crush.

But no, in the long river of time, in his life, in a certain corner of his heart, Chen Ziang was deeply rooted in a certain place.

"You still blame me? You have been married to me for so many years, what kind of life do you think I live?"

"Aren't you satisfied with our life? You can even say: open your mouth when you have clothes, reach out your hands when you have food, you don't have to worry about the children, you can do whatever you want, if you want to go out and have fun, go out and have fun, you want to play Just play mahjong, if you don’t want to go home, you won’t go home, what do you think of me?”

"Fu Haisheng, don't talk about yourself if you don't have the skills. You are just a man who can wash clothes, take care of children, and cook. After working for so many years, you have no ambition at all. Look at some of our classmates in the university. , look at how well he is doing now, I don't know why I was so blind to fall in love with you back then."

Xia Yan's words pierced Fu Haisheng's heart like a knife. He is now the vice president of his unit. He works hard and fulfills his responsibilities as a husband, father and son. He goes home after work to pick up the children. , Take care of the children, do not smoke, drink or socialize.

At the class reunion, Xia Yan said: "Haisheng, if we both go, there will be no one to look after the children. You shouldn't go."

Xia Yan said: "Fu Haisheng, you go out to socialize every day, the child is not yours?"

He was working overtime at the unit, Xia Yan ran to the unit and threw the child at him: "Is it an excuse to work overtime? Bring your child to work overtime together."

He handed over his work card to her. Xia Yan will always wear a suit of clothes every day, and he will wash all the dirty clothes. He bought clothes, and he still spends his mother's money to this day.

Fu Haisheng finally understood that Xia Yan loved only herself.

A year after he was transferred to Los Angeles, Xia Yan was transferred to West City through his relationship. They lived a separate life in the two places. Fu Haisheng finally came out from the shackles of his family. He worked hard, and now he is the boss of the current unit. , enjoys a high reputation in the industry, has published many papers, and is often invited to give lectures in brother units.

He originally thought that Xia Yan was willing to maintain this kind of life, for the sake of her children and to have a complete family, so it would be good to live this kind of life. There would be less chances for the two to meet each other, and instead there would not be so many conflicts.

But Chen Ziang appeared, and Chen Ziang's appearance made him discover the truth, Xia Yan was not only unruly, capricious, selfish, but also had problems with their morality.

Fu Haisheng closed his eyes, whether he wanted to tell Chen Ziang the truth, or hide this matter deeply, which also involved his beloved father.

　How to choose?so hard.I ask for support!I love you guys!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)