human suffering

Chapter 42 The Death of Tian Lingling

The door opened and the bells were crisp and sweet.

In the red jacket and red cotton shoes, Cai Gen didn't dare to pay attention to Tian Lingling's face, for fear that the terrifying picture would scare him.

However, the more you don't want to look at it, the more you can't control your eyes.

A fair face, a pair of big eyes, a very innocent little girl, a neat ponytail, but there is a little blood on the clothes, and the distortion on her face has disappeared.

Tian Lingling seemed to have mustered up the courage to open the door. She didn't see Xie An's father and son, only Cai Gen. She was also relieved, and timidly spoke first.

"Boss, it's really cold outside, can I sit in the room?"

Can you say no?Is it useful to say no?Xie Anan is gone, and Cai Gen is not so scary anymore, so he can only say stubbornly,

"Sit, whatever you want."

Choosing the innermost dining table, Tian Lingling sat down cautiously, deliberately staying far away from the dining table, as if she was afraid that blood would stain the dining table.

Silence, Cai Gen is silent, really don't know what to say to this willful and extreme little girl.

Silence, Tian Lingling and Cai Gen don't know each other, and adolescent girls will not show their feelings casually.

The quartz clock was also silent, walking forward step by step.

Half an hour later, Cai Gen finally seemed to get used to it. As long as he didn't look intimidating, inhuman, or spiritual, he had met several himself. The most beautiful one was Xiao Xiao, and the most ugly one was the one selling bean buns. Old man, Tian Lingling is not very familiar with her, so please be polite. She is happy and leaves early.

"Your name is Tian Lingling, do you drink hot water?"

This question seemed to frighten Tian Lingling. She looked at Cai Gen vigilantly, as if she was looking at a strange uncle who was coaxing a little girl to eat candy.

"How do you know my name is Tian Lingling? Why give me hot water?"

how could I know?You hit me on the head when you died.

Of course we can't say that, Cai Gen just found a reason,

"When the high school students came to dinner, they said, aren't you cold? Have a cup of hot water."

Tian Lingling returned to normal and said lightly,

"thank you boss."

Cai Gen made a cup of hot drink juice, cranberry flavor, very sweet and smells good.

Bring it to Tian Lingling, don't forget to instruct,

"It's a little hot, drink slowly."

Taking the juice on the table, Tian Lingling took a sip carefully, showing a very happy expression,

"This is really delicious, I've never had it before, thank you uncle."

In fact, Cai Gen would be very happy if he called him brother, but it's okay to call him uncle with this beard.

After standing back at the bar, Cai Gen asked carefully,

"Tian Lingling, why do you want to come to my store?"

Maybe she broke her brain, thinking about something, Tian Lingling seems to be slower,

"Yesterday I jumped off the building and died. I saw my parents take my body away. It was very cold standing on the road, and there were many terrifying spirits to frighten me. Later, I saw your uncle delivering food. You were bright and warm. I came back with you, but yesterday there was one in your store, someone was scary, so I ran away and waited outside your store. Today it's just you, so I came in, it's too cold outside. "

Is there light in me?Make the spirit feel warm?This news is not good news. After that, my store was lively.

Cai Gen didn't want to mention it, but when he recalled the couple today, he was really angry. This child was too extreme and acted too impulsive.

"Xiao Tian, ​​you committed suicide in such a fit of anger, have you thought about what your parents will do?"

Tian Lingling took a sip of the juice, but still reacted very slowly, but parents, the two words seemed to have caught her attention,

"My parents suffered a lot in order to support me in school, and I had to die."

What is the logic?Parents have suffered a lot, shouldn't they repay their parents well in the future?Why must die?

Cai Gen's curiosity was still aroused. He really wanted to know what the seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl was thinking.

Leaving the bar, sitting opposite Tian Lingling, lighting a cigarette,

"Oda, why do you have to die?"

Tian Lingling lowered her head and thought for a while, but she burst into tears. The indifference just now disappeared, and she became a helpless little girl.

"I'm so scared, I'm so scared standing on the roof."

Facing the little girl who suddenly lost control, Cai Gen felt very distressed. What kind of thing could force a little girl to be like this?

But I can't do anything except smoke, listen to the little girl and say it slowly.

"My family was originally in Taiping District, not in the city. After I went to high school, my mother sold my house, and I was a student near the high school. She and my father were both laid off. My father delivered food, and my mother washed dishes at the restaurant. I read.

I knew from an early age that my mother wanted me to study well and have a bright future. I was also very sensible and worked hard in my studies. I was admitted to high school, and I was ranked first in Taiping District and entered the city high school. It was a good thing, but it was also me. The beginning of a family nightmare. "

Tian Lingling said this, her crying slowed down, and she took a sip of juice, as if she didn't want to recall,

"The teaching quality of junior high schools in Taiping District is not as good as that of junior high schools in the city. Although I also got into high school, compared with my classmates in the city, I am like a fool. No matter how hard I listen, I am like a fool.

When I was in high school, I took the first exam. There were more than 1500 people in the whole year group, and I took more than 800 people.My mother broke down when she found out. I have been the No.1 child since I was a child. How could this be? "

Hearing this, Cai Gen understands Tian Lingling. The high school entrance exam does not look at the scores. There is a policy called orientation that has continued to this day.

The general process is like this, a few talents, a meeting, a total of 10 junior high schools in the city, according to the quality of teaching, began to allocate places to enter high schools.

Some middle schools, the top 200 students go to high schools, some middle schools, the top 5 go to high schools.As for the judging criteria, it has never been made public.

Then there will be a situation, no matter how good you study and work hard, as long as you pass the No.

There is another situation, which is quite special. If you are No.1 in this junior high school, if you change to another junior high school, you may not be able to enter the top 100. It is also nine years, and the gap is so big.

Tian Lingling should be regarded as the second case. It is very special and very common, because it has existed for so many years.

"My mother was in a hurry and started to find someone to make up for me. Good teachers are all one-on-one, 400 yuan an hour, 8 classes per subject per month, I make up four subjects, more than 1 a month, and my mother has spent many years. The savings, the balance of selling the house, and the compensation for layoffs, but it is more than 1 per month, and the family of three still needs to eat."

Cai Gen is very sensitive to this figure. Yesterday, the driver’s eldest brother also said that he spent more than 3 yuan for his son’s schooling for three years. It is not bragging. It seems to be true, but the difference is that Tian Lingling’s family does not sell taxis.

In this small city, the monthly salary of government agencies is about 3000 yuan, the average wage is about 2000 yuan, and the salary of takeaway riders is about 5000 yuan higher, and the monthly expenditure is more than 1 yuan. For a double laid-off family, it cannot be described as despair, at least It is worthy of the word disaster.

(End of this chapter)