Cannon fodder female monk

Chapter 402 Tampering with the Past

With Li Dai's in-depth investigation, in Shi Yuan's sea of ​​consciousness, it seemed that he had walked through countless dark corridors. The deeper he got to the deepest part, the blacker became thicker, and the breath seemed to be cold.

Suddenly, the mottled fragments of light in the darkness ahead dispersed, no, it should not be said to disperse, those fragments of light seemed to be drawn by something and gathered, forming strips of light one after another.

Those lights have different colors, which are particularly eye-catching in this dark place.

Li Dai's consciousness wanted to go deeper, but it was blocked by the light band, and she couldn't penetrate the scene on the other side.

After several attempts, Li Dai had no choice but to withdraw her consciousness first.

Sensing Li Dai's departure, Shi Yuan opened his eyes in confusion, "Are you ready?"

Li Dai shook his head, frowned, and explained the situation. Unfortunately, Shi Yuan, who had no memory, couldn't understand what Li Dai said. He knew that the sea was dark and light. He didn't understand what was going on. The Unextinguishable Lotus Lantern did not make a sound at this time.

Finally, the well-informed Xinxin spoke up and solved her doubts.

"From your description, those bands of light formed by the convergence of shattered lights should be some kind of special memory. These memories are too well protected by their masters, and they automatically form an isolated world without the approval of their masters. No matter how powerful the consciousness is, it cannot penetrate unless..."

"Unless what?" Although Li Dai didn't understand very well, since there was a turning point, there must be a solution, so she couldn't wait to ask.

"Unless your soul enters in person, the soul is relatively fragile and non-aggressive. Once it enters someone else's memory, its owner is the master, so it should work."

Li Dai felt that Xinxin still hadn't made it clear why she couldn't understand God but she could, but Li Dai didn't ask too much. She still trusted Xinxin's words. After hearing its solution, Li Dai hesitated. I still talked to Shi Yuan.

You must know that the soul of a monk is no more than consciousness, the soul is extremely fragile, and it may fall if you don't pay attention. Such a thing, whether it enters someone else's body or lets other people come into contact with it, is quite risky.

So not only Li Dai had to think carefully, but Shi Yuan also had to think carefully.

As I said earlier, Li Dai is not an absolutely kind person. Although she has a good impression of Shi Yuan, she still hesitates when it comes to her own safety, so she explained the risks to Shi Yuan, and then asked "So you want me to continue?" Even though she asked, deep down in Li Dai's heart, she hoped that Shi Yuan would refuse. Shi Yuan could live a good life without memory, and at worst, she would tell him everything she knew about him. .

Unexpectedly, Shi Yuan looked at Li Dai silently for a long time before saying, "If you help me like this, you will be in danger, right? I don't want you to be in danger, tiger."

He subconsciously yelled the last two words, but he was stunned when he yelled out. She was obviously a girl, so why did he call her a tiger? He still took it for granted.

Li Dai was also stunned. Shi Yuan called out casually, reminding her of the first time the two met. He was a monk who didn't understand the world and the difference between men and women. When his master told him that a woman is a tiger, he believed it. Therefore, it is also determined that Li Dai is the "tiger" that the master said.

After thinking back on what he said, this person is kind, even if he has no memory, he still thinks about others. In contrast, Li Dai rarely feels guilty for his selfish thoughts.

After Shi Yuan finished speaking, he touched his long short hair, and continued, "Although I really want to remember what kind of person I was, I hope you are well, you are the first one to make me feel Kind person."

Hearing this, Li Dai's heart became even more complicated. She slapped the table with enthusiasm and stood up, "I've decided, I'll help you recover!" It's rare in life to be impulsive once, and once passionate, you gamble once. Maybe that's not what you imagined. It's so dangerous!

"What... what?" Shi Yuan, who was about to give up, was dumbfounded when he heard Li Dai's words, thinking that he had heard it wrong, so he couldn't help repeating, "You said you want to help me recover?"

"Yes!" Li Dai nodded, and made up an excuse, "Since I promised you, I will do it no matter how difficult it is!"

When Li Dai said casually, Shi Yuan was so moved that he looked at Li Dai seriously and said, "Our relationship must have been very good before, otherwise why would you be willing to risk your life for me!"

Risking your life is not enough. Li Dai has practiced "Soul Refining", and her spirit is already stronger than ordinary monks. If other people do such a thing, if the success rate is only three levels, then Li Dai can reach the eighth level. , I am quite sure that Shi Yuan is such a sincere person, even if he only treats him as an ordinary friend, it is worth her taking a risk.

Both of them agreed tacitly and didn't say anything else. Since what they were doing was more dangerous, Li Dai put out the upgraded Hunyuan Formation and kept the room she was in quite secret. What's more, the possibility of monks appearing in this mortal world is too small. Even the strong man under the Ten Square Pavilion in the water pavilion can also play a certain role in resisting.

After Li Dai finished her preparations, she found a couch, sat down with Shi Yuan face to face, and performed the mantra of "Spiritual Detachment" in "Soul Refining", and a ball of white light flew out of her body.

That is Li Dai's soul.

After all, Li Dai's cultivation has not yet reached Yuanying, Yuanshen is just a misty mass, and has not yet formed the shape of a 'human'. When the cultivation level is higher, the outline of Yuanshen will be more distinct.

Bai Tuan's primordial spirit flew into Shi Yuan's sea of ​​consciousness. It was not so obvious before that her divine consciousness came in. Now it was her own primordial spirit that came in. The freezing cold was particularly deep, which made her primordial spirit feel happy. Freezing feeling.

Although it was difficult, Li Dai didn't stop, and continued to move forward, and soon reached the dazzling place.

Li Dai didn't hesitate, Yuanshen walked in directly.

As soon as she stepped in, the surrounding scene changed drastically. Li Dai was stunned, as if she had an illusion. Is this still in Shi Yuan's sea of ​​consciousness?

Or, is this what is in the light belt, the memory deep in Shi Yuan's soul?

The place where Li Dai is standing now seems to be on the top of the boundless mountain, but it is the scary-looking Xian'e who comes and goes, and her eyes are not far away, there is a happy couple cuddling in the butterfly dance, watching It can be seen that they are very affectionate.

The woman had a big belly and looked happy, "Husband, do you think I am pregnant with a boy or a girl?"

The man, Li Dai, couldn't see his face clearly, but only from his body shape, he could see that he was very noble, and he felt like he was on top of the world. "I like Wan'er no matter whether it is a boy or a girl."

Li Dai thought it was Shi Yuan's memory, but she waited for a long time for Yuan to appear. Her soul could only follow the pregnant woman, and could not stay far away from her, so that Li Dai could see how loving this pair of gods and couples was. Dai has been single for so many years, and she can't help feeling envious.

Just when Li Dai gave up looking for Shi Yuan, on this day, the fairy named Wanjun gave birth, but there was an accident when she gave birth. Suddenly, the clear sky was covered with dark clouds, and there were dark lightning and thunder. Exclaimed, "Oh my god, that is the thunder of destroying the world!"

"The thunder that destroys the world destroys things that should not exist. Whether it is a person or a thing, it is too heaven-defying and beyond the rules to attract such thunder from the world."

"That's right, the child in Master Wan's womb shouldn't be kept." Someone whispered.

……

Li Dai listened to the discussion of the crowd, and it was also the first time she saw the legendary Thunder of Extinct World. Enveloped, Li Dai finally showed fear in the eyes of the man who had always been as calm as a mountain. He was afraid that his beloved would leave, and he wanted to get closer, but the Thunder of Miserable World isolated him.

"Wan'er, I won't have a baby, I don't want a baby, I only want you!" Seeing the woman's bloody breathing was weak, the man finally yelled out, his voice was pleading and hoarse.

The woman in Lei Guang raised her head, her bloody face was not intact, "Yao Guang, I am really satisfied to be in love with you forever, child, child, please protect him well, this is our baby!" After finishing speaking, she took out a dagger to cut open her stomach, took out the bloody baby, and when the thunder light was about to hit the baby, she blocked it with her broken body and tightly protected him. Under the body.

Li Dai was shocked, the man roared in pain, and the people around fell silent.

This is great maternal love.

It was also about having a child, but Wan Jun's choice was quite different from Wu Ping'er's. One would not die for the sake of the child, and the other would not have the child for the sake of life. Li Dai was shocked by such a scene and was speechless for a long time.

I don't know how long it took before the thunder finally dissipated, but the beauty like autumn water turned into a pile of black bones, and the child under the black bones was still breathing weakly, and made a sound of 'beeping' from time to time .

The crowd did not dare to come out.

The man's face was pale, and he walked over tremblingly, knelt down, grabbed the woman's ashes bit by bit, and put them into a white jade bottle, but he didn't look at the child from the beginning to the end, even if he cried It's heartbreaking.

After the woman's body disappeared, Li Dai saw the child clearly, and was even more speechless.

That child Hao Ran is a shrunken version of Shi Yuan.

This is Shi Yuan.

Seeing this, Li Dai couldn't help worrying about Shi Yuan's fate.

After the man tidied up the woman's body, he stood up silently, without making a sound, but he could make anyone feel his pain, and his black hair seemed to turn white in an instant.

Sadness is greater than heart death is such a situation.

The man turned and staggered away, and finally someone asked, it was a female fairy, Li Dai remembered her, she was the woman who said that the child in Master Wan's womb should not be kept, and she asked as if asking, "Yaozun, child..."

"Son, you deal with it!" After finishing speaking, the man seemed to flee in a panic and left.

After hearing that, the female fairy'e's eyes flashed a light, and she turned around and picked up the dirty child.

After she left with Shi Yuan in her arms, Li Dai followed, only to realize that Xian'e was a maidservant of Yaoxian Palace, named Bitao, who was originally Wanjun's personal servant girl, but later Bitao became interested in Yaoxianzun, and Wanjun When he realized it, he distanced himself from her.

Jun Wan didn't mention this matter to Yaoguang, and only said to the outside world that she didn't need someone to serve her, so she dismissed the girl.

These are what Li Dai heard Bitao talking to herself.

With Shi Yuan in her hands, life can be imagined. It is also from this point that Li Dai sees clearly that no matter how powerful an immortal is, there is also a sinister and dark side of human nature. At the beginning, she was very kind to Shi Yuan. He thought he was his mother, and depended on her so much that when Shi Yuan was three years old, he pretended to let him grow up, and threw him, a milk doll, into places where snakes were dangerous. Han looks forward to the praise of "mother", as for his real father, Master Yaoxian seems to have forgotten his existence long ago, never asked about it, maybe he didn't forget it, but because he indirectly killed his lover, he hates this father. child.

As for the others, I dare not ask.

Shi Yuan was secretly raised and tortured by Bitao.

And Li Dai also seemed to have guessed Bi Tao's thoughts. She was kind to Shi Yuan at first, and she was afraid that she hoped that through this child, she could get in touch with Yao Xianshang. Jealousy began to torment the child, every time she heard her talking to herself about your child calling me mother, would she vomit blood with anger if she was alive, Li Dai was extremely speechless.

Seeing Shi Yuan relying on Bitao's trust, Li Dai felt sad and heartbroken. How much she relies on now, it will be more painful to know the truth in the future. Li Dai watched the little man being bitten by a group of fairy beasts, still Desperately muttering to himself, "Don't die, don't die, mother is still waiting for me to go back" and so on, I feel my heart clenched into a ball, that's still a child of how old.

This time Shi Yuan seemed to be in a particularly difficult situation, her eyelids were drooping as if she couldn't bear it any longer. Li Dai finally couldn't bear it after watching it for so long, and walked over to go through the herd of beasts to pick her up. She thought she couldn't hold her this time. When he got up, he would directly pass through his body, but he didn't expect it to succeed.

Shi Yuan opened his eyes and saw the girl's immature face. He was in a daze, "Beautiful sister, did you save me?"

Li Dai nodded, logically speaking, this is all Shi Yuan's memory, his past, she can't interfere, she didn't expect it to succeed.

"Thank you, beautiful sister, you are the second person who is nice to me!"

"Who's the first one?"

"Mother!"

Hearing about his mother, Li Dai couldn't help but think of such a strong person as Wanjun, and nodded in agreement, but since she can communicate with him now, she has to say something.

But just as she was about to confide, Li Dai hesitated again.

If Bi Tao is not his mother, then when he asks who his mother is, how should she answer?

With this hesitation, the child in her arms disappeared, and what she hugged became air again.

"Pretty sister, pretty sister, where are you?" Seeing him anxiously looking for her, Li Dai spoke, but he couldn't hear her.

Li Dai knew that he might have recovered, and he couldn't see her in a ghostly state.

As it turns out, it does, and he can see himself whenever he's dying.

And with this discovery, Shi prefers to be hurt. He used to think that such an injury was very painful, but now he finds it very sweet.

He knew that the beautiful sister had been following her.

But Li Dai missed the first time, and the idea of ​​telling him the truth later faded away.

Anyway, it was all pain. Compared with the pain of killing his own mother himself, such an illusion may not be a bad thing. At least under Li Dai's guidance, Shi Yuan felt a lot more cheerful.

But the paper couldn't contain the fire after all, and the woman Bi Tao didn't want to hide it forever, and she learned all the truth when Shi Yuan was 15 years old.

In the dark cave, Bi Tao laughed loudly, looking at Shi Yuan with a grim face, "Aren't you sad? Painful? You are a scourge. You killed your mother when you were born. Everyone fears you, hates you, and your own father hates you." You, and I, have never loved you, you were born by that woman, it’s enough to torture you for so many years, it’s really boring, hahaha!” She walked over step by step, looking at the expressionless Shi Yuan , "Why don't you die! Poor no one loves you! Hahaha..."

Shi Yuan's face was pale, his eyes turned red after hearing his words, and his whole body trembled, looking so pitiful, it made Li Dai feel sad for a while.

Bitao walked out of the cave, Shi Yuan slipped and fell to the ground, and seemed to see Li Dai's arrival in a trance, his eyes lit up, "I'm not unloved, pretty sister loves me! Pretty sister, where are you, I'm in so much pain, here It hurts so much, I killed my mother, it was me!"

Li Dai knelt down and looked at the same face of Shi Yuan, not innocent at this time, but full of pain and helplessness, Li Dai hesitated for a while, and hugged him into her arms, "Cry if you want to cry." Go!" This was the only thing she could do, and she seemed to understand why his sea of ​​consciousness was so cold and dark.

After Shi Yuan vented his anger, he turned into broken light and disappeared in front of Li Dai.

Li Dai was stunned for a moment before trying to understand the reason why Shi Yuan, in this life without her participation, must have learned the truth and then fell.

Shi Yuan disappeared, and Li Dai was sucked into another world.

Shi Yuan in the second life was equally miserable. In the first life, having a father was equivalent to not having a father. In this life, he had both parents, but because he was born with a birthmark on his face, he was too ugly and threw him away.

Shi Yuan is a mortal in this life, without cultivation, he has been a poor beggar all his life, whenever he sees Li Dai when he is starving to death, it is like seeing a ray of light, which fills him with warmth.

Shi Yuan in the second life only lived to be ten years old.

Then came the third life, the fourth life, and until the ninth life, Shi Yuan met a monk and embarked on the road of Buddhist practice.

In the ninth life, Shi Yuan cultivated a golden body, but he remembered the suffering of the previous eight lives and the only warmth, beautiful sister.

Li Dai, the ninth generation, did not appear, but two longings arose in Shi Yuan's heart.

Experience the love of parents and the love of a beautiful sister.

In the eighth previous life, he was born either to control his father or to control his mother, and he became a poor person who was loved by no one. After countless lives, he didn't know how hard and cold his heart had become.

In order to make up for his regrets, Shi Yuan of the ninth generation recognized an ordinary couple as his parents. In the end, the couple did treat him as their own son. He remembered that his mother in the first life died under the thunder, and the parental love he begged for was still fake after all.

Thinking of this, Shi Yuan, who was supposed to be successful, suddenly lost his breath and became mad. There was no way, Shi Yuan chose to commit suicide and keep the reincarnation of the primordial spirit.

Since his destiny lacks family love, then he will realize different love in reincarnation, and maybe he can find that beautiful sister.

The memory came to an abrupt end here, and Li Dai was ejected from Shi Yuan's sea of ​​consciousness.

Shi Yuan opened his eyes, and the originally clear pupils were instantly darkened.

All of a sudden, there were many more things in his memory, all of which Li Dai participated in.

Shi Yuan's powerful aura instantly came like a storm.

"Who told you to tamper with my past!" The Buddha was angry, and the world changed color. Li Dai looked at Shi Yuan with a dark face, and felt an urge to greet his ancestors.

No, this is not Shi Yuan at all.

Li Dai felt that the air was about to suffocate, and she suddenly came to her senses.

　Ask for tickets ^O^

　　

　

(End of this chapter)