old dream

Chapter 75
I really didn't expect it to be on the shelves on New Year's Eve. First of all, I wish you a Happy New Year.

This is my first long-form serialization, because I have no experience and no confidence, and I have made many mistakes in the writing.I know that many places have brought you a bad experience, such as inserting a blockbuster description to slow down the rhythm, and babbling on and seeming to fail to explain things clearly.There are also those plots that are either anticlimactic or insufficiently paved, ambiguous characters, awkward dialogues, and cool points that have not appeared for the time being.I have taught myself a lot of creative theory, but when I actually do it, my mind is always blank, and I have not entered the state of long-form writing so far, so I apologize first.

But this is somewhat expected, because the original intention of writing this book was to hone my writing skills, even if I could get used to writing shit like things myself.After all, the only way to stop criticizing yourself is to stop criticizing yourself is the first step to good writing.

Although it does seem that, I accidentally chose hell difficulty for my first book: complicated and counter-intuitive original system, and the resulting slow rhythm and difficult substitution; subject matter with little audience; complex realistic and super difficult to control plot ; The fantasy channel, and the stupidly unclear story type caused various clues to be tangled up.I still have too much to learn and practice, and occasionally I suddenly feel that I understand some skills, but then something goes wrong.Sometimes just maintaining the daily update feels a bit exhausting, always rushing to deal with things that I don't think look good.I feel that the current articles are basically semi-finished products. I am still a very immature creator. For those who have the patience to follow up here, I would like to say thank you and forgive me a lot.

I will gradually improve myself and strive to give you an experience above the pass line.

It should be said that the lower grades are expected, but as the serialization progresses, I unknowingly care more and more about the grades, and I am unnecessarily anxious about it.Write this here as a reminder to yourself.

In addition to this, there are daily updates... It's just a sin, I can't even imagine how readers catch up.Although the cute novice is disabled, the hand speed is about five or six hundred per hour, but it is not the lack of time that hinders the double shift, but I have always been afraid of accidentally writing it.Although I originally prepared a bunch of outlines, I have only kept vague directions now, because I found that if you want to write interestingly, you still have to be flexible. After all, there are some details and emotions in the text that you cannot detect at the outline stage.

However, on-the-spot performance is very dependent on enthusiasm. Day after day, I always feel some bottlenecks and exhaustion.This should be the state where the long-form serialization has not yet been found.

The main thing is that everything is complicated and meaningless. I feel like I walk on a tightrope every day, and I am afraid of falling, but I have to overcome it.It was a bit of a letdown before, and I have to start double shifts next month, after all, I have to take full attendance.

Unconsciously, I talk too much, mainly for myself.

After seeing this testimonial a few years later, I don't know how I would feel.

Oh by the way, another purpose of this book is to gain a group of readers who can provide me with feedback and direction.

So let's publicize the book group: 835782234.

(End of this chapter)