National Tide 1980.

It was early morning, and the cold sunshine filled the entire Kanazawa.

Ning Weimin was awakened by Matsumoto Keiko pinching his nose.

Since the curtains of the "Spring Cloud" Hotel are made of light-colored cotton, the bright light outside cannot be completely blocked.

Ning Weimin opened his eyes in a daze, and saw Matsumoto Keiko's shy face and apologetic eyes in the dim light.

It was only later that she noticed that Keiko was wearing a bathrobe. It seemed that she had woken up early.

"Sorry to wake you up so early..."

"What time is it?" Ning Weimin yawned long.

"A little past six in the morning."

"So early?"

"Although it's a bit early, the people in the store are already awake, and the proprietress should already be preparing breakfast..."

"So what? It's too early to get up at this time, let's sleep for a while..."

"No, that's not good. I obviously requested two rooms yesterday. If someone in the store finds out that we live together, I'll be embarrassed!"

Keiko Matsumoto's black pupils shone brightly, and her skin immediately turned red.

"Then you mean...?"

"Can...can you please go back to your room first, I have already made the bed over there, please..."

After saying this, Keiko Matsumoto bit her lower lip and frowned, like a child with a guilty conscience.

Ning Weimin finally understood what Matsumoto Keiko meant and understood Matsumoto Keiko's psychology.

However, in his opinion, he thinks that this is purely a cover-up, and it is better to be generous.

One of them is unmarried, and the other is unmarried. They belong to normal communication and love, so why can't they sleep together?

What's more, the proprietress doesn't know who Matsumoto Keiko is, and she won't disclose the news to the reporter.

There's really no need to be so cautious and secretive.

So after thinking about it, he said softly, "Don't be so shy, it's no big deal. The people in the hotel must be able to see that we are a couple. Who hasn't been young? They can definitely understand us..."

"But"

"There's no 'but'. Come on, you lie down too."

When Ning Weimin said this, he simply stretched out his arms from under the quilt, and hugged Matsumoto Keiko.

Then he pulled her down hard and pressed her against his side.

Although last night was gentle, Ning Weimin couldn't remember how many times it happened.

But the problem is that his body is too young.

Once awakened, another impulsive self began to restless again.

The hunger and thirst that ignited like a flame made him want to revisit everything that happened last night.

But on the contrary, Keiko Matsumoto this morning, perhaps because the alcohol has passed, is quite different from last night.

Instead of pandering to her, she struggled desperately, trying very hard to break away from Ning Weimin's intimacy and control.

"No, no!"

"Stop it, don't do this!"

"Don't, this is really bad..."

But Ning Weimin was already on the verge of breaking out, thinking that Keiko Matsumoto's reluctance was just thin-skinned and put on airs.

So he ignored Keiko Matsumoto's refusal at all, and he still had a tough attitude and insisted on taking action.

Keiko Matsumoto couldn't shout loudly, so she twisted her body away with difficulty.

As the two struggled, even the quilt was lifted.

But even so, Ning Weimin still insisted on not giving up.

Facing Keiko Matsumoto who had twisted his body, he tried to suppress it with his weight.

This time he finally succeeded, turning over and grabbing the person with force.

Keiko Matsumoto was crushed below, her wrist was also grabbed, and she was powerless to resist.

However, even at this point, Ning Weimin did not get his wish to touch the petal-like lips.

Because the moment he got close, the woman who offered kisses and catered to him yesterday turned her head away.

In the end, his lips only touched Keiko Matsumoto's ears and hair.

At this point, Ning Weimin's movements stopped.

He stared straight at Keiko Matsumoto, whose skin had become almost transparent and pale, and whose black pupils were filled with tears.

I finally understood that the resistance and dislike shown by Keiko Matsumoto was not a sentiment, but a true will, and I couldn't help feeling a serious frustration.

Immediately, his desire subsided, and he let go in disappointment.

"I'm sorry. I didn't expect you to really hate me..."

"No, that's not what I meant. Don't think too much about it. I'm actually... just a little scared."

"Afraid? Afraid of what? Afraid of me?" Ning Weimin sat aside, muttering puzzledly.

"I won't hurt you. Just now you didn't really think that I would force you, bully you, and go against your will!"

"I don't mean that..."

Keiko Matsumoto, who sat up again, sighed, and pressed her hand on the futon spread on the tatami, showing a helpless look.

"Hey, how can I tell you? Some things make me very conflicted..."

"No, no, wait a minute, now it's my turn to be afraid..."

Ning Weimin opened his eyes wide and said seriously, "Contradictions? Qingzi, don't tell me you regret it. Yesterday was just your drunken irrationality. Today you should act as if nothing happened, that's not what you mean Bar?"

"Of course I don't regret it."

Keiko Matsumoto shook her head and continued, "But you know what? I have never dated a man your age. Our relationship is different from others. Although we are indeed very happy, it always feels like we are taking risks, like Playing with fire. After all, you are so young, so much younger than me. If others know us like this, what will they think of us?"

"Why do you bring this up again?"

Ning Weimin couldn't help holding Matsumoto Keiko in his arms, and said nice words of relief.

"Our good is our own business. Why care about what others think? Besides, didn't we discuss this matter before, I thought we had reached a consensus."

"But people's thoughts are subject to change. Can you guarantee that you will be with me wholeheartedly? You will never change your mind?" Matsumoto Keiko asked.

Ning Weimin didn't hesitate at all, "Of course I can, I care about you very much, and I'm serious about you."

"Really? Do you really care about me that much?"

Matsumoto Keiko stared at Ning Weimin seriously for a while, then asked him suddenly.

"Then tell me the truth, how many girlfriends have you had? Are there any other women around now?"

"I have never had a girlfriend. I have no other women. You are the only woman I have."

Ning Weimin said it without hesitation, without even thinking about it.

Because in this matter, he was very innocent in his life.

Not only is he not ashamed of his heart, but he can even be proud in front of Keiko Matsumoto.

But what he didn't expect was that his answer disappointed Matsumoto Keiko.

After hearing his words, Keiko Matsumoto lowered her head in frustration, and was in a daze, without any expression of joy.

Until he said, "Okay, let's stop this matter. I won't ask any more questions, so get up."

Instead, she twisted her shoulders and turned around, and broke free from his arms again, as if in an awkward situation.

For this reason, Ning Weimin was full of doubts and couldn't help asking in surprise.

"What's wrong? Don't you...wish me to have many girlfriends instead?"

Ning Weimin originally thought that he would ask the other party, but this time he was wrong again.

This sentence actually made Matsumoto Keiko even more unhappy, and the uncontrollable grievances gushed out from it.

"You care about me, don't you? Then why lie to me! I'm 33 years old and I understand a lot of things. You were so...awesome last night! So...how is it possible...as you said... "

"Yes, I know I shouldn't be so fussy. But I can't help but think, how could you fall in love with an old woman my age? Even if you have a crush on me for a while, you will definitely not be in love with me forever..."

"Yes, I also know that I am a selfish woman. But I am really afraid that you will fall in love with other women, and that other women will fall in love with you. I have no confidence in myself..."

She emphasized the word "old", as if deliberately emphasizing this point.

And her emotions also became intense, not only her chest heaving and falling.

Those hands even grabbed the folds of the clothes on the knees tightly, as if they were about to be torn.

As for Ning Weimin, of course he finally understood what was going on.

The benefits of dare to travel through love are not all good things. Some aspects of experience will cause problems if they are too rich.

Like last night, he just tried to drag the car and stabbed him.

As soon as he said these words today, he seemed to have become a liar with a collapsed personality and insincere words.

Ning Weimin felt very sad.

He was wronged in this matter, he is obviously still a young man, the sky can learn from him...

But he also knew that Keiko Matsumoto might be even more sad than him.

In her heart, the performance of the person she wants to believe in this kind of thing is completely different from what she expected.

She is obviously an old driver, but pretends to be a first brother, so how can she trust her in return?

But the good thing is, fortunately, if the problem is clarified, it will be possible to solve it.

This is better than letting Keiko Matsumoto hide this thorn in her heart without being confused and unaware.

Ning Weimin hugged Matsumoto Keiko from behind and asked affectionately.

"Are you angry? Do you dislike me? Just because I thought differently from you last night, do you think I'm not trustworthy?"

Keiko Matsumoto was silent for a while, then turned around and smiled.

"No, how can I be so stingy, in fact, I was very happy yesterday. I just hope you can be sincere to me, at least during our relationship..."

Of course Ning Weimin could see that this was a forced smile, so he thought about his words carefully, and said again sincerely.

"Qingzi, we are all adults, so I'll just say something straight. I admit that when a man is happy in bed, he always has no scruples and can say anything. Promises, swears, guarantees... This is not only to please Women, in fact, are also men who use this to satisfy themselves. So you can't listen to the sweet words on the pillow as the truth. But I still want to tell you, I never lied to you, and I will not lie to you. This point, although I think about it now It's a troublesome thing to explain right away. I don't expect you to believe me right away. But it's okay, because I will prove it with actions. I just want you to give me a little time. See how I treat you ? Good or bad? Honest or deceitful?"

Perhaps he was moved by Ning Weimin's tone.

Maybe it's also because of the strong feelings, thinking that no one is perfect, and don't want to pursue it anymore.

Keiko Matsumoto's mood finally improved.

"Am I that important? Are you telling the truth?"

"Of course. If you treat me well, I will treat you well..."

"Then can you promise me one thing?"

"Promise what? Tell me."

"You have to treat me wholeheartedly, at least during our relationship, you have to treat me sincerely. If you fall in love with someone else, you must tell me."

In the midst of love and conflict, Matsumoto Keiko turned her head to look at Ning Weimin, her eyes were determined and unquestionable.

"Okay. I promise to do it."

Ning Weimin responded softly, and then said, "Then you also promise me one thing, just smile, don't be unhappy..."

"I didn't, but I feel that you are unhappy."

Matsumoto Keiko stretched his hand from the front to the back, turned his head and pinched Ning Weimin's cheek and shook it.

"Also, if you want to spoil me, I will act like a baby."

Ning Weimin smiled. Although Matsumoto Keiko still had some knots in his heart, the emotions were obviously more relieved than before.

"How to pet? Is this okay?"

He licked the base of her ear from behind like a cat.

Keiko Matsumoto finally couldn't take it anymore and turned around.

So he immediately went up to meet...

Two 10 minutes, after the quick fix ended everything.

Taking care of Matsumoto Keiko's face, Ning Weimin sneaked back to his room as a mouse.

After lying down for more than ten minutes, I pretended to get up and dressed and washed.

At eight o'clock, he went downstairs to eat with Matsumoto Keiko, who had put on makeup.

At this time, Qingzi has returned to her previous cheerfulness and dignity.

Her smile is still so gentle, so familiar.

It was as if nothing had happened this morning.

But if there is any difference, it is more intimate than ever before, and all sense of ritual and strangeness has completely disappeared.

This is not surprising, because some misunderstandings cannot be completely cleared up.

But it is precisely because you value the other party enough that you feel heartache and regret.

At the same time, Matsumoto Keiko will also feel ashamed because of her blame, so they all hope to try their best to remedy it.

This makes their love a kind of mixed flavor, mysterious and unpredictable rhythm of temptation.

It has become a kind of game between men and women who can understand each other and is wonderful and exciting.

They are all deeply involved, unable to stop.

In short, after a night of loving each other, and a morning of little discord.

They seem to be a couple who are deeply in love, confused and unable to extricate themselves.

Not only the mood is like this, the dress is like this, even the pace of walking and the way of laughing are like this.

Half an hour later, they left the hotel together, and when they went to continue today's travel plan, they had already started holding hands under the blue sky.

Regardless of the sidelines of others, they boldly broke through the outdated shackles of Japanese society and customs.

Matsumoto Keiko led Ning Weimin through various places in Jinze.

Wearing comfortable and casual clothes, they wandered the streets and alleys, ancient streets and road maps.

Buying things, drinking things, eating things, showing the temperature of their love everywhere.

All the places where Matsumoto Keiko deliberately chose Ning Weimin's favorite spots.

They paid homage to the Ozaki Shrine, visited the Omi Market, saw the ruins of the Samurai House, and saw the Suzuki Taizhuo Museum...

Of course, when no one is around, they will still swear to each other sincerely.

After saying those silly words in love, I will still hug her tightly.