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This book took four years and eleven months to complete, and it is finally finished.

To be honest, it is really tiring to write a book for such a long time almost non-stop.

Not to mention me as the author, even many friends who follow the novel have become tired of it, and quite a few have left halfway through.

I keep updating the content without interruption, that's my professional ethics, there's nothing much to say.

Friends who have followed this far are all true fans. I have to say with tears of gratitude: "Thank you for your support!"

Nearly five years is really a long time.

A reader friend said that he was just a high school student when he read this book, but now he has graduated from college.

Some of my readers were college students before and are now graduate students.

In the past five years, a lot of things have happened.

When I started writing this book, I was still single. Then I got married and had children. Now I am the father of two children.

Five years ago, my parents were healthy, but now one of them suffers from high blood pressure and stomach problems, and feels uncomfortable in his stomach every day. I spend all day thinking about how to prescribe medicine for him. One of them has type 1 diabetes, and he can’t control his blood sugar even with several injections every day. I’ve almost driven her to collapse from trying to control her blood sugar.

Don't say you want to see a doctor.

Not all doctors have professional qualities.

Last year I took my mother to a big hospital for diabetes treatment, but the experts there were too lazy to listen to my explanation. They stopped listening after just a few words.

I took my dad to see a doctor for hypertension. He just asked a few more questions and his face was full of impatience.

Of course, this is just an isolated phenomenon.

There are still many good doctors in this society, so doctor friends should not take it too personally.

However, there is some truth in the saying that long-term illness makes one a good doctor.

It never hurts to know more about medical knowledge.

A few years ago, the old couple were still dreaming of returning to the countryside to retire, farm and raise chickens. But given the current situation, I definitely won’t let them leave me.

Five years ago, my grandparents were still alive, but my grandfather passed away later. My grandmother is in very bad condition now. She is in excruciating pain from rheumatoid arthritis and has shingles. She has not been able to eat for several days. Even in this condition, a few days ago, on my mother's 1000th birthday, my grandmother insisted on coming to see her daughter. I supported her at the time, and her hands were shaking so much that she had difficulty walking. She forced 1000 yuan into her daughter's pocket, saying that she had given 1000 yuan to my aunt and also yuan to my mother so that she could buy something delicious. An old woman did such an abnormal thing, and my mother had a bad feeling at the time, and I had a bad feeling too. I was really afraid that she would pass away one day.

How should I put it? Five years ago, I felt that I was still very young, a good young man of the new era, and I was carefree.

Five years later, I am already middle-aged and have become the pillar of the family. I have elderly parents and young children to take care of, and the pressure is overwhelming, making it hard for me to breathe.

I feel very powerless and helpless.

I feel helpless because I can't support this family. This change is really too fast.

Under such changes, my writing condition is bound to fluctuate. If the content I write cannot satisfy you, I hope you will forgive me.

After all, writing novels is a daily process. Sometimes, because of some things, you are confused and have no inspiration, but you have to bite the bullet and keep writing, so what you write is naturally water.

Some friends may say, you can take a leave.

The problem is that if I take too many days off, I will lose my full attendance, and the readers who follow me will also leave in large numbers. My grandfather passed away before, and I really couldn't write anymore, so I took a few days off. As a result, the subscriptions exploded, dropping from more than 2000 to more than 200. It took me a long time to recover...

After all, to be honest, I am just a small author who needs to be fully present. My reader stickiness is not high, and there are too many people who can replace me. Unlike some great authors, even if they update once a year, there are still many loyal readers waiting for updates.

If I dare to ask for leave every other day, I'll be finished in a moment.

Of course, I am not complaining. If I write poorly and people are not satisfied with it, it is my fault. No excuses can be given. I must stand at attention and stand firm even when I am beaten or scolded.

I'm just explaining some reasons to everyone, just like chatting with old friends. You are all my friends, there is nothing hidden.

Anyway, this book is finished.

Whatever happened in these years is now a thing of the past.

We still have to look forward.

Let’s talk about the new book.

The new book should be released as early as next month.

Actually, I already have an idea for the new book, but I want to take a good rest, adjust my mindset, and think about it carefully.

I probably won’t write about this topic again. After all, three books in a row have similar themes, and everyone must be tired of it.

The new book will have a brand new subject matter, a brand new setting, and a brand new story, which should be eye-opening for everyone.

I still have the momentum.

After all, I am unwilling, very unwilling.

To put it bluntly, I have been writing books for ten years, but I am not even a level five author and I have no achievements at all. How can I be content with this?

New book, please stay tuned.

I try my best not to let you down!
Let’s meet again in the new book!
Mu Youcai O, written at noon on November 2024, 11.