Quadruple split.

Chapter 871 Spider (II)

After a while, the spider left the terrace, and went to deal with the new task Mo Tan gave her with a happy mood.

Although he failed to join the latter as a friend as he wished, the fact that Mo Tan still did not cut off contact as a trouble after confessing his feelings made Spider feel good.

So good that she couldn't help but hum a tone-deaf tune at a very high decibel when she left, and stabbed a bystander twice by the way.

Although it was only a flesh wound, and there is still a long way to go before killing someone, it is difficult to do it without enough courage, strength and background to be able to stab someone so blatantly in a place like Liberty City. You are an epic-level powerhouse, and it is very likely that you will be beaten to the ground by those stronger people above after you casually kill a low-level trash fish.

Although the spider has the courage to take out the knife, her strength and background are actually not very good, and the status of a reserve member of [The Executioner] is even more useless. Yes, as long as the news spreads, the first person who comes to kill her will probably be the [Executioner].

Then, why did she dare to stab people casually on the street?

The reason has already been said before, the spider is simply crazy.

To be more precise, it should be—[Crazy·Innocence Boundary Limitation]

Different from the delicate-looking, gentle, quiet, and knowledgeable senior teaching assistant Zhu Zhi in reality, the spider in the game, as she herself said, has extremely weak willpower. Although she can still talk to people calmly as before when necessary, Intelligence and learning are not affected in the slightest, but in most cases, she can't control herself uninterruptedly like she does outside the game.

Maybe it's not that she can't control it, it's just that she doesn't want to control it.

As a person with wisdom, three views, and moral consciousness, Spider has been working hard to make herself behave as normal as others since she was a child, and her efforts were not in vain. Someone other than herself saw the slightest clue. The hint of madness.

But after coming into contact with the world of innocence, the spider who was attracted by the slogan "Find the true self" soon discovered the fact that he usually lives too hard and too tired, but as long as he doesn't want to If you are sent to prison or medical institution in remorse, you have to be 'tired' like this.

She has no complaints about this, because the life she likes now is exactly what she likes. Now she can enjoy the family happiness with her doting parents, go shopping and shopping with colleagues who can talk to her every now and then, and talk to those who are flattering. The good or bad kids I like mingle together, and there are even the opposite sex who can make me feel blush and heartbeat. There is no reason for this kind of life, which is happy enough in every sense, to be broken.

Yes, there is absolutely no reason for it to be broken.

This woman, who has been struggling with her mental state that is different from ordinary people, has lived happily and peacefully to the age of twenty-six insists on this point.

But...only in reality.

In other words, that is, in a place outside of reality, her requirements for herself are far less strict than usual.

For example, in the world of innocence, the spider who found that he could do whatever he wanted almost never did a single thing that a normal person did since he entered the pit.

This point is a bit like Ximen Spitfire who was killed by Mo Tan before, but the rank is much higher.

Just to give an example, we all know that the great god whose vest is [killed like a super god] would die during his novice period, and his indomitable spirit and strange way of death were admired by countless players, but Few people know that the spider is the one who died the most times among the players in the entire realm of innocence, not one of them.

But compared with Ke, I mean, [being killed by super gods], the spider is simply killing himself.

Like a madman, she faithfully followed the crazy impulse in her heart in the world of innocence, and acted recklessly. So far, she has died more than fifty times , can be called the most in the realm of innocence.

The reason is very simple. On the one hand, it is due to interest, and on the other hand, after the spider finds that he is "relieving pressure" in the game, not only is he not as hard to control himself as he is addicted to drugs, but even in reality, he has become more "self-disciplined" than before. 'Yes, this brand new discovery made her ecstatic. From the third day of entering the pit, she spent 12 hours of real time in the game almost every day, and in the process, her risk factor increased day by day.

A simple lunatic is not terrible, but the problem is that the spider is not just a simple lunatic. In fact, except for her inability to control her impulsive behavior, her IQ is completely the same as that of ordinary people, and her concentration and perseverance are even more important. After years of tempering, it is much higher than the social average.

As for the reason why she became more and more dangerous, it is also easy to explain. Simply put, the spider who uses "catharsis" as the main purpose in the game finds that if he dies forever within a few hours after creating a character, the fun he gets is really limited. , although compared to the past two decades, it has been very enjoyable, but in a horizontal comparison, the ability to be easily sent to a supervision facility or beaten to death in the street is really not enough.

If you want to mess around unscrupulously and get better catharsis and pleasure, you must become stronger.

But if you want to become stronger, you must try to be a man with your tail between your legs in the process, at least you can't go crazy as you want at the beginning.

The spider was caught in a dilemma for a while.

In the end, she chose a more compromise method, which is to restrain herself a little in the future growth process, and if she can't suppress it, she will try her best to protect herself, unless she is really at the extreme, otherwise she should try her best live on.

After that, the number of her deaths decreased a lot. Although she still often kills herself because of all kinds of uncontrollable crazy behaviors, it is much better than in the first days when she had to rebuild her character every few hours. And she gained more and more happiness, and the ability to control herself in reality has also increased, and the burden of controlling various impulses is almost not as good as before entering the pit.

Finally, during a game that survived long enough, the spider was approached by the third-ranked killer organization [The Executioner] in the Realm of Innocence, and successfully became one of the latter's reserve members. After getting more resources, her strength rose rapidly, and she didn't die once in three whole months.

If nothing else, there are two possibilities before her.

First, fold somewhere like before, restart her cycle of depressurization, and one day in the future successfully cure her mental problems or become a real lunatic.

Second, progressing at an unimaginable speed in a dangerous situation where ordinary people cannot survive, successfully graduated from the reserve force, truly became a member of the "Executioner" organization, became one of the most dangerous people in the innocent continent, and was finally captured by Jia Wen Seeing it, and being persuaded by the latter with reason and emotion, he killed all the official members of [The Executioner] by himself, then went to the southwest, joined a certain unfathomable camp, and became a real "executioner". Dangerous Person'.

But
There are always too many accidents in this world, so for some reason, the spider did not embark on the two roads that required surmounting thorns and thorns, but chased a certain figure and embarked on a road that is not easy to describe in words.

Seeing this, you probably already figured it out, that's right, that 'some reason' is Mo Tan with the personality of [Chaotic Neutral], and 'a certain figure' is naturally named in the realm of innocence. The back view of that person in Tan Mo.

By chance, the spider that has been active in the city of freedom recently encountered a strange person, a madman in the true sense. Although he has a human shell, he is indeed an aggregation full of chaos from the inside to the outside. What surprised her was that that person was obviously more crazy than herself, but he was still able to carry out his not-so-normal daily life with ease, and even had his own social circle, with friends and subordinates, There's even...a lot of people who are supposed to be girlfriends?

This made the spider who always felt that he would lose everything once he stopped suppressing the madness in his heart was deeply hit. . Very very extreme choices.

That is to get close to that person, learn from that person, and even follow that person, as long as I can become like that person and still be able to live calmly without suppressing myself, I can do whatever it takes!
Of course, only in the realm of innocence.

Spider is a person who can separate the game from reality, so no matter how strong his emotions are at that moment, he will never allow himself in the realm of innocence to affect himself in real life.

However, that's enough.

For Mo Tan, it is quite enough, the kind that does not waste his painstaking efforts.

The so-called painstaking efforts can probably be summed up as the so-called "chance" or "coincidence". Motan deliberately designed it after noticing the existence of a spider in the city of liberty. Although it is not easy, but In view of the characteristics of spiders, this level of operation naturally cannot trouble Mo Tan, who has quietly spread the information network.

That's right, he did it on purpose, and it could only be on purpose, otherwise, Motan, who even Futaba couldn't catch, would naturally have no reason for the spider to find his feet.

In terms of specific contact, simply speaking, Mo Tan deliberately set up a game after he finally couldn't afford the room fee of Liuli Pavilion so that the spider found himself "seriously injured", and then he knew that he had earned it.

At first, Mo Tan just wanted to deceive a useful knife, such as a brain-damaged lunatic with anti-social tendencies, but he didn't know until he actually dealt with spiders. Although this person is indeed crazy, his brain is a little bit Children are not disabled.

On the contrary, she's pretty smart.

Smart enough to do a lot of things without getting out of control at all.

So he changed his original plan. Instead of enthusiastically wooing spiders, he occupied his house all day long and ignored them, and in the process showed a little bit of his nature.

And then, there was the conversation just now that in the eyes of the spider was fruitful but did not achieve any breakthrough results, but in the eyes of Mo Tan it basically set the tone for future development.

There is no doubt that Spider is a person with madness hidden in his heart, but he is afraid of everything. For example, in front of Mo Tan now, the former's so-called madness is completely worthless.

Although she is crazy, she is too honest to be crazy.

Honest man, easy to use.

In this way, Mo Tan labeled the spider and completed the win-win deal on his own initiative.

I will give her what she wants, and she will do what she is too lazy or has no time to do.

"A pleasant encounter."

He picked up the story book again, and laughed playfully: "It's a pity that I don't have the kind of physique that can constantly attract talents to me. If you want a useful person, you have to carefully select and plan it. It's so sad."

With a sad mouth, he took a sip of his coffee, laughed idiotically, and laughed louder and louder, and after half a minute, he actively disconnected and left the realm of innocence.

There is no way, in order to prevent the 'self' who seems to be a bit wrong, this kind of innocuous little compromise is also necessary.

After all, life is a process of not much compromise between yourself and yourself.

"It's just that my compromise is more specific."

Mo Tan got up from the game cabin and grinned, walked to the dining table and turned on the computer, and used a pinned post on the forum as a password to write a message for a girl on the tablet saying 'Your mother exploded' and took it for herself. A bottle of Dr. Pepper. After drinking half of the bottle slowly, he fell back on the sofa and began to pervert reluctantly.

five minutes later
"Well"

Mo Tan, who propped himself up from the sofa, glanced at the bottle of Dr.Pepper in disgust, then opened the refrigerator door for the second time within five minutes, took out the elephant, I mean Bing Kuo Luo, and drank it deliciously After half a bottle, it was poured on the sofa again.

Two minutes later, he got up expressionlessly and went to the toilet, then continued to lie on the sofa.

Another five minutes later, Mo Tan stood up from the sofa with a wry smile, quickly put Dr. Pepper and Bing Kuoluo on the table into the refrigerator, then trotted towards the game cabin, and lay down neatly in it .

After another two minutes, he reluctantly got up from the game cabin and went to the bathroom.

Game time PM20:18
【Your spiritual connection has been detected and personal information is being synchronized.】

[Lack of time, all methods are cut, reading character information]

"what?!"

[Welcome back, lawful and kind silent, about to be loaded into the realm of innocence, I wish you good night. 】

"Wait a minute, what did you just say!?"

Eight hundred and sixtieth chapters: the end

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