The road from Africa to Europe

She used to feel that she didn't want to live anymore. At that time, she was extremely desperate. You must know that she cared for the fetus in her womb with great hope. child.

That’s how she brought her son into this world. It can be said that to some extent, her son is the lamp for her to live, but the child was too weak and died not long after birth, which is equivalent to the lamp being extinguished in the dark night. , she will be swallowed by the huge waves of life.

Hanako was in a state of waiting to die, which caused her nanny to hold a newborn baby to Hanako's side. The cry of the newborn cub brought her back to the human world from a completely silent world, and she fell in love with her at once. This child has always regarded her as a treasure in his palm, watching her change from babbling to a beautiful girl.Up to now, Hanako still doesn't regret what she has done for Etsuko, because she is Etsuko's mother.

It was only after being reminded by Ling Xiao that Hanako remembered that she once had a child who died after birth, and she, the mother, did not find him a place to bury him. In the end, another family would be responsible for burying him.

The reason why the child was forgotten is that Hanako’s body was not very good because of the relationship between abortion and childbirth. After her son died, Hanako almost died directly. She waited for Etsuko to come to her side, and it was a little more. Hope, in this case, not only Hanako has an empathy effect on Etsuko, but the nanny also likes Etsuko very much.

The nanny with GUI in her heart was very afraid that the head of the family would know that Etsuko was not his child, so she and Hanako agreed with each other. If she wanted to have a child by her side, she had to treat Etsuko as her own child. Both of them refused to mention their death afterwards. child.

In order to deceive the head of the family, Hanako tried hard to think that the lovely Etsuko was her daughter. After a long time, she finally lied to herself, hypnotized her memory, and forgot her once favorite son.

After a long time, especially after the nanny passed away, Hanako really forgot about her son, completely abandoned him, and didn't even think about him in her daily life, as if the child had never come to this world. A real social death, because no one remembers that he ever came.

After Hanako was reminded at this moment, it was as if she had been struck by a thunderbolt. Her whole body was trembling violently, as if being tossed in the wind. Her long-standing memory was revealed again: that little body lying in swaddling clothes without breathing, even if There was still residual heat, but she was really dead, and she passed out directly.

Ahhh!her son!Recalling this scene made her feel heartbroken, and what was even more frightening was that she had forgotten that extremely tragic scene: the villain who hadn't opened his eyes to see the world, and didn't even have time to open his eyes to see his mother .

son!It was my mother who did something wrong, she didn't think about him, she completely forgot about him, thinking of everything, Hanako really wanted to cry at this moment, her mouth began to move, and she silently shouted, "Son, son."

After Ling Xiao saw it, he couldn't help frowning, he was really speechless, Hanako didn't remember that he had a son until now, right?Or has she been ignoring that child all year round?

As for the Lin family, ah!Thinking about it, I still remember that when the Lin family visited the grave, the family would go to a mountain next to the Lin family's ancestor's grave and offer incense to a small grave. Maybe the elder brother in name of the original owner was buried there?That is Hanako's son.

The reason why the child is not buried in the ancestral grave is because according to the rules: children who die young cannot enter the ancestral grave, but the parents of the Lin family still house the child near the ancestral grave. Because they can't let their children grow up as parents, they have to find a way to get closer to their children and protect their children after death.

In contrast, Hanako did not do well at all. She should have never thought about her former son for a long time. Maybe Hanako has true feelings for Etsuko, but she is a little ruthless towards her own son, and there is a high probability that she will forget that she has a real son.

She was not a good mother to her son, and Hanako seemed to understand it, so she could no longer support her body, and lay on the bed, muttering, "I'm sorry! Son! Mom, Mommy forgot about you!"

Ling Xiao wanted to say to Huazi: "What are you saying sorry now? It's three autumns too late, why is it a child born by myself, why can't I remember it at all?"

But after thinking about it, I still didn't say anything. Everyone has a different way of dealing with things. As an outsider, don't say anything, and it can be seen that Hanako's mental state is not very good. She is afraid that she will mock Hanako, which will cause Hanako I'm so angry, what should I do if I hang up all of a sudden?If you still want to get more news about Etsuko from her, don't provoke her anymore.

Hanako lay on the tatami for a long time before she raised her head and said, "Are they trying to take Etsuko back? It's unlikely to succeed. Even if people know that she is not from the island country, she has been raised by the Endo family all these years, so Etsuko can't leave. And I'm afraid that Etsuko will get married and have children, so it's impossible to leave with you, if it was a few years earlier."

Speaking of this, she shut up all of a sudden, because she knew that if the Lin family came here a few years ago, they would not be able to take Etsuko away. Even though she has not been assigned here, she is the nominal mistress of the Endo family, but she still can't say anything. .It is impossible for the head of the family to give up a bargaining chip of interest. After Hanako took Etsuko and raised her, Etsuko will do her best for the Endo family. This is Etsuko's destined ending.

Ling Xiao was very calm after hearing this, and showed no sign of anger. The worst ending is already known, so how bad can it be?But even if Etsuko was not able to leave Endo's house alive, Ling Xiao would definitely take her away after her death.

"I'm sorry, I took Etsuko away, but" Hanako shed tears when she said this, if Etsuko knew about this situation, she might have some resistance to herself, right?In fact, Hanako doesn't care much about how Etsuko will treat her, she just thinks that she can live a good life, but if the person she marries knows that she is originally from Kyushu, they might not like Etsuko.

Thinking of this, Hanako still spoke, "Although I know you want to meet Etsuko, I don't think you should recognize Etsuko. She is used to life in the island country, and I'm afraid she won't get used to it if she leaves here."

"Oh! Then why is she used to living in an island country?" Speaking of which, Ling Xiao glanced at the other party, reminding Hanako that she stole Etsuko by herself, and that Etsuko didn't use legal means to get to her side. On this point, Hanako I can't tell what I did right. I was scolded very clearly by Ling Xiao just now. Obviously, the other party doesn't think there is anything good about the island country.

Hanako doesn't quite agree with this point. Even though she has encountered a lot of hardships in her life, she still doesn't say anything bad about the island country in front of outsiders, and she is still proud of the island country.

Ling Xiao naturally has completely different ideas from Hanako. In ancient times, there were warriors and nobles from island countries who turned into robbers and burned, killed and looted the coast of Kyushu time and time again. They were the so-called Japanese pirates. Tens of millions of Kyushu people died under the iron hooves of the islanders, and countless Kyushu women were raped by the islanders. There were even pregnant women whose stomachs were broken and fetuses were picked on bayonets by the islanders. Men and women, old and young, just Such a tragic death at the hands of the islanders.

Under such circumstances, it is strange that she has a good impression of the people of the island country. It can be said that she is not interested in the thoughts and life of the people of the island country, especially the aristocratic life of the island country is not very clear, but she has read a book about the island country in her early years. The famous book - The Tale of Genji, only knows a little about the life of the nobles in the island country.

The male protagonist of The Tale of Genji is said to be quite handsome, so he has been favored by many women.When Ling Xiao read it at the beginning, it was purely because many people mentioned it. You must know that many people highly admire this book.

Ling Xiao, who watched the excitement with curiosity, flipped through it, and found that he was not too interested in the things in the book. The male protagonist is a man who is merciful because he is good-looking.I really don't like this kind of scumbag male protagonist, so I can only scan it.

What Ling Xiao remembers most is that the male protagonist did so-called nurturing, which is to train very young girls to become his own wife little by little. Are you sure this is not a so-called pedophile?Well!There is also the so-called wife-visiting system, which allows handsome men to find more women.

There are other things described in the book, Ling Xiao didn't feel anything, and he didn't settle down to read it at all. Maybe it was because he didn't like the island country, so he didn't understand the relevant information, which made Ling Xiao really couldn't read the famous book anymore, and didn't immerse himself in it. Of course I can't see it.

Well!I really don't know about other things in the island country, and Ling Xiao didn't care about this shortcoming. Anyway, if you don't like it, you don't need to force yourself to endure it. The Tale of Genji is really not my favorite book, so I'd better read another book.

Secondly, there is another book, which should be of a biographical nature. The protagonist is the daughter of a certain Manchu prince, who was sent to the islanders when she was very young, the so-called adoptive father. Raped by her adoptive father, she is a pitiful and hateful character.She was obviously of the royal blood of the former Kyushu dynasty, but she eventually became a female spy who was only thinking about the island country.

Well!Another thing is that the royal family of the island country and the royal family of ancient Egypt have something in common: both pay attention to the purity of blood, and the marriage is often internally digested, and the blood is really pure.How can you still do this?
Although the culture of the island country has been influenced by Kyushu, years of self-development have allowed the island country to have its own rules.There are too many differences between Kyushu and the island countries in many aspects. For example, in terms of ethics and morals, Kyushu is much more rigorous.

Ling Xiao doesn't like all the above things, and naturally he doesn't like Hanako even more. She should be the initiator of the tragedy of the original owner's family. Heart reason.