The road from Africa to Europe

Chapter 592 Mimosa

Ling Xiao could feel the obsession in the original owner's heart. Up to now, she only wanted an explanation. She didn't understand why even if she got rid of her status as a quasi-concubine, she still couldn't get the approval of her family. This was the deepest obsession in her heart .

Even if the original owner has always been a little angry, it's not too much. After all, years of repressed life left her without too many thoughts. She was like a doll when she was alive, without her own preferences and thoughts.

This time, because of the matter between life and death, she who has been suppressed has been thinking a little more, but she wakes up too late. In fact, it is useless for her to wake up earlier, because she is a person with no connections, no money, and no strength. People will only die after being calculated by others.

Why!At the beginning, the family didn't plan to train her, which is not right, or it was planned to train her, but they gave up because of the engagement.also good!It's better than being brainwashed to become a natal family who can overcome obstacles.

But no matter what the situation is, the original owner has always been the one who was sacrificed. Ling Xiao shook his head slightly while looking at the original owner who was still wondering why. She is really a silly girl. At this time, she still wants to know why her illness cannot be cured at all. It's tricky only if it's cured well.

That family is a cruel person, a life is not very important to them, what is important is how to benefit them, the original owner was an abandoned child from the beginning, and he did not survive after being useless Possibly, and in ancient times, sometimes a cold would kill a person, and it was easy to get rid of a person.

Fortunately, no poison was poured into it, otherwise it would be even worse when she died. She remembered that after taking a poison, it was heart-piercing, every second of living in this world was painful, and she wished she could die early.

Ling Xiao began to spare part of his energy to look through the memory of the original owner carefully, seeing the sad side of the original owner, and soon found that the life of the original owner was really hopeless, even though she was a reserve concubine, Ling Xiao still ran away Not long afterwards, that is, around the age of five, the three-inch golden lotus was wrapped.

Seeing this, she curled her lips slightly. As a person who wears high heels and finds that her heels are worn out, and is so painful that she no longer wants to wear high heels, she shudders at the thought of binding her feet, and feels that some men deliberately admire them when binding their feet. Well, a woman like this can't travel long distances at all, so as to keep the chastity of a good girl as much as possible.

Depend on!I don’t even think about what happens when women need to resist. Small feet further imprison women’s footsteps and tamper with their bodies. The three obediences and four virtues imprison women ideologically, which can be said to be severely restricted physically and mentally.

The original owner is a great example, she has lost the ability to live independently, no matter how bad her natal family treats her, she still cares about her natal family very much.The original owner gradually adapted to the process of being bound, and her descendants were taught the female precepts, and female reds, who were still transparent among the brothers and sisters.

During this period, she had a sister who was also engaged, and she was the daughter-in-law of the Commander of Jinyiwei. After she found out, she envied her sister very much. Not the grandson's quasi-concubine room.

But she also knows that it is useless to say anything. As a person who is still unwelcome, she rarely goes out, and she dare not face those outsiders. Once she encounters outsiders, she will panic, so she keeps her head down and dare not talk to others What exchange.

The Xu family is very satisfied, because as a concubine, you have to learn to accept your fate, if you don't accept your fate, you will cause a lot of trouble.In this way, the original owner gradually became a woman without her own opinion, and she needed others to direct everything.

Ling Xiao could see very clearly that although the original owner was alone, he looked like a canary locked in a cage, living like a prison, hey!It's Ling Xiao's idea to want to feel like being disabled.

To put it bluntly, even a girl living in a small family can live better than the original owner in the Xu family. At least she has more or less care from her relatives, even if it is not much, it is better than the original owner. many.

Ling Xiao also understood that the reason why the original owner was educated in this way was to develop a benefit: to be more obedient.The so-called good talk is because the original owner has been making concessions, and it is impossible not to make concessions.

First of all, the original owner is still young, and she won't budge. The Xu family will have thousands of ways to rule the original owner, making her feel all kinds of difficulties in life. In fact, after seeing the original owner's experience over the years, Ling Xiao has a thought in his heart: The original owner suffered from the Xu's PUA, Ling Xiao felt a little angry when he thought of this, and wondered if those people would be rewarded?
Ling Xiao also found that the soul of the original owner had a feeling of self-enclosure, as if something bad had happened to her, so what happened to her?It made her so stupid that she hasn't recovered until now.

With some doubts, he searched for the memory of the original owner. After searching for a while, he found a few memories that the original owner tried his best to forget. After reading it, Ling Xiao wanted to curse when he thought of his fate with the original owner. Why is it like this? ?

The original owner is different from Ling Xiao. Ling Xiao ran away on the way to Shangxiang. The original owner did not. She is just a child who doesn't know anything. No one told her why she was disgusted. It was obvious that the elders were sorry for her, but instead she was rejected by her family once. Disgusted for the first time, thinking that he had done something outrageous, he didn't resist his family's orders or plan for himself.

The stupid original owner was taken by his slave to meet a little girl named Yunfei. The original owner was ordered not to make any resistance when facing Yunfei, but to be obedient and make Yunfei happy.

But what I never thought was that when the original owner arrived, he was treated as a fox Jing by the little girl named Yunfei and ignored the original owner at all. For an hour, he finally passed out.

Depend on!Ling Xiao really felt outraged when he saw this scene. Was the original owner Fox Jing?The so-called marriage was not decided by the original owner at all, and she never wanted to be a quasi-concubine. Isn't this the original owner's elder's idea?
After the original owner was hurt, no one sought justice for her. Who made her a quasi-concubine?Instead, she was disliked and disobedient by her family, and she treated the original owner even more cruelly and violently. Only then did she know that she was the fox JING.

In the days that followed, the original owner hadn't seen Yunfei for a long time, but she still remembered the insult Yunfei gave her in her little mind. Although she didn't know what fox Jing was, she knew it was not a good word, so As for Yunfei becoming her nightmare.

Later, she met Yun Fei, and when she grew up, Yun Fei hated the original owner even more. After seeing the original owner, she made her kneel on the gravel road, and the original owner didn't come out and walk around much after her feet were bound, so that her body became weaker. She passed out soon, which made Yunfei and the people around her even more disgusted, so she gave the original owner a drug directly.

It turned out that it was a very bad drug after drinking it, and she was in a coma and no one rescued her, causing the original owner to almost die. She waited until she woke up from the coma in pain and still did not get relief from her family, as if Everything she encountered was taken for granted, and she finally knew what was going on.

Then it was found out that someone had been instigating Yun Fei all along, saying that the original owner was willing to be a concubine at a young age. I have always been ashamed of her, and I don't care about a daughter who is going to be a concubine. It means that she has no family to take care of her, and her life is really miserable.

In fact, after the original owner took the medicine, no one knew about it at the beginning. It was not until she was screaming and rolling on the ground that she was discovered and called her family. At that time, the original owner's father was there, but he didn't seem to know her at all. This daughter, and the people in the temple know some medical skills, saved the life of the original owner.

After being discovered and revived, her health became even worse. When something happened to the power minister's house, she was lying in bed and couldn't get up. Later, she fell ill again and never lived again.

I go!Ling Xiao sighed, fortunately, he didn't report any hope to the original owner's family at that time, and ran away directly.But if she had known that the original owner would encounter such a thing, she should have gone to that guy named Yun Fei first, and beat up the person who made the plan for the original owner. This is too disgusting.

Ling Xiao thinks that Yun Fei is probably someone else's tool, she's stupid enough anyway, it's so difficult for her as a quasi-princess to be too cheap for a quasi-concubine, you must know that this is not a modern society. Would you rather not be a concubine?
The reason why she didn't plan to beat Yunfei was because Ling Xiao knew that Yunfei's reputation was completely ruined. If she was falsely accused of something in the future, others would not think her innocent. Ling Xiao felt that there must be something wrong with it. After thinking about it, she I decided to leave it alone, because in ancient times, a woman's future had a deep relationship with her husband's family and her father's family.

Yun Fei, who was able to suppress the original owner and become a concubine, her family's situation will not be too bad, otherwise the grandson of a powerful minister will not get married, but it also indicates that the relationship between this family and the powerful minister will not be too bad. Often the radish will be pulled out to bring out the mud, and that family will not be too good.

Since this is the case, I don't bother to find out about those people. Looking at the original owner's stupid look, I feel that her thoughts are still asking why, and she can't get out of the corner.

Before she regained consciousness after preparing the ingredients, she sorted out the soul of the original owner first, so that she finally woke up from the sluggishness, and the original owner finally recovered a little sober and looked at Ling Xiao.

While cooking, Ling Xiao told the original owner, "It's not for any reason, it's just because you are the daughter of the Xu family. It is said that your status absolutely cannot be someone else's concubine, but you carry the brand of the Yan family's concubine. The Xu family's stain, that's why you're going to die."

"But it's not that I want to be the concubine of the Yan family. That marriage was arranged when I was very young. This is obviously the order of my parents. It is not the marriage contract I want at all. I am not a fox Jing." The original owner said anxiously.

She had lived too much for these years. She had obviously escaped the fate of becoming a concubine. She thought she was going to live a good life, but she was always in poor health. When she thought she was going to get better, she caught a cold and died in bed.

At this moment, she had a crying face: "Obviously I am the daughter of the Xu family, and the other sisters have always lived a very noble life, but I am the only one who lives a very humble life, not as good as the big maid beside my grandmother."

After hearing this statement, Ling Xiao couldn't help shaking his head. Who is to blame for the original owner's child being brought up like this?Absolutely blame the original owner's family, for raising her to only see the sky in her small courtyard, she has no vision at all.

How could a young lady from a serious official family envy her grandmother with a big maid?It would definitely feel weird to say this, I'm afraid not many people would believe this situation.

Even if these big maids are better than ordinary girls in terms of manners and knowledge, and have gained the trust of the original owner's grandmother, but they are only slaves who have lost their personal freedom and can be bought and sold. Envious of the big maid?This feeling is quite magical.

But after thinking about it, I understood the reason. With a little bit of deep sympathy for the original owner, the original owner did not receive real noble girl education since she was a child, and has always been educated to be docile. She is a weed that was forgotten in the small courtyard. , Waiting for it is not a bright future, but the end of being eradicated.

Compared with her sisters with the same surname, she was subjected to exclusion and cold violence everywhere at a young age. Even her own mother gave up her child, not to mention the abuse of others, and eventually died of illness. A child like her who died young The girl didn't even have the chance to enter the ancestral grave, so she just found a place to bury it, hey!Still need to take care of it.

The original owner looked at Ling Xiao with some doubts, because she didn't know how she came here after she died?Ling Xiao smiled slightly, making the original owner feel kindness for some reason, and unconsciously felt a little relieved, so she didn't continue to ask, because she suddenly realized that she had a new life.

"I want to ask you something, do you still want to go back to that home?" Ling Xiao asked, the part of her soul on the puppet's body was able to see through the other party's cause and effect, and discovered the cause of the original owner's death. Part of her death was due to She was sick, but the medicinal materials that were boiled for her were not very good, which accelerated her death.

Ling Xiao didn't want the original owner to return to that cold original family. The original main reason was that if she went back again, what was waiting for her might be another death, and she might not be able to save her in time.

"Me?" The original owner had a wry smile on her face. She wasn't too stupid. How could she not think that she would not be able to go back to the past, and life at home was not so easy. She shook her head slowly and said, "I won't go back."

Ling Xiao thought for a while and decided to think about what to do. First of all, she let out this body and let the original owner start eating. The little girl was a little nervous when eating. She didn't know what was going on, but she knew that she had to be obedient.

She didn't see that the puppet was a puppet at all, and Ling Xiao didn't intend to tell her many things. Even the memory of the original owner was deleted after getting Ling Xiao, so that the original owner would not make life uncomfortable. There are too many things that I don't know. The original owner is better.

Ling Xiao didn't make a sound either, she had accepted the original owner's memory long ago, and after knowing what the original owner's situation was like, she found that the original owner was having a hard time living, hey!Really depressed, I feel that the original owner is a person who has no idea of ​​his own.

She decided to clean up her mood, taking advantage of the fact that the original owner was still young, there was a possibility of reformation, so that the original owner could live a stronger life. Of course, she knew that this possibility was not too high. The original owner has left a deep imprint on it, but it is always necessary to try to renovate, and life must begin.

The original owner began to eat cautiously. He didn't eat much, like a bird's stomach. But Ling Xiao knew that the other party was definitely hungry, so he suggested that she continue to eat, and at the same time quietly observed the other party's every move. It turned out that this It's really too humble.

Ling Xiao found that the original owner was like a mimosa tree, she would hang her head and dare not face the slightest disturbance, because of education, she didn't have any big ideas, everything about her was guided and planned by others, no matter what Need to have a mind of your own.

This will not work!Ling Xiao can walk with her for a part of the time, but in the end, the original owner wants to go his own way. Even Ling Xiao can't change this necessity, so the original owner must have his own ideas.

Of course Ling Xiao wouldn't express his thoughts right now. The original owner is the kind of person who doesn't know anything at all. Letting her out now is tantamount to letting the lamb go to the wolves, so it needs to be cultivated well.

Waiting for the original owner to clean up after the meal, and began to let her try writing and painting, and Ling Xiao found that the original owner's calligraphy was just enough, and the Xu family gave her a copybook, which was written in hairpin flowers, for the sake of face.

The original owner is the calligraphy that I gradually practiced after painting red, but I have never had my own ideas, so it is just enough to read, and it is much worse than a person who writes well, hey!Really speechless.

And Ling Xiao wrote several fonts on the spot, which made the original owner like it very much, only to realize that this very kind person is very capable, not only knowing hairpin fonts, but also having so many choices.

The original owner is a very smart one. Although the Xu family has been suppressing her, she is still a smart child in essence. With the blessing of Ling Xiao's memory, she can learn quickly. After half a year of adjustments, the original owner gradually revealed that she is a girl Lively as it should be.

(End of this chapter)