The road from Africa to Europe

Chapter 616 Snail
She wants to live a good life in this life. What is there to be terrible about someone who has died once?The big deal is to die again, and this time she should live longer than the last life anyway, she died before she was too young, and she has too many regrets.

Compared with her in the previous life, the happiest thing is that she can feel that her body is very healthy now, and she is no longer the Miss Bao who needs to be supported after walking a few steps.In addition, the appetite has also become much better. It can be said that the food is delicious, and you don’t have to squat at home and have never gone out of the gate. You can visit the mountains and rivers. This kind of life is the real life.

Of course, the original owner still understands one thing very well in his heart. This can only be achieved by Ling Xiao's actions. If she is alone, she will be in panic, because she doesn't know what is needed to go on the road. If there is no guide and other things, She couldn't move around at all, so she knew she must not make Ling Xiao feel disgusted.

Looking at Song Shi who was sitting on the side with a dazed expression, she felt that Song Shi was probably somewhat similar to her previous self. She belonged to someone who didn't know much about the whole world. She was afraid of strange places and didn't want to change too much.Just like a snail, it retracts its tentacles when it senses danger.

However, even if the snail retracts its tentacles, birds will still find it and take it away. The snail's hard shell still cannot protect itself, and eventually the snail will become food for the birds.

Thinking of the original owner here clenched her fists, she should not become a snail-like existence, she should become stronger.Of course, she doesn't have much confidence in herself, because she will never be able to work as hard as Ling Xiao, but even if she can't do it herself, she still wants her children to learn from Ling Xiao.

The original owner who thought about it clearly sat on the side and looked at the postures of the two parties without saying a word. She knew that she could not intervene in some things. Song's ideas were too conservative. If she didn't think clearly like this, I'm afraid Ling Xiao would not force Song If he corrects his thoughts, it will inevitably lead to parting ways.

At this moment, Song was shocked by Ling Xiao's words and had nothing to say. She didn't know what to say, her lips moved a few times and she didn't make a sound.Because Ling Xiao's words broke her original cognition, she and her husband have always told themselves to take a step back, but now Ling Xiao points out that they are stepping back to the edge of the cliff.

This cognition subverted the previous cognition, and found that what the other party said was very reasonable, but it conflicted too much with the previous cognition, which made her accept the incompetence for a while, stood up with a dazed expression, and returned to the room without saying anything. In my own room, I plan to think about it carefully before making a decision.

Watching her staggeringly walk away, there was a puppet woman beside her to support her so that she didn't fall. The two children were a little confused when they saw this, but as children, they were still willing to follow their mother and stumbled to follow her.

Ling Xiao was a little surprised, she wanted to shrug her shoulders, what did she say?Nothing!They are all big principles, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with these big principles, so she didn't say a word and watched Song Shi walk away. After seeing the two children following closely and entering the room, Ling Xiao didn't care what Song Shi wanted to do. Anyway, she doesn't think about dying.

I hope that what I said this time will touch the Song family. The reason why I said this is that I feel that the Song family is used to being a steamed stuffed bun. Ling Xiao thinks it is necessary to remind the Song family.
Even a woman must have her own bottom line of behavior. Once it is touched, even the king of heaven and I will resist, otherwise it will be death. If you are not afraid of death, what other things are you afraid of?If you want to live well, you must remember one sentence: When you meet in a narrow road, the brave wins.

The original owner never thought that Mrs. Song would leave without saying hello, and stared at Mrs. Song's figure with wide eyes. How could this be so?She raised her hand to say something, but found that Ling Xiao didn't make a sound, so she put down her hand too.

She felt that Mrs. Song might not be able to hear her call at all. At this moment, she should be immersed in her own thoughts and ignore other people at all, so she walked away so rudely, hoping that Ling Xiao would not be unhappy Well, if Ling Xiao didn't bring Song Shi to play, I'm afraid that the life of Song Shi, mother and son would be difficult.

I wanted to ask Ling Xiao what he thought, but he didn't ask. Anyway, sooner or later, I can see that Song's words are a little brainless, and Ling Xiao is too lazy to pay attention to stupid people. If Ling Xiao is unhappy now, it would be bad to run into him .

Now she wants to know if she will pass by her hometown, but she knows that Ling Xiao is very disgusted with some people, if she asks, she may be educated, and she is a little entangled for a while.

Ling Xiao saw the expression of the original owner, but didn't ask her what she thought. She had to learn to make choices about some things. It was very important for the original owner to take this step, and it was related to what kind of life she would live in the future.

This is because the original owner has suffered years of cold violence. Even though Ling Xiao took her away from the capital and her original family, she was not sure that she would be able to come out. After all, she was a child who lacked love.

A point of view of later generations: children need enough love from their families, otherwise what was missing in childhood may take a lifetime to find, and may never be found. This shows how important it is for children to have sufficient love in their early years.

In fact, people have discovered a very special phenomenon, that is: children who are disliked by their parents are more filial when they grow up. Sometimes they would rather not have their own jobs and families, and they will take good care of those who have treated them badly. parents.However, children who are very pampered often sign in and leave.

After some observation and research, I generally came to a conclusion: it is because they lack the care and love from their parents, and they have not received encouragement and praise from their relatives since they were very young. I am very filial to get praise from my declining parents.

After Ling Xiao heard about it, he agreed with this idea, because such people are generally honest people. If they were not very honest people, they would have known that crying children would have sweets and would not lose their parents' love. Or they see it so thoroughly that they don't bother to please their parents.

That is to say, those really honest people want to get the approval from their parents, but they have not seen it through, or they understand it in their hearts but with some fluke mentality, they want to prove that they are a very good child and prove that they are still very good. it works.

In fact, this situation is completely unnecessary. There is no need to shoulder the responsibility of taking care of aging parents alone, and always let other brothers and sisters bear the corresponding responsibilities, because honest people still have a small family.

Don't just think about taking care of yourself just because you want to get compliments from your parents who don't value you all the time, because no matter how much you do, you will only get a little benefit in words, and you will feel sorry for the members of your small family.

The original owner is that kind of honest child, and Ling Xiao also knows that he is trying hard to let the original owner live a good life for himself, but most of the time, his heart disease is difficult to heal, unless the person involved sees it through, and heart disease needs to be treated with heart medicine.

I hope the original owner can come out, don't always think about those who hurt her, but she still hasn't come out, just like now, she can't help but want to know how they are?Or she will one day want to forgive someone who hurt her.

Then Ling Xiao has nothing to do. Anyway, she has a different idea from the original owner. She will never get close to the person who hurt her again. Although she may not take revenge on that kind of person, she will definitely not give the other party a chance to hurt herself. Then Naturally stay away.

Perhaps it was because of the Song family that the original owner thought about the previous days. Compared with the Song family, her life was much easier. At least she had enough food and clothing, and she would not spend her life embroidering for money.

Thinking of this, her mood has improved a lot. Her whole body reveals this atmosphere, which makes Ling Xiao see that the original owner may have seen through something. If she sees through, she will have a good life for herself in the future.

She sat there and thought about Song's problem, and secretly sighed that it is more difficult to reform a person who has established three views. Song can't accept the reality. In this regard, the original owner is better. Although he is also soft, it may be due to his young age. For the sake of this, I have made some progress.

Mrs. Song still has a lot of problems, do you think she can embroider a lot?In fact, Song's eyes are not very good, and she is beginning to be nearsighted. The previous embroidery made her lose too many eyes.

Ling Xiao feels sorry for Song's talent. She should start embroidery slowly, for fun, not for living.So she didn't agree with Song's embroidering again to save money, it was too tiring.

That's why she said something harshly to Mrs. Song, telling her that she wanted to be an ostrich, and telling her that she would never stay here, which made Mrs. Song feel a little dazed after accepting her incompetence.

What made Ling Xiao a little strange was that the original owner seemed to have thought of something. He secretly looked at Ling Xiao but dared not speak. Still thinking about your family? Want to ask them what will happen? Do you still want to remind them?"

Because the original owner thought of her former family when she heard what Ling Xiao said about the powerful minister, she naturally knew the position her grandfather wanted.I really want to ask Ling Xiao's opinion.

After hearing Ling Xiao's question, she sat there and didn't speak immediately. She put her hands together, as if there should be no change. If you look closely, you can see that she keeps making small movements, which shows that she is uneasy.

Should I ask Ling Xiao for help?Although she hated them from the bottom of her heart, she always had the blood of her relatives and lived together for many years. When she thought that they might commit suicide, she still felt a little worried.

But she also knew that Ling Xiao was very rigid, and she might not agree to remind them to pay attention, and she didn't know how to remind the other party to be so entangled.

She didn't answer the question just now, and she took a sneak peek at Ling Xiao after a while, wanting to see if she was unhappy, she was a little afraid that Ling Xiao would never care about herself again, it was really hard to find someone who was so friendly to her people.

She also knew that although the Taoist leader had been acting very reasonable these days, the original owner knew that Ling Xiao was definitely not an ordinary person. He could do it when he was a child and planned to jump into the river to escape, and deliberately made others think that the person who jumped into the river was dead. It was definitely not planned by ordinary people, and she also knew that Ling Xiao had been facing her family with an impatient attitude.

The original owner has also thought about this process carefully during this period, and I have to say that this method is the best. Even if no one is alive or dead, no matter how you look at it, the family has no idea of ​​tracking down and gave them a brand new identity.

If it was her, if she did it all over again, she would die from autism early, live carefully all the time, dare not want the care of her family, become the most transparent person in the family, but still die in the end, then what? What's the drive to be alive again?Early death and early birth.

But the person occupying her body has changed her identity silently, so she has a new way of living. When she died in the last life, she wanted to leave that home and go to see a different kind of life. World, don't stay at home and become a person who doesn't know anything.

Now that the opportunity has come, she has finally fulfilled her past wish, but she is still a little restless in her heart, and she is a little worried about her former home. Even if they don't take her situation seriously, she is a pledge.

But she still remembers the warmth of the early years, and remembers that she also played with her brothers and sisters, after all, they were family members, and when she thinks of them, she will have a faint longing.

Ling Xiao naturally saw it, hey!The original owner said that he was still a child, and he didn't think too much when thinking about things, thinking that things were easy to do.He sighed secretly, he felt good just now, but in a blink of an eye, he would find that he was slapped in the face, and the transformation of the original owner was still a long way off.

She finally opened her mouth and said slowly: "Have you thought about it? If I want to remind that family spirit, what identity do I need to remind them? Will they believe me? Will they want to arrest us all? Tell me your identity? If your identity is exposed, do you think their family will let you go at ease? "

The original owner blushed when she heard this, because she didn't think about the relevant issues at all, she just wanted to remind them, but she didn't consider whether the other party believed it, and according to their style, she might want to clear it Without the insider, she naturally knew that she couldn't show up, and showing up would cause many things.

Ling Xiao didn't seem to see the embarrassment of the original owner, and said slowly: "If they are so considerate, I'm afraid you won't die, you probably don't know that your illness was deliberately delayed, because they don't want a To be the granddaughter of someone else's concubine.

If their family really thinks that you are their blood relative, at most they can change your identity, say that you are a distant relative of the Xu family, and you can live well after getting married instead of dying of illness alive, so you must give them another life. contact with? "

The original owner's body is shaking non-stop at the moment, and she can pretend that nothing happened when some things are not revealed, but now she feels chills all over her body, as if she was sick. I remember that she no longer felt cold after the illness , But he couldn't run anymore, and soon died.

Seeing the original owner with a pale face, Ling Xiao felt a little helpless, but she would not do anything to the original owner. This child is still a good-hearted child, and at this time he still misses that family.

Why!That family was ruthless. In the novels she had read before, there were many vicious female supporting roles who did bad things and did not die, because the family members would usually find a place to marry off, and they would usually go to so-called remote places. Although life is not so good, but still alive.

But what about that family?This really broke the bottom line of ordinary people, and the life of her own granddaughter was not taken seriously. What did the little girl do wrong?In such a comparison, it's not as good as a family with a vicious female partner, a tiger's poison does not eat its children, so what if it saves the original owner's life?
To take advantage of the original owner's illness to take the opportunity to add insult to injury, the original owner is really sad.Therefore, Ling Xiao didn't want the original owner to still miss his original home, those people were not worth remembering at all.

The original owner couldn't hold back the tears anymore, and the crystal tears just fell down like this. Ling Xiao felt a little sad after seeing it. She finally understood the feelings of some parents, that is, the feeling of hating iron but not steel.

She was not angry. The social environment was such that both the Song family and the original owner had always been used to docileness. There was nothing wrong with thinking this way, after all, they had been nurtured for a long time.

Ling Xiao has long stopped instilling any concept of equality, and has always been more tolerant to them. Anyway, more than half of her mind is thinking about how to cultivate, or study scientific knowledge, and she is more tolerant of the original owner's small thoughts.

Also because in her opinion, the original owner has some mental problems, and she still needs to be patient with the patient, so she didn't say anything more, she wanted to see what the original owner said, even if she wanted to ask for love, she had to say it herself, others would not always It's possible to be empathetic all at once.

Ling Xiao wanted to tell the original owner that if she didn't learn to fight for herself, then life would not be easy later on. If a person doesn't cherish himself, who would care about you?

(End of this chapter)