The road from Africa to Europe

Chapter 827
Although she had known for a long time that she was not liked by her mother, she confirmed once again that her partiality did not make the original owner feel good. As a human being, she did not want to be hated all the time.

After all, people are social creatures, and they always have to be connected with the whole society to live. The feeling of being excluded by the whole society may drive people crazy.

Fortunately, with the development of modern technology, some deep-seated social terrorists can also participate in this society through the Internet. There are generally several types of people who can be excluded from the crowd without being affected.

The first is the kind of person with great willpower, in order to achieve their own goals, they will not care about the outside situation at all, but obviously the original owner does not have great willpower.

The second is those who suffer from autism-like symptoms. Because of the illness, the patients have been living in their own world and do not need to communicate with other people at all.The original owner did not like to communicate with people very much, but he was really not a patient.

The original owner could allow herself to ignore other people's attitudes, but this was not because she didn't care, but because she had to alienate because she was afraid of being hurt, because she had been hurt time and time again.

It also made her realize that she can't ignore everyone's attention, and she can't do without the care of the same kind at all. She has only felt the care of her relatives since she had Ling Xiao.

This made the original owner feel that he did not live again in vain, as if he did not believe it was true when he was resurrected at the beginning, and he was obviously dead.

The original owner cried when he found out that he really came back to life, because that period of life in the dark was too difficult, if Ling Xiao hadn't the ability to dispel the bad state, he would be a lunatic even if he was alive.

Because at that time, she was really in too much trouble, and no one came to rescue her. Later, she repeatedly warned herself not to look forward to the arrival of rescuers.

It's not that she accepted her fate, if she didn't really think she couldn't get out, who wouldn't want to live?This is just a kind of self-psychological adjustment.

In fact, at the last moment, she still tried to knock on things, just hoping to be rescued, but in the end she never waited for those who came to save people.

cut!It would be weird to have someone come to rescue!In this life, after watching the related videos, she only had one thought: it is really both right and right, and the most important thing is that those people have succeeded.

It's really rubbish!This is the rescue comment given by the original owner, and those decision makers should be buried under the ruins and wait for the rescue that will never come.

As a victim, she still remembers that she was thirsty and hungry at the end, and then gradually began to pass out, but the despair of being abandoned in her heart was growing wildly.

The reason why she has insisted on not going crazy is because she knows that she is not alone here, and there are other people in this dark place like her.

How could she be sure she wasn't the only one alive?That's because there were knocking sounds from other places as evidence, and those sounds gradually disappeared later.

Her fellow sufferers became silent one by one, and she found that she was incomparably terrified. If there were no more fellow sufferers in this situation where she couldn't see her, she would go crazy.

But she couldn't do anything in a small space, and fell into a semi-comatose state with a self-destructive thought, and she finally forgot about her situation, but began to recall the past.

When she watched the past as a third party, she realized that it wasn't that she didn't work hard, or that she wasn't likable, but that her mother didn't like her from the beginning.

The original owner never knew what was going on?Sometimes I wonder if I did something bad when I was a child, which caused my mother to look down on her daughter so much.

Maybe before she died, her brain finally came to light, and she realized that the reason for this was her appearance, just because her appearance was closer to her mother, which belonged to that kind of oriental appearance.

And my mother didn't like my appearance at all. If there was any way to change her body, I'm afraid she would have changed her body long ago.

Of course, mother usually dare not show it in front of father. After all, he likes the temperament and appearance with mysterious qualities, so mother will naturally not make any changes.

The mother's eccentricity and suppression have the answer. Why the younger sister is not as good as her in studies and housework, but has always been favored by her mother, that is because of her appearance.

Hahaha!Thinking clearly, she let out the last laugh. It turned out that if she could choose her mother, she would definitely not want to be her daughter. Unfortunately, she didn't have the right to choose when she was reincarnated.

She wants to tell herself that if she can have another life, she must live for herself, study the major she wants to study, and live where she wants to live, instead of being controlled by one person all the time.

The original owner sneered at the thought of that woman wishing to drive herself out of the house when she became an adult. In her heart, she would no longer regard that woman as a relative. She was just a bargaining chip for that woman to marry her father.

The reason why I say that is because the husband and wife are married with a child, ha ha!She is not afraid to flash herself, in case the man is not willing to live or die, that is to say, he will be an illegitimate daughter.

That woman is really funny. In the days after she got married, she hated everything in her homeland. She wished she could completely forget her mother tongue, and her clothes and food were all Westernized.

But when treating her as the eldest daughter, on the one hand, she was required to conform to Western standards in every way, and on the other hand, the eldest daughter was required to be very obedient and filial to her as a mother.

Since she dislikes everything about her homeland, including but not limited to appearance, language, culture, and customs, how can she have the face to make her a filial daughter? (1)

Doesn't this country require itself to make decisions early?Filial piety?How to be filial?Shouldn't it be waiting to grow up and move out to have a small home of your own, just make a phone call every once in a while?
In the final analysis, that woman is a selfish person, a person who likes to engage in double standards. She wants everything that is good for her. She doesn't care where the customs and habits are.

so far so good!Although that woman did very poorly in many areas, she hadn't thought about marrying her eldest daughter out early, and insisted that she must be an adult to get married, and it is absolutely impossible to be a minor.

That woman did poorly in other places, but she is still very persistent about this point, because the original owner still remembers that someone once approached that woman, saying that the eldest daughter who was not likable should marry early, but she refused, this is There are not many shining points in that woman.

In addition, that woman also adopts the same standard for her two daughters in keeping her virginity: when she is a minor, she is absolutely not allowed to have any intimate relationship with others, including her sweetheart.

Why is there this requirement?That's because the woman knows that girls will encounter too many temptations. When the two sexes have sex, the woman is more likely to be emotional, that is, to fall in love with her lover, and it is easier to be calculated by others. She will go to the sword for her lover, Go into flames.

The woman witnessed something with her own eyes: a girl found a boyfriend when she was in high school, so she was even more unwilling to study. Afterwards, the two of them couldn't stay together, so they stopped reading at all, and the two eloped to other places.

After knowing the beginning, I felt that the girl's path was wrong, because neither of them had much education, how could they find a job?Can only do the lowest level of work.

Afterwards, news came that the girl and her boyfriend had a good life at the beginning, because it was a honeymoon period, and then there were some problems between the two of them, and the man started smoking things that he shouldn't be smoking.

After the two of them couldn't get along, the man mortgaged his girlfriend to the debtor, and the girl had no diploma or skills, and the only thing that could be exchanged for money was her body.

Even if the woman later used her own body to pay back the money, it does not mean that her life will be easier in the future, because she also took bad things after elopement, and had to continue to do that business in order to survive.

After knowing the whole process, the woman would strictly order the two daughters to keep chastity, not because of the so-called old-fashioned, but to let the two daughters study hard and not engage in too many things.

This is thanks to the fact that the original owner's father still has some prestige in the community where he lives. Even if someone wanted to ridicule Shouzhen's behavior, they didn't dare to make a scene directly. It is also a kind of protection for the child.

Even so, the original owner didn't have a good impression of that woman, because she liked to manipulate Donna's life too much and brought too much pain to her life.

After getting to know Ling Xiao, the original owner realized that what her mother did to her was very bad, because her mother kept hitting her self-confidence, making her feel inferior and sensitive, and she had an indescribable fear of her mother.

If it wasn't for Ling Xiao's arrival, he would have specifically intervened in the psychology of the original owner, otherwise the original owner would probably be ruined for the rest of his life, unless the original owner could get out of the influence of the original family.

Later, because of staying in the dark for a long time, the original owner was a little insane. Even if he escaped the collapse, he would not have a good life.Fortunately, Ling Xiao discovered the problem after arriving, which increased her self-confidence in the phantom formation.

The strengthening of self-confidence did not make the original owner feel more sisterly toward his sister Elena. When he saw Elena, he thought of all kinds of methods of his mother. That woman has her own shining points, but she also has too many evils.

A lot of things about that woman carried over to Elena. Speaking of which, there was an age gap between her and her, but in the later stage, Elena was not a child who knew nothing, but she always looked very disdainful towards her sister.

Even after the death of her parents, Elena still inherited her mother's habits, and satirized the original owner, who was a sister, in many ways.

It's just that because Yi Lianna is not an adult, if the original owner wants to take care of it, the two sisters will quarrel, so she can only endure it, but she is holding a breath in her heart, until the two of them turned their faces after escaping from the ruins. Finally don't hold your breath.

This is because the original owner felt that she had to live again, so why did she still let her go?In addition, Elena has a fiancé, so she will never be homeless, so she made up her mind not to get along with Elena.

She knew that Elena was also a victim, but Elena had indeed hurt her, and she would be punished for doing bad things. The original owner did not want to have more contact with Elena.

Maybe after a few decades, the original owner will be a little relieved of everything that has happened to her, and the damage she has suffered will gradually be healed by time, and she may forgive the past damage, but now she does not want to see Elena.

Now that she has a new life again, she will naturally completely get rid of the influence of that woman, and everything including Elena will withdraw from her own life.

Therefore, she is absolutely unwilling to let the past days affect her present self. Since she can't make a break, then it should be as rare as possible, because she doesn't like hypocrisy.

However, because of the lawsuit, it is impossible for others to feel that there is a problem between the survivors, and they have to show that they are still sisters.

Fortunately, Ling Xiao can come forward when acting is needed, but the original owner is not willing to say anything to Elena, she and her eventually parted ways, completely unable to ease the relationship between each other.

Fortunately, she now has her own new goal, working hard in the ocean of learning, and can forget all pain and troubles. She is willing to dedicate her life to science.

After choosing mathematics as his postgraduate major, the original owner started to apply at the appointed time, because his college diploma was not very good, and he felt a little uneasy.

Fortunately, she wrote a thesis specifically on mathematics at that time, and mentioned new ideas in the thesis, and this was the stepping stone for her original major.

I sent my thesis with some apprehension. It was a very responsible person who was very excited when he received the email, and recommended this thesis to his supervisor.

When the tutor received the recommendation, she was a bit puzzled at first, but she was also very excited later. The thesis finally touched the tutor's heart, because her thinking was very thoughtful, and she finally read the master and Ph.D together.

When she received the interview notice, she was always pleasantly surprised, because this tutor was really capable, and he was the kind of teacher who would not snatch students' papers. This was Ling Xiao's selection after a special investigation.

If you voted for the wrong tutor, you might not be able to pass the thesis, which means prolonging the study time, so Ling Xiao made a special investigation and selected this tutor.

After the interview, the original owner really felt that she was very good, and she could finally study again. With a little excitement, she was very happy to tell Ling Xiao, and Ling Xiao congratulated her for passing.

Later, after getting acquainted with the instructor, others knew that she was going to file a lawsuit. They also asked about the situation by insinuating, and the original owner only said what should be said, and did not discuss the rest.

Therefore, other people are just curious, and don't care about it afterwards. You must know that although there are shady scenes in the academic industry, there are quite a few people who belong to the kind of purely academic people.

Because of the lawsuit, the original owner didn't like to come out very often. Ling Xiao told her that someone had secretly photographed her before, and told her not to be unprepared in school. After all, there are also gunmen shooting on campus these days.

The original owner may not have much affection for her parents, but she followed Ling Xiao's words very seriously. After all, it involved her own life. She had died once and wanted to die.

In her mind, she was more thinking about how to change her life after the lawsuit was over, and getting her doctorate, which she was about to defend, would be a stepping stone.

While the original owner was studying, Ling Xiao suggested to the original owner whether to find a job first with the help of the tutor. With work experience, she will be more lucky when she sends out a cover letter again.

Why do you say that?Because in the recruitment of many related positions, it will be said that there are relevant work experience in many positions. If there is no relevant experience, it is equivalent to a novice.

Later, when the original owner was studying for a doctorate, because he sometimes had to replace the supervisor to guide the master's degree and correct something that was not quite right in the thesis, he was given the title of teaching assistant.Not to mention that the original owner was very serious and did a good job.

The instructor was very sympathetic after knowing what happened to the students, and the original owner was really capable, so he deliberately brought some of his most valued students to the regular meeting, and the original owner followed the instructor to get to know more people in the mathematics circle.

Ling Xiao was very happy when she found out. The original owner has really changed a lot. Her future has unlimited possibilities. Now she is waiting for the trial of the case. The original owner's Ph.D. has to be graduated, so she finally waited for the first time court session.

After the case is over, there will be a chance to leave here and go to other places. The original owner and Ling Xiao are very happy about this, but Ling Xiao is a little vigilant because she finds that this body has attracted a lot of attention.

　Some people follow the American style of filial piety when they are in good health, and only make two overseas calls a year.

　　Waiting for someone to get sick, and according to the Chinese-style family relationship, let the elderly parents dedicate to their children to the end, and use money to treat the sick children.

　　If the parents don't have enough money to pay for medical treatment, they will sell their only house, just because the younger generation thinks it is the responsibility of the parents!

　　Really double standard!

　　Responsibilities and obligations are not equal.

　　Ha ha!

　　
　
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