The charming girl of the farm gate of crossing

Chapter 2 The early death of parents is eternal pain
Her father passed away after lying on the hospital bed for a year. At that time, He Xiner often cried secretly in her back at night, but she didn't dare to cry loudly, because her mother's health was getting worse and worse. She was really afraid. I am very afraid that one day she will be left alone.

She had to go to work during the day, and her mother could barely take care of herself. After get off work, she hurried home to do housework. Because of the sequelae of cerebral hemorrhage, her mother basically seldom spoke, and her brain became more and more dull. Need to communicate with people, words are becoming less and less.

He Xiner works in the county town. Every day after work, she rides an electric scooter to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, and then rushes home. There is no time for socializing. Most of her former friends are just married, not during the sweet period of marriage with her husband. Even when she was a first-time mother after having a baby, she encouraged and comforted her at the beginning. After a long time, there were a lot of things at home, and she rarely contacted Xiner.

He Xiner went home after get off work to take care of her sick mother. In addition to her work and less and less contact with the outside world, Xiner's job was also very simple. She was an internal staff member of the unit, and she usually typed files to record attendance and so on.

She has no time to socialize with others, and she seems to have no need to socialize. She is such an ordinary person, and only her mother is the one who needs her the most and cannot live without her.

He Xiner is used to this kind of life. In addition, her salary is not high, which can basically meet her and her mother's living needs. She is getting worse and worse at interacting with people. It also requires cost.

He Xiner has become a transparent person~
He Xiner just wanted to be by her mother's side and spend the rest of her life slowly. She wanted to live an ordinary life with her mother.But the mother actually left too, just over a year later than the father, and now she is the only one left, with nothing left.

After get off work, no one prepares meals for her at home, no one brings her an umbrella when it rains, no one picks her up when it snows, nothing, everything is gone!
No mother told her to eat well, no father told her to be careful when crossing the road~
In the past, she always disliked their nagging, but now no one is nagging in her ears. The house is too quiet, which makes her panic.

Most of the time, Xiner would turn on the TV and fall asleep listening to the sound of TV programs. Every night, she would dream of going back to her childhood. It was so good back then. When she came home from school, her mother cooked the meals, and her father told her to wash her hands quickly.

The whole family eats together, Xin'er is always chatting about school affairs, her father always looks at her with a smile, and her mother always tells her not to laugh when eating, it's delicious, and she can't help but burst into tears after dreaming about it, Every morning the pillows were wet.

He Xiner lived in a daze all day long, and her whole body was in a daze.

He Xiner was ill, she didn't tell her second uncle and aunt, she didn't want to trouble others with anything.Went to the hospital to see a doctor. The doctor diagnosed He Xiner as suffering from mild depression and suggested that she chat with friends more and travel to places she likes more.

He Xiner walked out of the hospital calmly. She basically had no contact with friends for the past two years, and now she doesn't want to disturb others.

He Xiner really has the idea of ​​going on a trip. She wants to leave home and go out to get some fresh air. She plans to save some salary in half a year, and then take a week off to visit the south.

The family savings have been used up in the past two years, and she has no money in hand, so if she wants to go out and play, she has to wait until she has some money in her hand.

He Xiner walked slowly with her head down, and an electric scooter passed by her. He Xiner looked at the old lady on the scooter. Although the old lady couldn't move her legs and needed to ride a scooter, she was in good spirits. The person looks good, and there is an old song on the electric wheel ride with a small speaker.

He Xiner's thoughts drifted away, how great it would be if her mother could sit on the wheelie like this, and thinking of her father's appearance when he fell ill, she felt a dull pain in her heart.

Her eyes became blurred again. At this time, He Xiner also walked over to the old lady who was waiting for the red light, feeling depressed and thinking about something.

(End of this chapter)