Crazy Psychologist

Chapter 627 Between the Facts of the Illusion
Close the door, don't want others to hear, dazed, thirsty.

Li Mu definitely doesn't look like he came to chat with Mu Chun about the warmth of spring, or about which brand of coffee is more suitable for spring.

Mu Chun put the perfume bottle left by Liu Tiantian in the drawer, put a few empty bottles back into the wooden tray, and put them back on the window sill.

Afterwards, Mu Chun picked up a cup and asked, "Coffee?"

"Thank you, I want ice."

Li Mu really needs a cup of coffee, a cup of coffee that can clear his mind.

"So, did you lock the door to tell me something secret?"

The coffee machine roared, and Mu Chun's voice was accompanied by the machine's operation, but Li Mu didn't hear it.

He was lost in his own thoughts, once again in sleepless terror because of what had happened recently.

"Doctor Mu, I'm sorry, I don't know where to start."

Li Mu took the coffee that Mu Chun handed him, lowered his head, his shoulders were slightly raised due to nervousness.

Mu Chun knew that Li Mu was a person with outstanding intelligence, he was good at thinking and could effectively control his emotions after thinking.

But today, his expression was very complicated, from which Mu Chun could see doubt and suspicion.

The result is the inability to believe in anything, and the inability to be sure that nothing happened.

Once the brain cannot trust itself, people will fall into an unspeakable chaos.

If a person is in this kind of chaos for a long time, it is very likely that there is no way to simply say what he thought he could say clearly.

"I love my wife very much, I love her very much." Li Mu's words were more like speaking to himself.

"Well, it's enviable."

Li Mu smiled wryly, "Okay, I'm more relaxed now."

He leaned his upper body back until his back leaned against the chair and then let out a long sigh.

"Maybe I came up with it, maybe there is something wrong with my brain." Li Mu pointed to his temple.

"Perhaps, then tell me what comes to your mind."

"It's terrible, I dare not say it, but I have to say it, otherwise I might go crazy, or I've already gone crazy." Li Mu scratched his hair, and instantly transformed his handsome hairstyle into a nest built by a stupid bird .

"There are probably several types of crazy imagination:
Imaginings related to illness - I'm sick, I might be dying, and there's no cure for it;

I killed a man--did I kill that man?Did I see him when I was driving, did I not see the red light, why there was no warning for violations, does it mean that I did not kill someone, no, I still killed someone. "

"Terror." Li Mu shook his head.

"Very good." Mu Chun raised her head and took a sip of coffee comfortably.

"What? It's not good at all."

"So you're sick?"

"No."

"Did you kill someone?"

"No, it's not a human thing, I don't know how to say it, it looks so stupid, I was here in the winter, and I sat in this chair, and I told you then, I couldn't sleep well at night , My life is in chaos because of the busy work.”

"Your mental state is in a mess, so you are the same as in winter now. Didn't sleep well? Stay up late?"

"No, I've been better for a while, and I have almost completely lost those chaotic emotions, and there is no longer an uncontrollable urge to hit someone."

"You have no violent tendencies, so you don't need to think about it for now."

Mu Chun told Li Mu clearly.

Li Mu looked at Mu Chun gratefully and said, "Thank you, thank you for not suspecting that I have violent tendencies, thank you for trusting me."

"Patients trust doctors, and doctors naturally trust patients. There are not only human feelings but also scientific basis. You were under too much pressure at that time, but it doesn't seem to be the case now."

"Since finding the bathroom leaking and dead in the duct above the exhaust fan."

Having said that, Li Mu's lips trembled, and he looked at Mu Chun in horror.

He thought, "No, this is horrible, how could anyone believe such a thing."

Li Mu had imagined the matter of coming to see Mu Chun today many times, but when he really spoke, he found that it was as difficult as going to heaven.

Because what happened recently is really too unscientific, unimaginably unscientific.

"Cat." Mu Chun raised his hands, pretending to be paws, and placed them in front of him.

Li Mu felt nauseous for a while.

It wasn't because Mu Chun deliberately acted cute to make him feel uncomfortable, but because Mu Chun suddenly said that word that he couldn't say at all.

"So it's still about cats."

Seeing Li Muhun's expression as if seeing a ghost, Mu Chun also realized that this problem was a bit complicated.

No wonder he looked so flustered.

"If I remember correctly, a stray cat entered the exhaust duct of the building before and died inside because it couldn't get out. This has been confirmed, right?"

"Yes, that's right." Li Mu's eyes tightened suddenly, and he raised his voice and said loudly, "Yes, yes, that's why I think I imagined everything, everything, everything is my imagination, Mu Doctor, why don't you just tell me that I'm sick and my brain is wrong."

"Tumor, for example." After Mu Chun finished speaking, his hands became busy between the keyboard and the mouse.

"What are you doing? Doctor Mu, you."

"MRI, have you had any headaches recently?"

"Have."

"How long?"

"Two weeks."

"Only two weeks?" Hearing this, Mu Chun suddenly stopped typing on the keyboard, and shifted his gaze from the monitor to Li Mu.

"Only two weeks?" Mu Chun repeated.

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"It was fine before?"

"I went to the family upstairs to check for water leaks on the ground, and it was fine. After the Chinese New Year, I went to the house again."

"So you didn't have any headaches two weeks ago?"

"No." Li Mu shook his head.

"Dizziness? Unsteady steps?" Mu Chun continued to ask.

"No, I'm fine. While I'm busy with the company, I still have to record shows and resume fitness. Everything is fine, very fine."

"Yes, I heard that you are quite popular recently." Mu Chun smiled.

Seeing Mu Chun smile, Li Mu forced a smile too.

"I also mentioned you on the show, saying that a doctor gave me a lot of help, and I am very grateful."

Mu Chun really wanted to complain, "You must not praise me on the show, I don't want to be popular at all, really, I don't want to be popular at all."

"What's wrong?" Seeing that Mu Chun was silent, Li Mu asked.

"Let's continue to discuss your symptoms. Are there any obvious emotional ups and downs, such as being very impulsive and irritable when encountering a little thing?"

Li Mu thought for a while and replied: "No, I was really good during that time, like a newborn."

"That's a good word." Mu Chun gave a thumbs up. "Have you encountered any problems with memory, such as forgetfulness?"

"How is it possible, the company has a lot of data that needs to be interpreted and processed every day, and I never make mistakes."

"Speaking of which, there is no need for a brain examination for the time being."

"What about other physical diseases? Will it cause hallucinations?

"You have to tell me what your hallucination is first, whether you are hurting others, or someone else is hurting you, or the harm has nothing to do with you, it happened to someone else, you are just a bystander, as if you are watching a movie horror film."

"Are the three different?" Li Mu was a little dizzy, but he understood what Mu Chun meant, and soon he told Mu Chun that his situation was the third.

"A bystander?" Mu Chun asked Li Mu again for confirmation.

"Yes, bystander." Li Mu frowned, and then he took several deep breaths.

Mu Chun, on the other hand, didn't say a word, she seemed to have disappeared in the outpatient room of the physical and mental department, even though she was sitting next to Li Mu.

Translucent to non-existent.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how to say it, because these things seem so unreasonable these days. I can't say it. It will make me look like a fool. I probably am a fool."

Seeing Li Mu's dejected and embarrassed look, Mu Chun didn't comfort him. Instead, he laughed loudly and said, "Truths are defined by humans. There is no logic in the world itself. It's too complicated."

"That's right." Li Mu felt a little better after hearing Mu Chun's unclear and harsh words.

"In this chair you're sitting in, there are many, many people, men and women, young and old, saying many, many, many, many illogical things, but these things are important to each of them, they lose sleep over these things, Alcoholism, self-defeating and even thoughts of self-destruction."

"So, nothing will be laughed at?" Li Mu relaxed a little.

Mu Chun shook his head.

"It's a cat. One night two weeks ago, I finished recording Weird Showdown, which is a reality show that has become popular recently. I drove home by myself. I was sure that there was nothing wrong with my mental state, because since the last time I experienced After severe sleep deprivation, I changed my schedule.

There will be a small nap time every afternoon. If I need to record a program that day, I will change my dinner to salad or light porridge, set aside some time to exercise in the company’s gym downstairs, and then go to record the program. Everything is ok , there is no problem, I sleep well, my body is in good shape, and my mind is fast.

So, when I went back to the same scene as before the Chinese New Year, my whole body collapsed.

That day, I walked into the bathroom"

Li Mu's voice suddenly disappeared, as if being eaten by something in an instant.

After a while, Mu Chun asked, "What happened next?"

Li Mu seemed to wander for a moment and was dragged back to the outpatient room.

His eyes were red, but he didn't blink.

"What happened later?" Mu Chun asked again.

"That day, I walked into the bathroom. I smelled a strange smell. I thought it was the smell of depilatory cream."

"It's normal, bathroom and depilatory cream."

"No, it's not normal, not normal at all, because"

The volume suddenly increased again, then stopped abruptly.

"Okay, that's not normal, not at all, depilatory cream, bathroom, did you close the door?"

Mu Chun asked carefully.

"what?"

"Did you close the bathroom door?"

"Of course I closed the door, what do you mean?"

Li Mu looked at Mu Chun blankly, is the doctor doubting my memory?
"It doesn't matter because that voice isn't outside the door, it's in the bathroom, right there, out of my sight."

"That voice?" Mu Chun frowned, "Is it the voice of a cat?"

Li Mu suddenly trembled and folded his arms.

Mu Chun got up and walked to the window sill, closing the window.

"No, I'm not cold, I am me, I must be crazy."

Li Mu laughed foolishly, the laughter was miserable.

Mu Chun changed Li Mu to a cup of hot water, and he took two sips before his face recovered a little.

"I can't go on like this, it's going to ruin my life, am I bewitched?"

From Mu Chun's point of view, Li Mu began to speak incoherently, and he was considering whether to give him an evaluation, schizophrenia or persecution delusion, these can be judged through the evaluation.

Considering Li Mu's strong desire to confide, Mu Chun is still willing to wait a little longer.

He tried to keep the conversation going.

"The bathroom, the smell of suspected depilatory cream, and cats."

"That's right." Li Mu repeated, "The bathroom, the depilatory cream, and the damn cat."

"Damn cat? Did the cat show up in the bathroom or did you just hear the sound."

"The sound was the same as the previous time, so I said if I was sick, the access property above the bathroom has installed guardrails."

"Is it possible for cats to get into the guardrail? Cats are 'liquid animals'."

"Stop joking." Even though he said so, Li Mu still smiled.

Mu Chun handed Li Mu a piece of paper and asked him to try to draw the guardrail.

"Draw the guardrail?" Li Mu was puzzled, but he still followed what Mu Chun said, took the paper and pen and started to draw slowly.

Three minutes later, Li Mu handed the paper to Mu Chun.

"Shutter structure?"

"Yes, unless the cat is really liquid, not like crystal mud, otherwise it is definitely impossible to run in."

Mu Chun put the drawing paper aside, and asked again: "So, the sound didn't come from outside the bathroom door, nor did it come from the original passage, so where did the sound come from?"

"Ah!!!!!!!!!!!! That's what I find scary, I suspect it's coming from here."

Li Mu pointed to his temple again, then he shook his head with a wry smile, "This is the most reasonable explanation."

"Yes, if you're sick, some sort of brain lesion or psychotic symptom does explain the condition."

"Very good, very good." Li Mu's tone was somewhat self-defeating.

"I'll have a consultation with a neurosurgeon, and we'll need to do a series of assessments that will require you to come back two or three times a week."

"I" Li Mu hesitated to speak.

"Or is there anything else you want to tell me? Take your time, we've learned a lot about bathrooms, depilatory cream, cat sounds, and more"

"Qiu Tong."

When he said these words, Li Mu was in great pain, like a man who was tortured by life to the point that he was powerless to fight back.

(End of this chapter)