Big Moon Ballad

Chapter 2236
To save, or not to save, that is the question.

Ying Baoyue left the water tank silently, picked up the wooden bucket containing the dirty clothes she and Xiao Li Ji had changed into, scooped in cold water and began to scrub.

Sensing that the "back spirit" behind him wanted to speak again, Ying Baoyue poured cold water behind him.

"Don't worry, I'm not that stupid, I won't save him if I die."

This feeling is really strange, although she is now in the memory of her past, Ying Baoyue can't understand her past thoughts at all.

Her memory was recovered but not fully recovered.

She was thrown into the situation she was in in the past, and with the memory of this life, she recovered her past abilities and insights, but she did not recover her previous mental journey.

Ying Baoyue felt that it was the "spirit behind her" behind her who was playing tricks.

This is making her go back to the past, forcing her to make a new choice.

In a sense, this "spirit behind" succeeded.Although she chose to save Xiao Li Ji as before, she didn't know what to do next.

She couldn't make a choice right away.

If I knew she should have asked Li Ji more about Li Zhao.

Ying Baoyue carried the laundry tub to the outside of the house to pour out the dirty water, and then lay in a daze under the eaves holding the wooden tub.

Although she roughly knew the method to save Li Ji, no practitioner had ever tried that method on the Shanhai Continent, and no one knew what would happen after trying it.

This is like doing an experiment in a laboratory. The reactions between various chemical components will not develop according to the experimenter's ideas, and will only produce unexpected results.

The same is true for the relationship between formations and curses.

The thing in Li Ji's body is hidden deep in his body. It is the curse that Li Ji was born with, and Li Ji is also the seal of this curse.

If she wanted to save him, she had to break the seal.But once this "magic box" is opened, at least the two of them will die on the spot, and their souls will be scattered, and at worst, it will bring disaster to the entire mountain and sea continent.

Besides, even if it is her life, it is not such a light price.

Ying Baoyue gently caressed the center of her eyebrows, where there was a pattern of flower tin that ordinary people could not see, which was left by God Suzaku.

As a young commander, her life does not belong to her alone.

It's not that she is flattering herself, it's just that after her death, the situation in the entire Shanhai Continent will change dramatically.

If she had a twitch in her head and wanted to risk her life to save this stranger, her master, her subordinates, and those who needed her protection would all suffer catastrophe.

She won't leave those people behind.

Unless her death can bring more benefits to the world and the people she loves, she will choose to sacrifice this life.

At least that's what she thinks now.

Back then, she should have thought so too.

Ying Baoyue opened her eyes, staring blankly at the moonlight shining like water in the yard.The adult Li Ji's figure flashed in front of her eyes, except for an extra mask, he looked like he could live a long life.

She wouldn't bet her life to save others, so who took the life of Xiao Li Ji back then?

Ying Baoyue didn't understand.

If you don't understand, you can only think about it.

A child's cough came from the room, Ying Baoyue put down the wooden basin, went to the corner to pull out some herbs, and started to boil the medicine.

When she undressed Xiao Li Ji before, she saw that there were countless scars on his body, and his body was tormented by such a huge energy, his tendons must be riddled with holes.

A ruptured tendon is extremely difficult to repair, and this child is indeed dying soon.

Ying Baoyue took the good healing medicine from under the eaves in silence and added it to the medicine jar.

She couldn't save his life, but at least she could ease his pain a little.

When the medicine was ready, the people in the room also woke up.

Hearing the movement of the children in the house, Ying Baoyue returned to the house with the bowl in hand.

The boy sat up suddenly from the bed, and covered his chest with the quilt in horror, as if afraid of being molested.

Those wide, bright black eyes reminded Ying Baoyue of a newborn deer in the forest.

"you're awake."

"Well, I'm awake."

The boy nodded stiffly, she had already wiped off the blood on his face, which made his face look even more perverted.

Ying Baoyue couldn't help avoiding her eyes, and after briefly explaining how she brought him here, she handed him the medicine bowl.

Xiao Li Ji drank the medicine obediently, not afraid of her appearance of poisoning at all.

Ying Baoyue turned her face away, met the innocent gaze of the young man, and felt mixed feelings in her heart for a moment.

Only now did she begin to face the fact that the Li Zhao in Li Ji's memory was her.

In Li Ji's memory, "Li Zhao" is his benefactor, someone he liked since childhood.I'm afraid Li Ji himself didn't realize that every time he mentioned this name, his voice would become extremely gentle and tender.

If possible, Ying Baoyue really doesn't want to believe that this person is herself.

She didn't want to ruin the person in Li Ji's heart.

Li Zhao in Li Ji's memory is an infinitely beautified image.Meeting Li Zhao is a very good memory for Li Ji.

But when she was saving him last night, she thought about killing him.

Everything was not as beautiful as Li Ji remembered.

Ying Baoyue felt a little sore in her heart, but she didn't know if it was for herself or for Li Ji.

But speaking of it, Li Ji had a change of heart later on.

Ying Baoyue's eyes became dazed, and she remembered what Li Ji had said to her by the lake when she thought she was Huali.

"Senior Hua, I can't control my emotions about Baoyue."

What he meant was that he liked her.

A mistaken confession by the lake let her know Li Ji's intentions.

But in order to insist on being loyal to Li Zhao's feelings, Li Ji said that he would never tell her in this life.

At that time, Ying Baoyue still felt sore in her heart.

If Li Ji knew that she was Li Zhao, he would be very happy, right?

After all, after going round and round, he actually fell in love with the same person.

Even if there was nothing he liked about her, he remained the same.

Wait, always?

Ying Baoyue swayed, as if someone had poured cold water on her head.

A thought suddenly came to her mind.

Is it really a coincidence that Li Ji fell in love with the same person twice?
"Sister, what's wrong with you?"

The young boy sitting on the bed raised his head, looked at the pale girl in front of him, and asked worriedly.

"It's okay," Ying Baoyue supported the bedpost, and forced a smile at him, "It's just that I didn't stand firmly for a while."

Xiao Li Ji frowned, with a look of disbelief, "Did something sad happen to you?"

He thought she looked very sad.

It was a conversation that she didn't remember happening.Ying Baoyue was startled, and couldn't help asking with a smile, "Why do you ask that?"

"When my younger brother didn't come to see me as promised, my face was printed in the puddles, and I also had an expression like yours."

Looking at her face, Xiao Li Ji asked earnestly, "Sister, have you been missed by someone too?"

"No," Ying Baoyue shook her head lightly, "I just found out."

"It turned out that I never made an appointment with him."

Just like people yearn for flames when they are cold, the encounter between her and Li Ji was not accidental.

Everything is not a beautiful accident at all.

In the dark, there has long been a definite number.

Perhaps it was because she was the only one in the world who could suppress the curse in Li Ji's body, and the "it" hidden in Li Ji's body urged its host to come here in order to survive.

And it was precisely because of the power in her body that could suppress his curse that Li Ji was attracted to her.

So no matter what she looks like, he will come to her.

What attracted him was only the power in her that could save him.

What Li Ji fell in love with was not her.

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(End of this chapter)