Big Moon Ballad

Chapter 2247 She Will
It was almost dawn, and even the birds stopped chirping, and the house was extremely quiet.

In this quiet night, Ying Baoyue experienced a thrilling event that no one knew about.

The inside of Xiao Li Ji's body was far more terrifying than she had imagined.

She must have experienced such a shock nine years ago.

Ying Baoyue lowered her head, and Xiao Li Ji hid her slender hands in her palms, like a bird finding its nest, and fell asleep holding her hand.I don't know if it was because of the medicine, but he slept very soundly.

Because he was lying in front of the bed, Ying Baoyue could clearly see his slender eyelashes trembling slightly with his breathing, and the young handsome side face was still scarred, but it was still very beautiful.

It is hard to imagine that such a creature could be bred in this era full of rough violence.This young man is like the most exquisite glass product.

Just looking at the outside, no one would have imagined that his inside would be so turbulent and thrilling.

Ying Baoyue quietly stared at the boy's profile.

She has returned from his body.

"mother……"

Before seeing the scene in Li Ji's body, she had never thought that these two completely opposite things were actually happening repeatedly in one person's body.

But the price of doing so is that during the attack, he has to bear the pain compressed for a whole day and suffer inhuman torture.

The moonlight casts through the tiles, and because of the close distance, her eyelashes cast a small shadow on Li Ji's face.

In a sense, the child's mother died because of him.

Ying Baoyue lowered her eyelashes.

How will this child survive in the future?

When Ying Baoyue was investigating Li Ji's body, he also understood why he appeared to be in pain at certain times.

"Hmm," Xiao Li Ji shook his head in his sleep, resisting with little strength.

Ying Baoyue was taken aback.

Because of the change of position, Xiao Li Ji waved his arm on the quilt.She suddenly noticed that one of his hands had been clenched into a fist, clenched tightly.

I don't know if the word "sister" has magic power, Xiao Li Ji frowned in his sleep, and slowly let go of his fingers.

Since he was born, he was doomed not to live until he was a teenager, and he has been tortured by severe pain in his body since he could remember, and judging from the child's sleep talk, he should have never been loved by his parents.

A familiar female voice came from behind her, Ying Baoyue didn't listen carefully, it was nothing more than scolding her.

Ying Baoyue squatted down, and lightly cracked that small fist.

She didn't know what happened to the child's father, but she knew that the child's mother must be dead.

Even though his palm was bleeding, he didn't let go of it.

An extremely strange emotion suddenly filled her heart, which caught her off guard.

Ying Baoyue's heart skipped a beat, is this headband a relic of Li Ji's mother?
She put the hair tie back into Li Ji's palm, and the young man immediately calmed down, clutching the simple hair tie, like an insecure child grasping the only thing that could make him feel at ease, curled up again go to sleep,

Ying Baoyue couldn't help but stare blankly.

She really didn't know with what kind of will the child was supported to live to such an age.

Not every moment, but every moment.

Ying Baoyue froze when she saw this headband.

Ying Baoyue had no choice but to lower her head to coax him, "Show me, I won't take it."

They were all very trivial things, saying who they had met and what they had learned, but not a word about the suffering they had suffered.

No, does he really want to live in the first place?
Ying Baoyue stood up, staring at the small body on the bed.It was estimated that the time for the onset of pain was coming, Xiao Li Ji's body curled up as if he had a premonition, ready to resist the daily torture.

"mother!"

On the boy's bloody palm lay a hair tie.

The pain of tearing the meridian is the most unbearable pain in life for a practitioner, but this child has been enduring it since birth.

Contrary to the quiet appearance, Xiao Li Ji's body is like the inside of a crater. Various forces are rushing and colliding in his body like molten lava, and his meridians are constantly being broken and reborn.

Ying Baoyue stared at the boy's profile and sighed softly.

Was it really better for him to be alive?
Just when she was lost in thought, the boy on the bed suddenly babbled.

Without the nurturing of his mother, without the care of his father, he is now forced to such a desolate place alone.

Does this hair tie have any special meaning to her?
Before Ying Baoyue could sort out her thoughts, Xu Shi's hair tie was taken away, and Xiao Li Ji on the bed waved his hands and struggled.

A cyan embroidered headband, with green dragons and the word "Ji" tattooed on it, was almost stained red by Li Ji's blood.

Xiao Li Ji's body should have evolved a self-protection function under the daily pain.After all, if the body feeds back pain to the brain all the time, the human spirit will be overwhelmed sooner or later.

Because for him, this is the pain he suffers every day.

There was no change of expression on her face, a ray of morning light hit her side face through the paper window.

In this way, Xiao Li Ji can at least stay awake at other times, except that he will be in pain at a fixed time every day.

If she were asked to describe Li Ji's body, Ying Baoyue could only think of these two words.

No matter what she encounters, those hard but happy years spent with Master supported her, so she can overcome any difficulties.

Ying Baoyue suddenly understood why Li Ji dared to rush to Nanchu and Ji Mo to be tough, even if the meridians of his body were interrupted, he was not afraid.

In this world, some people are born rich and noble, some people are born poor and humble, and some people are born happy.

But for Xiao Li Ji, what is his happiness?

A woman who gave birth to such a child must not survive.

He seemed to be talking vaguely, Ying Baoyue bent down and listened.

Li Ji, on the other hand, was born in pain.

Just like no matter how terrible things she encountered on the battlefield back then, she had a belief in her heart that she wanted to go back, and she wanted to return to Master's side.

Not only no, but can't.

Ying Baoyue straightened up.

In the face of desperation, Li Ji's body chose to concentrate the pain accumulated every moment into a fixed time feedback, making it a regular attack.

Generally speaking, if a person wants to resist pain, he needs the same degree of happiness in exchange.

But at this time, for some reason, Ying Baoyue felt her chest was hit hard when she touched this hairband with her own hands.

As soon as he let go, a stream of blood came out, and Ying Baoyue saw that his nails were split, and the palm was engraved with blood marks from the nails.

Ying Baoyue stretched out her hand stiffly, and picked up the hair tie.

She is no stranger to this headband. When she strayed into the illusion in Li Ji's mind before, she had seen Li Zhao use it to comb little Li Ji's hair.

"mother……"

Destruction and rebirth.

She really should be scolded, because she doesn't know whether the decision she made at this time is right.

Just like she once asked her master a question.If the gods let Lin Shubai return to the age of 15, when she saw the swaddling baby hanging in the cloud forest, would she still choose to hug it back?

Lin Shubai patted her head and smiled.

"meeting."

(End of this chapter)