Big Moon Ballad

Chapter 388 Brother
"An songs……"

Ying Baoyue was startled when he heard the words, but Ji Qingyuan on the other side was also startled after finishing speaking.

"It's strange," he put his hand on his forehead, "Mum, she actually talked to me a lot that day."

But it was this sentence that impressed him the most.

On that day, he had a long-lost conversation with his mother for the first time.

In the past, even when she came to see him and his sister, the mother only stayed for a while, and Lin Baoyue did most of the things she wanted to convey.

Although it was rumored that Shao Siming Ying Baoyue might have died in an accident, he always remembered his mother's words "she will come when she can see you", and waited hard in Qing'an Yuan.

But that sister never showed up that year, and he was always very disturbed by the turmoil outside.Just after more than half of that year, when his uneasiness reached its peak, he didn't wait for Lin Baoyue, but his mother.

Thinking about it now, my mother was actually very abnormal that day.

But at that time, he didn't have enough experience to think too much, he was just immersed in the first novel experience.

It was the first time he saw such a talkative mother, and it was also the first time he felt the affection and warmth of blood and family from his mother.

This is the first time, but also the last time.

"It's the first time for my mother to cook for me and An Ge." Ji Qingyuan raised his head and smiled at Ying Baoyue, which seemed to be crying in Ying Baoyue's eyes.

"But what she cooks is not as delicious as yours." Ji Qingyuan laughed, "She herself admitted at the time that her cooking skills are far from yours, so let us make do with it."

Of course, no matter what it was made of, both he and An Ge ate it up.

"She pulled An Ge and me to her side, and told us a lot about her life in Nanchu." Ji Qingyuan looked at Ying Baoyue, with a smile on his lips, "and mentioned that she picked you up." time."

Ying Baoyue was startled.

"An Ge was too young at the time, and probably couldn't understand a lot of words." The young man said in a young voice, "She may not remember what mother said to her."

But he remembers.

"Mother wants An Ge to remember that it doesn't matter even if she doesn't know what she looks like, but she still has a sister." Ji Qingyuan looked at Ying Baoyue and said every word.

Ying Baoyue stood there in a daze.

"At that time, I didn't understand why my mother would say that it doesn't matter if you don't know what you look like," Ji Qingyuan looked at the girl in front of her and clenched her fists.And it wasn't until Ying Baoyue said that she was actually dead that he didn't understand.

At that time, his mother already knew that it was impossible for the young Ji Ange to see their sister again in this life.

"At the same time, my mother also apologized to me," Ji Qingyuan stared at Ying Baoyue and said, "She said that she had ignored us all the time, and she also knew that many people outside accused her. If she couldn't keep the child by her side, why did she have to give birth?"

This is also the cry that Ji Qingyuan hid in his heart when he was very young.

Looking at other people's parents, it's not like he didn't think about it, why should he and Ji Ange be born?
It's not that he doesn't know how difficult it is for his mother to be in that position and the status antagonism between his parents, but knowing that doesn't mean he can accept it.

After all, since the relationship between the two is so complicated, why did he and An Ge have to be questioned in this world?
"My mother told me that when she knew about my existence, she also thought about not having this child," Ji Qingyuan said lightly, and Ying Baoyue opened her eyes wide in surprise for the first time.

Master never told her why Ji Qingyuan was born.Back then when she knew that Master had Ji Mo's child, even when she was planning to give birth without getting married, she felt very complicated.

But she didn't ask a word.If Master didn't tell her, she wouldn't ask, and she respected that person's choice.

"Mother said that of course she has reasons why she is reluctant to give up her child as a mother," Ji Qingyuan looked into Ying Baoyue's eyes, "but there is also a very important reason because a friend once said a word to her."

"If anything happens to you, Baoyue will be alone in this world."

Baoyue will be alone in this world.

Ying Baoyue stood in the moonlight in a daze, looking at the young man who said these words in front of her, but it was the woman's voice that rang in her ears.

"Mother said that although she is very sorry for me, she is not willing to let you be so lonely and wants to leave at least one relative for you."

A gust of night wind brushed the girl's temples by her ears.

Ying Baoyue was hit by these words and raised her head in a daze, looking at Ji Qingyuan in front of her.

Ji Qingyuan watched her quietly, the smile on his face did not fade away.

The mother's various moods were intertwined, so he was born.In a sense, he can be said to be born for the woman in front of him.

But when his mother confessed to him, he didn't feel sad.On the one hand, he knew very well that his birth was not the only reason, and on the other hand, he also wanted to protect the person his mother wanted to protect.

In the calm narrative of his mother, Ji Qingyuan also understood the reason why she had been so indifferent to them all this time.

At the beginning, the mother did not think that both he and Ji Ange would be born as practitioners of the seventh rank. She did not want him and his sister to suffer the same fate of being coveted and displaced as their sister, so she had to send them to the Southern Chu State Division government.

Although so much resentment in the past will not disappear in a while.

But after his mother told him everything, Ji Qingyuan felt relieved.

At that time, he had only one wish left.

"The only thing I wanted to ask my mother," Ji Qingyuan looked at Ying Baoyue, "is your whereabouts."

However, on that day, no matter what he asked, his mother answered, except for this question, his mother did not answer.

"But my mother told me that no matter what happens, she will find you." Ji Qingyuan stared into Ying Baoyue's eyes and said quietly, the back of the woman getting up and leaving appeared in front of her eyes.

"Okay, I'm leaving," the woman stood at the door of Qing'an Yuan and finally turned around, looking at a pair of young children sitting under the eaves.

Looking at Ji Ange who looked confused, she smiled, and finally her eyes fell on her elder son.

"I am leaving."

"Qingyuan, I will leave An Ge to you."

Ji Qingyuan stared into Ying Baoyue's eyes and said these words.

"This is the last sentence my mother said to me." He said quietly.

"Let's go..." Ying Baoyue repeated softly, digging her nails into her palms.

There was a bloody smell in the air, and she raised her head to look at the bright moon in the sky, as if she was looking at the figure of the woman who left Qing'an Yuan on a moonlit night.

Hearing this, anyone who knows what happened later will not understand what Lin Shubai was doing at that time.

"Qingyuan, I will leave An Ge to you."

This sentence is like confessing a will.

Ji Qingyuan also raised his head and looked in the direction of Qing'an Yuan.

The result is the last word.

That sentence is gone, that is farewell.

"I've finished what I know," Ji Qingyuan looked at Ying Baoyue and said, "Combined with your memory at that time, can you hear something from it?"

Ying Baoyue didn't have the memories he said, but from what she said just now, she got an extremely important message.

That is.

That was seven years ago, before the accident happened to Chief Commander Lin Shubai.

"Master, she knew in advance that she might die." Ying Baoyue stared at Ji Qingyuan quietly.

(End of this chapter)