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Chapter 438 [Don't want to stay in this garbage life for a second? 】

[It's too difficult, I finally figured out a few places.

I'm really asking for trouble, I have to make this kind of plot difficulty for myself... I actually regret it. 】

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Chapter 430 [This garbage life doesn't want to stay for a second? 】

"Don't call BOSS, just call Xiao Bailian." Chen Nuo gave a bitter smile.

Well, this kind of scene is not like the scene of the return of the Dragon King after the eight-year period has come.It's even more unlikely that the three girls ran to Chen Nuo crying and crawling, knelt down and shouted "Lord," that kind of embarrassing scene.

The three girls, whether it was a firefly, a hummingbird, or a little blueberry, were all stunned, staring at Chen Nuo with wide eyes, looking up and down, up and down, up and down, and their eyes seemed to want to. like eating people.

Chen Nuo didn't care about such eyes at all, but first slowly began to tell:

"This is 2002.

To be precise, I died on December 2021, 12.

After I died, for some reason I don't know now, I went back to December 2000, 12.

Different timelines are also different time and space, similar to crossing.

The only difference is that in the time and space I returned to in 2000, I did not exist in this world.

Rather, it seems to have put my soul on the body of another ordinary person with the same name and surname.

I've been in this world for over two years now, and at the same time, in this world, I've gotten to know all three of you and, well, others.

But because I don't exist on this timeline, and the time starts in 2000, you don't know me on this timeline at the beginning.I found you again according to the memory of my life before my death.

Li Yingwan, I am in...

Hummingbird, I went to Mount Everest and found you who was still in a schizophrenic state...

And Kaoru Saijo, I went to Tokyo and found you who was trying to hunt down the leader of the Truth Society..."

Chen Nuo quickly narrated for a few minutes before continuing:

"Afterwards, on this timeline, we re-acquainted and reconnected.

But for the three of you in this world, there is no memory of my previous life—that is to say, in this life, the environment in which you live has largely stayed in the world of ordinary people.

Then, I provoke a very strong opponent.

What happened tonight, to be precise, at this moment, we are not in the real world, but in a memory world in my mind, but the opponent outside has a very powerful force, according to my brain The memory in it, and a part of the material world is copied out, which is Jinling City.

I was brought into this space by the other party, and the other party wanted to catch me and ask me something very special.

And what I don't understand is why you got here too.

What I can't understand even more is:
Why in this place, you... become you! - Can you understand this sentence?

Your current appearance is obviously what you looked like in 2002, but you have the memories of three people in my past life memories - you call me BOSS!

This is a paradox that I don't understand right now.

So... that's about the situation right now. "

When Chen Nuo said this, he sighed: "Now, tell me about your situation."

By the time Chen Nuo finished speaking, about 15 minutes had passed.

During these 15 minutes, the three girls did not say a word, but listened to Chen Nuo's story very quietly, without interjecting or asking any urgent questions.

This confirms Chen Nuo's judgment.

The three girls in front of me are not just Li Yingwan, Niwei Er, and Xicheng Kaoru!Not Li Yingwan Niwei Er Xicheng Kaoru in 2002.

It's the fireflies, hummingbirds, and little blueberries from a previous life!

Because, when faced with a crisis or dilemma, you can keep calm, suppress your doubts and desire to express yourself, have excellent self-control, listen first, rather than hurriedly questioning or something else.

This is the literacy created by the Yama team in the previous life.

The problem is, Chen Nuo couldn't understand why they appeared here!
Then, after being silent for more than ten minutes, the three girls looked at each other, and Li Yingwan was the first to speak.

"I remember, I'm dead."

Chen Nuo frowned.

"I was on a mission in London, and the mission was very successful. After I was evacuated, I got a message from the fox, asking everyone to enter a period of silence, and then the fox told me that this is the order you left before you died... "

When Li Yingwan said these words, her tone was very calm, as if when she was talking about suicide, she was not talking about herself at all.

The look of taking one's own fate as if it were not fatal is exactly what Chen Nuo is most familiar with, the style of the firefly in his previous life.

"...Then I died, but after I died, I suddenly woke up and found that I was already here." After Li Yingwan finished speaking, she closed her mouth and still stared at Chen Nuo with her eyes.

Chen Nuo's heart sank!

This woman actually committed suicide for herself?
Then Chen Nuo looked at the other two.

Neville whispered: "I'm in the same situation as Firefly, and it should be about the same time. I was on a capture mission, and then I got news from the fox, I..."

"You're dead too?" Chen Nuo sighed.

"You are gone, everyone should feel that there is no point in living." Niwei Er's tone was very flat.

"What about you?!" Chen Nuo gritted his teeth and looked at Xicheng Kaoru.

Xicheng Kaoru didn't speak, but stared at Chen Nuo with complicated eyes, and then, after a while, the neon little evil star whispered: "You dragged us out of hell, but let go of yourself. Gone - it's not fair to us!"

Chen Nuo understood - this Shenjingbing child also killed himself.

"It's not like I want to die!" Chen Nuo couldn't help cursing.

He jumped up from the ground, first pulled Neville up from a low voice, and then threw her onto the bed with a flick of his hand, making her sit side by side with the two guys wrapped in the quilt, and then pointed at the three The nose cursed:

"Do you really think that I want to die? I have been fighting with myself for eight years at sea! One day, one hour, one minute, one second is not missing!

That tumor cell in my brain is desperately trying to kill me, and I struggle with it every day!I was suffering from severe headaches and physical weakness every second!Painkillers have no effect on me at all, the pain transmitted from the central nervous system, tormented me without even a second of rest.

I even tried splitting my personality and splitting myself into different consciousnesses, trying to avoid this pain, even for a moment.

Do you think that I gave up the struggle, and I gave up on you?
Grass! ! ! "

The three girls didn't speak, just stared at Chen Nuo.

"I... I can't fight anymore." Chen Nuo's tone softened: "At the end, I could feel my body dying bit by bit, and my life force being bit by bit by that. The phagocytosis of cells that I do not understand is occupying my body, my brain, and my consciousness bit by bit.

I tried everything I could think of!I tried to find a breakthrough in my ability, thinking that breaking through the realm would change the situation.

But I can't find the direction!

For the last year, I had suicidal thoughts at least three times a day almost every day, and then I was forcing myself to grind that thought away, kill it! "

Speaking of which, Chen Nuo turned pale and whispered, "...Where are the others?"

The three girls did not speak.

Chen Nuo's face gradually turned paler.

Li Yingwan suddenly lowered her head, and quickly spewed out a sharp blade from her tongue, sipped it on her lips, and with a slight bow, cut the curtain rope on the quilt.

And Kaoru Nishicheng ripped open the quilt with his fingers, and shook the broken quilt aside, regardless of the cotton wool that fell out of it.

The three girls jumped off the bed together and walked to Chen Nuo's side.

"I know what you were thinking about in those eight years." Saicheng Kaoru said in a low voice, "You think we are domestic animals and have been domesticated. You chop us up, then hide on the boat and imprison yourself.

You think this is a kind of release, you want us to be like those lions and tigers that have been raised, throw us back into nature, and you let us go.

Do you think that in this way, we can let those of us feel wild and restore our wildness...

If it weren't for us...you'd actually want to die a long time ago, didn't you?

If it weren't for us... you actually, you probably wouldn't have waited so long for eight years to choose to end your life long ago.

is not it? "

Saying that, Xicheng Kaoru has slowly knelt down in front of Chen Nuo, then stretched out his hand, hugged Chen Nuo gently, and whispered, "I know that your struggle is very difficult and painful... Your eight years of pain were actually eaten for our sake."

"...But we are not the beasts you domesticated." Li Yingwan also said softly, she grabbed Chen Nuo's hand and took a deep breath: "Boss, you are not the master who domesticated us. We do not need you to domesticate or domesticate us. release.

I actually feel like I'm already dead, I'm dead very, very early.

The only reason I stay in this world is because you are in this world.

You feel like you're waiting for us, with your perseverance and fight against the pain, we're here to fight for the time to get back to the wild.

But you know it or not, for me.

The only reason I stay in this world is to wait for you. "

"Yes, BOSS, you think you are accompanying us. But in fact, we are actually accompanying you." Niwei Er also sighed, walked behind Chen Nuo, and hugged his head gently, whispered in his ear:
"To me, it seems like I was saved by you and lived.

But in fact, in my heart, I feel that every minute and every second of living in this world is painful and a huge torture!

In this world that makes me miserable, I don't want to stay for another second!
The only reason I'm still alive is that I just want to be with you.

Because you want me to live, I can't die.

Because in this world, you are still alive, and I will continue to stay in this world in order to accompany you.

Boss ah...

Do you really not understand?
Each of us has long wanted to live, and have no nostalgia for this world.

In my mind, this life is already over.

I just thought, for the rest of my life, it would be good to have one more minute, one more day, one month, one year... Or ten years more, decades more...

It doesn't matter.

I just stay in this world, waiting for you.

When you die, I can leave with you.

Like a train, I've long wanted to get off.

But because you want to continue to ride, I can only stay with you and wait for the moment you get off. "

Li Yingwan listened and sneered: "Ha! Although I've been looking at you all the time, this idea of ​​yours fits my heart very well.

Just kidding BOSS, even sometimes, I'm a little impatient waiting for you.

I sometimes think: When will the boss die, I'm waiting in this world, I really can't wait any longer..."

Chen Nuo's face suddenly became extremely exciting.

What is this...what is it?

What kind of deep well ice have I raised! ! !
What is this called?
Don't want to wait a second for this trash life? ? ?

and also……

"Actually, BOSS, if you really hope that after you die, I can continue to live, you have made a mistake.

You shouldn't have pushed me away every time I tried to climb on your bed.

If you accept me very early and let me have a child with you, maybe after you die, I will still have a reason to live. "

This is what Li Yingwan said.

Well, Chen Nuo knows that Li Yingwan is one of the most paranoid, extreme, and neurotic among his gang...

However, when Li Yingwan said this, Niwei Er and Xicheng Kaoru nodded seriously, with a look of approval.

Chen Nuo: "..."

Then, Xicheng Xun suddenly said: "What exactly is this place? Isn't this the BOSS's hometown in Jinling, China?"

"Obviously it's here." Li Yingwan also turned her head and looked around.

Nivelle went even further. She went straight to the side and started looking at the bookshelves on the cabinets on the wall, those tapes, and the star posters on the wall.

"It seems to be no different from an ordinary young boy's bedroom."

"Boss spent his adolescence here, right? Maybe there is a TT hidden in the drawer? Go and see if there is a cardboard box with an adult pictorial under the bed."

Chen Nuo waved his hand helplessly: "Don't talk nonsense, this is Huaxia, and the life of young people in Huaxia is different from the kind you know..."

Seeing that these three girls seem to be curious, they plan to look it up... Chen Nuo quickly shouted: "Okay, come over and discuss our current situation!"

"It doesn't matter, since you are here, what we do next is up to you to decide. If you succeed, everyone will go out from here.

If you fail, you've already died once anyway, so it doesn't matter if you die here. "

These words came from the mouth of Li Yingwan, who was the most "ill".

However, it seemed that Neville and Kaoru Nishijo didn't have any objection.

"Okay, let's start now, discuss the action." Chen Nuo had to take a "Yan Luo" gesture, took a deep breath, and lowered his voice: "Come over and sit down!"

The three girls stopped eagerly trying to search the room.

"There's still one thing I haven't figured out yet, it's you!" Chen Nuo said slowly: "It's definitely not me who brought you in... If it's that opponent—then he brought you in, it should be the other three.

Can I understand what I mean?
You, it shouldn't be you! "

The timeline doesn't match!
I died on December 2021, 12 in my last life, and when I woke up, I went back to 23—two years ago!

And Li Yingwan and the others committed suicide on the same day as herself in their previous lives!But she woke up, but now!

Why is that?
If it was [Group Wear], everyone should have appeared together two years ago, not two years after they came to this world, and the three of them's souls came late and appeared in this ghost place.

Kaoru Nishicheng is the best and calmest among the three.

Little Blueberry thought about it carefully: "Logically, either the boss did it. Or the opponent outside did it!
If neither of you have done it.

Then the problem can only appear in the space of this world! "

"The space of this world is a replica - similar to a mirror world."

"Pure material world, material world without life. All statements here, including us, are foreign."

"And, apart from the so-called time line difference, is there any other difference?
The time of our three souls, from the time of our death in our previous life, to the time when our soul suddenly passed through now, is later than the resurrection time of the BOSS - this is the difference in the timeline.

If we say that it is the particularity of this space world that caused the three of us to be resurrected here.

So where is the spatial particularity of this world?
In other words, in the end, there is something in this world space that only exists here, and the real world outside does not exist!

This difference may be the reason why the three of us will be resurrected here.

Logically, that's all I can deduce. "

In the end, it was Kaoru Saijo who made the inference.

Then, she sighed softly: "I'm not good at this kind of analysis. If it were... Niutou or a fox would be here. Well, Niutou is the best at using brains."

Speaking of this, Li Yingwan's eyes suddenly lit up: "BOSS, you experienced in 2002, the real world outside, you just mentioned the current situation of the three of us... What about the others?"

"Yes, Niu Tou is only ten years old now, right?" Niweier's eyes also lit up.

Chen Nuo thought for a while and replied, "I found all our members.

The situation of the three of you has just been mentioned.

then……

Iris is still at home, living with the Qingyunmen where she lives. According to my observation, there should be no tragedy.

As for the fox...well, her situation is special, but it shouldn't be a surprise for the time being.

And the bull's head..."

She... won't be still following that nasty woman! "Li Yingwan frowned.

Niwei Er also seemed to remember this, and frowned at Chen Nuo: "Although that woman has some friendship with my family, I also hate her very much!

Now, in this age of the timeline, should she still be alive? "

Uh……

Alive.

Not only alive, but also gave birth to a daughter with me.

Chen Nuo smiled bitterly in his heart.

He knew very well how disgusted these people under him were to Lu Xixi.

They have never concealed this disgust.

The only difference is Yu Naitang. After Yu Naitang was brought back by himself, these people just managed not to mention the deer in front of Yu Naitang.

This has also created a special situation that has continued within the Yama Organization.

In terms of intelligence, planning ability, and mind, Yu Naitang is actually the best one.

After all, white-haired loli are geniuses.

But in fact, within the Yama Organization, the people who have been planning all operations, commanding behind the scenes, and liaison and commanding roles during operations are all foxes.

And fox, in fact, everyone knows that her brain is not comparable to Yu Naitang.

It's just that, although they are all members of the Yama Organization, everyone has an intentional or unintentional relationship with Yu Naitang, and they are separated by a layer.

There is actually only one reason: Yu Naitang once followed [that woman].

Of course, don't think that everyone is huddled together to isolate Yu Naitang.

In fact, within the Yama Organization, there is no such thing as these Shenjing Ice children who can hold a group and have a deep friendship with each other-this kind of boring scene is impossible.

A group of guys who don't even want to live, how could they still have feelings for others.

No fee is that everyone is living with Chen Nuo.

Between each other, it is only a peer relationship in the gang, and there is no personal relationship at all.

There will be absolute trust in each other - but this absolute trust is based on the logic of [because Chen Nuo absolutely trusts you, so I also absolutely trust you].

There is no affection for each other.

The only emotional bond is Chen Nuo, and only Chen Nuo.

As for each other's views on other people inside, it is nothing more than: You are capable, and I accept it.And Chen Nuo absolutely trusts you, so I absolutely trust you.

Even when acting together, I can sacrifice myself to save you when needed - so that the task can be completed, not that I really have feelings for you and sacrifice for you.

This is a group of Shenjing ice children who have no emotional fetters, but are gathered together because of Chen Nuo.

This can also be seen from the fact that in this replica world, after suddenly waking up, the three of them were clearly in the same room, but they did not immediately identify their identities.

There is not much warmth and affection between them.

The tacit understanding of absolute trust and absolute cooperation in the previous life is still there, but after waking up, because there is no Chen Nuo, he will not choose to trust each other immediately.

"Yu Naitang is still following her teacher." Chen Nuo replied vaguely.

Then, he began to carefully consider Kaoru Saijo's thoughts.

If it's not a human problem, then there's something wrong with this copied space world.

In the end, what is there in this dimension, which does not exist in the real world outside?
Then there is an answer in front of you!
This own "home"!
If, this world is completely copied by the fourth seed according to the real world outside - according to its own memory.

Then, this "home" should not exist.

Because outside in 2002, this place doesn't exist.

This place only existed in a previous life.

Chen Nuo expressed his thoughts.

Nivelle immediately revealed another detail: "The opponent just now floated and searched outside the stairs before destroying the building outside, and he clearly passed our window and looked inside.

But it was as if he didn't see us at all. "

"So...he can't see us?" Li Yingwan asked.

"No!" Xicheng Kaoru's eyes lit up: "Maybe, it's not that he can't see us! It's that he looked in from the window, and what he saw was not this room at all!!"

Chen Nuo's heart moved!
What I saw was not this room, not my own home!
What he saw...is the world under the replica of the timeline he was reborn in 2002...then this is not his own home, but the home of another person in this world.

So... it's still a split-level space!
"My home only exists in my memory, it should not exist in the world of this timeline.

I came here after my rebirth, and this is no longer my home.

But here..."

Chen Nuo sighed.

He clearly remembered that this copy space was copied by the fourth seed according to his own memory.

So... when he was copying, he accidentally copied in the memories of his previous life? !
So these three...

Aren't they real people, just a simulated soul from the memory of their previous life?
no...no...

The fourth seed said that life cannot be reproduced.

Wait a moment! ! !
Only the place that exists in the memory of my previous life! ! !

In Jinling City, there is such a home.

So... what about outside Jinling City? !

If the two timelines are different, and the split-level space is caused...

"Boss, what are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking..." Chen Nuo whispered: "In this so-called 'copy space', is the scope limited to Jinling City?

What is the place outside Jinling City? "

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"You really shouldn't do this."

Beneath the big tree, just behind Shenzong Ichiro, Xi De cut through the space and walked out slowly.

He was still wearing an apron and held a spoon in his hand.

After walking in, Sid looked at Ichiro Shenzong who turned back and smiled at him, shook his head and said, "So, are you allied with him?"

"Of course not, it's just limited cooperation, it's an isolated incident." Shenzong Ichiro said lightly: "And, according to the rules, I didn't shoot your chosen person, and I didn't cause him fatal damage."

"But you blocked it here." Cid pointed to the gray cat lying under the tree.

The gray cat hugged its head and huddled up.

"Is it Chen Nuo's protector? If a contestant provides protection to other contestants' chosen ones, can I understand that you are allied with this guy who likes to be a cat?" asked in a serious tone.

"Don't get involved with me! I'm not an ally of anyone, I abstain! Meow!!!" The gray cat immediately raised its paws.

"Look, it said it itself, it will not provide protection for Chen Nuo. Therefore, there is no such logic as [I blocked it]." Shenzong Ichiro sighed.

Sid looked calm: "Okay, I accept your statement. Now, you can go.

But...he's breaking the rules.Attacking my chosen one would be a decisive battle against me.

Are you planning to watch the fight here? "

"Of course not." Shenzong Ichiro made a "please" gesture: "If you think he challenged you, then you can take action against him.

However, he is not here now either. "

Sid stared at Soujiro Shenzou for a few seconds, then suddenly laughed.

Then, he said in a very strange tone: "Sometimes, I'm actually curious about one thing.

Are you smarter or dumber than I thought.

Extract the split space...

This idea may be genius.

But... Could it be that this approach contains fatal flaws and dangers, do you really not know? "

Ichiro Shenzong frowned.

Sid suddenly smiled: "Understood... So you don't understand."

"Know what?"

"If Chen Nuo is used as the coordinate, the world in his cognition is extracted and separated as a cage of imprisonment.

Yes, but he shouldn't go in.

Go in... Then Chen Nuo may easily kill him!
Don't you understand this? "

Shenzong Ichiro's face was solemn.

And the gray cat lying there suddenly lit up!
After it looked at Cid in surprise, it quickly lowered its head and covered its eyes with its claws, as if not wanting Cid to notice his gaze.

Sid actually sat down, sitting next to the gray cat.

He seemed to leisurely stretch out his hand and gently stroked the grey cat's back a few times, then took out the biscuits from his pocket, took a bite, and said with a faint smile while chewing, "Why don't we just wait here and see? Look……

See if he can get out of it alive. "

Shenzong Ichiro thought about it seriously: "It's just a space split based on Chen Nuo's memory and cognition. He is not the god of space, and he didn't create space.

If you want to scare me with the setting of third-rate novels, what do you say, Chen Nuo's world Chen Nuo can make rules at will... This kind of words can't deceive me. "

"Of course, even if it is a space split according to Chen Nuo's memory, he cannot control that space. The world was not created by him, and he is only a part of the world.

In terms of absolute strength comparison, Chen Nuo is not an opponent.

But...you all overlooked a question.

If it is said that the world is scaled by the coordinates of individual life...

The space you split based on Chen Nuo's memory.

There is only one anchor of space!It was Chen Nuo himself! "

(End of this chapter)