you are my joy

Chapter 1712 Beach BBQ (4)

"Can I be in the same situation as that girl? She can't recognize her own heart, and I..."

"And you just simply don't dare to take a step forward."

Ning Yuxi took her words, put down the chicken wings in her hand, pulled out a piece of paper to wipe off the remaining sauce on her fingertips, and said leisurely:
"Manman, whether it's because you dare not accept this relationship, or An An doesn't understand what she wants, the result is no progress, so what's the difference between you and An An?"

Looking at the endless sea in the distance, Jian Ximan slowly opened her lips.

"The difference is...she hasn't seen how sweetly a man cheats a woman, and what disgusting things he does when he wants to abandon her.

From the bottom of her heart, she believes in love, but I don't. "

Even now, she has completely abandoned her prejudice against Zhu Jingjing and believes that he is sincere to her, but she does not believe that the shelf life of love will be a lifetime.

Who can guarantee that in this lifetime, she will not betray her and not change her mind?
Ning Yuxi's bright red lips gradually tightened, the smile in her eyes disappeared completely, and her voice was cold and indifferent.

"Patriarch Jian did use some means to get your mother back then. His thoughts on your mother were not pure at all. Later, he got what he wanted, so he abandoned your mother all the time. But Ah Jing Unlike Patriarch Jane, he just likes you, or do you think that Ah Jing has other purposes in approaching you?"

Jian Ximan pulled her lips and chuckled lightly.

"What purpose does he have? He is the aloof heir of the Zhu family. I am a small editor of a magazine. What can he get from me?"

In their identities, no one would think that Zhu Jingjing had other purposes for approaching her.

I'm afraid that even if he looks at her, he will feel that he is blind.

"Since you understand everything, why do you still..."

Before Ning Yuxi could finish speaking, Jian Ximan interrupted her.

"Xixi, once some scars are left, they last forever."

The scars on the body may be completely removed, but how to remove the scars on the mind.

The shadow of her childhood has always been her childhood nightmare.

Even now, she can stop thinking about it, but she can't accept a relationship sincerely.

It's not because she doesn't believe in Zhu Jingjing's feelings for her, but because she's afraid that he can turn around gracefully after being excited, leaving her sad.

In the end, she ended up with the same fate as her mother.

Ning Yuxi knew what she was afraid of, and a sigh escaped from her lips.

"Manman, since you are willing to take the first step, why don't you try to take another step? How can you be sure that what your mother has experienced, you will experience it again?"

Jian Ximan listened to Ning Yuxi's words, and stared at the endless sea in a daze.

yes……

She really wasn't sure.

But she dared not gamble.

She couldn't afford to lose this bet.

……

The girls chatted while eating, and their laughter rang out from time to time on the beach. Even Fang Yixuan participated in it, occasionally making them laugh out loud. She didn't have any pretensions of elders, she looked like a naughty girl.

Seeing that Lu Yuting was still busy with barbecue in the distance, Ning Yuxi didn't eat a single bite from the beginning to the end, so she walked over with her plate.

"Fill your stomach first, rest for a while and then bake."

She held the plate in front of him with both hands, signaling him to eat quickly.

"you eat first."

Lu Yuting looked up at her, then lowered his head and sprinkled some seasonings to continue roasting.

Ning Yuxi continued to raise her hand in front of him, her tone was a little more forceful.

"The little things in the stomach let you eat."

Lu Yuting was amused by her cute words, and his playful eyes swept across her abdomen and landed on her pretty face.

"He probably hasn't formed yet, how do you know he let me eat?"

"He's in my stomach, I knew it!"

Ning Yuxi looked at him coldly, and signaled him to eat quickly with his eyes, Lu Yuting turned his head slightly, and opened his mouth.

"feed me."

Ning Yuxi was not pretentious, and directly picked up the meat skewers from the plate and fed them to the man's mouth.

Lu Yuting bit off a piece of meat, turned over the meat on the stove while eating, and said:
"Stand farther away, the smoke is a bit big and it's easy to choke you."

"It's not that exaggerated."

Ning Yuxi chuckled, walked to the table where the fruits and cakes were placed, put down the plate with the meat skewers in her hand, and ran her fingertips over the various fruits.

Suddenly, she stopped on an orange, and a sly light flashed in her eyes.

After she squeezed some juice, she took a piece of Tiramisu Melaleuca.

Walking back to Lu Yuting's side, Ning Yuxi held the squeezed juice to Lu Yuting's mouth.

"Try it."

Lu Yuting lowered his head and bit the straw.

A sip of orange juice entered his throat, and the sour taste instantly exploded between his mouth and mouth. Lu Yuting felt that his teeth were going to be sore, and he couldn't help but frowned tightly.

If it wasn't for the smell of oranges on his lips and teeth, Lu Yuting would have wondered if what she gave him was lemon juice.

"Is it delicious?" Ning Yuxi saw all his reactions in his eyes, and looked at him with a smile, as if there were stars in his eyes, clear and bright.

Lu Yuting swallowed his sour saliva and nodded.

"is acceptable."

As soon as he finished speaking, he picked up the meat skewers on the plate and took a bite to ease the soreness in his mouth.

Ning Yuxi suppressed the corner of her mouth that was about to rise, and lifted the juice to his mouth again.

"Then drink more."

"I'm not thirsty yet, you put it aside first, and I'll drink it after the meat is roasted."

"But this is the juice I squeezed myself."

Ning Yuxi twitched her brows slightly, and there was a hint of disappointment between her brows and eyes. She continued to raise the man's mouth tentatively, and looked at him expectantly.

Lu Yuting couldn't bear to see her aggrieved and expectant little eyes the most, his heart softened instantly, he opened his mouth to bite the straw, Ning Yuxi suddenly withdrew his hand and raised it to her mouth, opened his mouth to bite the straw, I took a sip of orange juice.

"It's obviously very sour, why force yourself."

Her small face was filled with a triumphant smile, but there was no trace of grievance in her eyes.

Lu Yuting slowly narrowed his eyes, calmly put the meat skewers on the stove aside, and put his hands on the table.

"Trick me on purpose?"

Ning Yuxi leaned against the edge of the table, bit her straw and raised her eyebrows triumphantly.

"So what if it was intentional?"

Lu Yuting let out a low laugh, and there was a delicate soft light in his black eyes, and the love in his eyes was almost overflowing.

"What can I do, can I still beat you up? Normally, I have plenty of ways to punish you. Now that you are protected by this little thing that gets in the way, I can't beat or scold you, and I have to protect you carefully. How dare you What to do with you!"

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