you are my joy

Chapter 2165 Concerns
Jian Ximan's body became stiffer and stiffer, and the solemn and depressive atmosphere in the office made her almost breathless.

Seeing that her face was almost pale, Zhu Yilin suddenly stood up and poured her a glass of water, breaking the oppressive atmosphere.

"You should know that concealing your condition will do no good to your treatment. If you use the wrong treatment method, it will not only fail to treat it, but will also have the opposite effect."

The water glass in front of her was steaming, and Jian Ximan hugged the glass with both hands.

The warmth from the palm of my hand dispelled the chill on my body.

After hearing Zhu Yilin's words, his tight lips suddenly loosened and he laughed to himself.

"Actually, I hesitated to find you for a long time."

Zhu Yilin paused and raised his eyebrows.

"Because I'm A Jing's cousin?"

Jian Ximan did not deny it, and the self-deprecating smile on her face deepened.

"A maniac with murderous tendencies, would you let him be with me?"

A Jing didn't care and Mrs. Zhu didn't care, that's because they didn't understand the true condition of her condition.

Zhu Yilin is different. He is a doctor. Once she receives treatment from him, he knows very well what her true condition is.

A patient who has the urge to kill at all times is like a bomb that is ready to explode at any time.

Let me ask, who would dare to stay with such a woman?

Zhu Yilin's smile was still gentle, his expression did not change much, and he didn't care at all about her worries.

"Miss Jian, I call you brother and sister because I want to shorten the relationship with you so that you don't think of me as a doctor in your subconscious mind and don't have too much defense against me. If this title puts a burden on you, then From now on, I only treat you as a patient, and I hope you can only treat me as a doctor."

Jian Ximan: "But the relationship between us..." cannot be just the relationship between doctor and patient.

Although she didn't say the second half of the sentence, Zhu Yilin could guess it. He curled his lips and looked at her with gentle and clear eyes.

"Ms. Jane is doubting my professionalism?"

Jian Ximan met his eyes, and the look in his eyes made her stunned for a while.

After a few seconds, the hand holding the cup gradually tightened, and she pursed her lips and spoke.

"Cousin, our relationship is not between doctor and patient. Do you mind if I am with A Jing?"

Zhu Yilin smiled calmly, "Do you know what the attitude of Patriarch Zhu and Mrs. Zhu towards you?"

Jian Ximan: "Treat me well and don't mind my illness, but..."

Before she could finish speaking, Zhu Yilin interrupted her with a warm voice.

"So, this is A Jing's choice. He knows your past, but he still chooses to be with you, so we won't stop him.

As for your worries, it seems to me that you don't trust my medical skills. "

So, he doesn't mind her condition, let alone Ajing being with her?
In his eyes, she was just an ordinary patient, not a special mental patient.

Jian Ximan's long-tight body suddenly relaxed. The water in the cup was already warm. She took a sip to moisten her throat.

"Sorry, I had my concerns before."

Zhu Yilin didn't care and shrugged.

"Have you ever wondered where your concerns come from?"

Jian Ximan raised her eyes to look at him, and Zhu Yilin continued to speak.

"You've fallen in love with A Jing."

Jian Ximan twitched the corner of her mouth and did not deny it.

"Indeed, Xixi has been urging me to see a doctor for so many years, but I haven't listened. But because of him, I want to be a normal person again."

At least, Zhu Chongjing will not be excluded.

"Since it's because of him, why not tell him directly?"

Jian Ximan was about to shake her head in denial when she heard Zhu Yilin continue:

"Based on your current situation, ordinary psychological treatment will definitely not work. You can only try physical therapy, but I can't guarantee you whether there will be any side effects during the treatment."

Jian Ximan paused, "Physical therapy? What is it?"

"Transcranial magnetic stimulation, simply put, uses magnetic fields for treatment."

"Will the side effects be serious?" "Generally there will be no side effects, and there will not even be obvious pain during the treatment, but your situation is different. Your mental illness is much more serious than I thought. In my experience , the probability of you experiencing side effects will be very high.”

Hearing this, Jian Ximan curled up her fingers, obviously a little nervous.

"What side effects will occur?"

Zhu Yilin said word by word:

"Dizziness, headache, nausea, vomiting."

Jian Ximan gradually pursed her lips, thinking and hesitating.

Zhu Yilin did not rush her and spoke slowly.

"Without treatment today, you go back and think about it. If you are willing to receive physical therapy, come see me tomorrow."

"Tonight I can..."

Just as Jian Ximan was about to agree, she was interrupted by Zhu Yilin with a serious look on her face.

"Brother and sister, I want you to consider bringing A Jing with you. If the side effects are obvious, he can still take care of you."

Jian Ximan was stunned for a moment, then nodded.

"I will think about it."

After leaving the office, Jian Ximan felt relieved, and her tense nerves finally relaxed.

The fatigue in his body suddenly surged up, his energy and blood surged up, and he felt dizzy for a moment.

She stood in the corridor of the hospital and calmed down for a while before leaving with frivolous steps.

After coming out of the hospital, she made her decision.

He took out his cell phone and dialed Ning Yuxi's number.

"Xixi, are you free tomorrow? Come with me to the hospital."

Upon hearing the word "hospital", Ning Yuxi's face darkened, and she agreed without asking the reason.

"Okay, I'll accompany you tomorrow."

"Don't tell Zhu Kunjing about this."

She still didn't want him to know her true condition.

Ning Yuxi responded: "Yes."

After hanging up the phone, Jian Ximan clicked on WeChat and sent a voice message to Zhu Yilin.

"Doctor Zhu, I have decided not to tell him about my physical therapy. If there are side effects during the treatment, it will probably be ugly. You know, girls care about image the most."

Her deliberately playful tone fell on Zhu Yilin's ears, leaving only fear and nervousness.

With a slight movement of his fingers, Zhu Yilin typed out a word and sent it.

【it is good. 】

……

The next day, Ning Yuxi set out from the villa at the agreed time to pick up Jian Ximan.

When they arrived at Jian Ximan's apartment, people were already waiting downstairs.

Seeing Ning Yuxi's car parked in front of her, Jian Ximan opened the rear door and got in.

As soon as she got in the car, Ning Yuxi noticed that she was obviously not in good spirits, and the bruises under her eyes were so heavy that she couldn't even cover her blemishes.

The beautiful eyebrows were tightly knitted.

"Why do you look so bad? Didn't you sleep well?"

Jian Ximan pinched her sore forehead and responded softly:

"Well, the recent psychological treatment is not only ineffective, but also counterproductive. I have been dreaming about my mother's death for several days in a row."

Ning Yuxi's expression tightened and she reached out to hold her hand.

"So you asked me to accompany you today because I hope the doctor plans to change the treatment method?"

(End of this chapter)