Reboot the heyday

“It’s not that I don’t want to do it, but no one helps me.”

Noona rarely feels so depressed. No, this person usually has a little internal friction.

But this time it was not an internal conflict at all, because the problem was obviously not hers. But even so, she still began to reflect on the relationship between herself and the company.

Wang Taika actually wanted to laugh.

It's not easy to see Noona get humiliated. And it's because of the company, not anything dangerous, it's quite interesting.

Wang Taika treats Noona very well, but Noona has a weird personality. If Wang Taika wants to give her resources, he has to do it secretly, otherwise Noona will start to fight internally, feeling that she is not relying on her own strength and that she is just a vase that depends on Wang Taika.

Tell me, isn't this a disease? What's the relationship? You still care about yours and mine. You have to distinguish them clearly.

Although everyone has this idea to some extent, including Ji Eun, who always says that she doesn't want to be a little girl hiding behind others, she wants to stand shoulder to shoulder with Wang Taika. But there won't be too much internal friction because of this kind of thing.

Noona can't do that, she is really in love with the inner consumption. Sometimes trust and love are opposites. The deeper the love, the more worried about gains and losses, and the less trust in oneself.

Wang Taika hopes that after this incident, Noona can see the boundaries clearly. Companies are companies, individuals are individuals, don't be fooled by the idol dream, and real benefits are the most important.

Having said that, it does make people feel a little sad to see Noona looking so depressed.

Wang Taika sat down next to Noona and said, "How about I go and ask for you?"

“No, don’t. It seems like it’s inevitable, and if I get the chance like this, who knows what people will say behind my back.” Noona shook her head and refused.

"Then let me think about it." Wang Taika knew that Nuna was struggling, but his methods were too simple and crude.

Noona smiled and said, "I came to you to complain. I'm greedy. I don't want you to help me. That would be unfair. Just listen to me."

Wang Taika moved closer again, very close, until they could feel each other's breath on their faces.

Noona didn't hide. She was not afraid because she had already been taken advantage of anyway.

Wang Taika went a step further and said, "What if I not only want to listen, but also want to help you?"

Noona chuckled and said, "I am proud, but I won't be hypocritical. If you want to help me, then I can only sleep with you."

"What?" Wang Taika didn't expect this answer.

But Noona whispered provocatively, "I can lick them all."

Hey, wait a minute, that's not right, is this something Noona would say? Don't let your image change just because you haven't been out for a while.

Well, the character did change. But it's not because Noona is no longer Noona, but because the relationship between them has become closer.

Noona really couldn't say such weird dirty words before, but now she can.

After all, to be honest, although there was no wedding, they were already an old couple, and it was no longer touching to do all that blushing and heart-pounding stuff.

At this point, even Noona, who is somewhat evasive, can come up with some weird dirty jokes. Sometimes they are inappropriate and funny. But sometimes they are too straightforward, making people scratch their ears, thinking they heard it wrong.

It can only be said that it is more exciting for a non-perverted person to have an idea to break through himself than for a pure pervert like Wang Taika to think hard. This is called contrast! This small breakthrough scared Wang Taika, and he stepped back suddenly, looking at Nuna with surprise and joy. The idiot who had to guide himself every time, finally got it? Wow, that's so cool!

Noona breathed a sigh of relief, and felt that she had gone too far, but it was exciting. She looked at Wang Taika smugly and said, "Okay, Sao, I can do it too."

"Nuna, Ayigu, Nuna, you are so..." Wang Taika didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "I really love you to death, how come you are getting cuter and cuter, let me kiss you, quickly."

"No, no, I'm just teasing you, you can't take it seriously." Noona regretted it immediately.

Wang Taika was also at a loss whether to laugh or cry: "This is a dishonesty, just like your company. Now that you've been sanctioned by SM, are you going to come to me crying?"

Noona glared at Wang Taika and said, "I'm only here to complain to you. This is your responsibility in your current position. Otherwise, why would I want you as my boyfriend? To make you angry? But I really don't expect you to help me, and I don't want to leave SM either."

Wang Taika knew what Noona was thinking, but still asked, "What if one day, I get the contract with Girls' Generation?"

"In that case, I'll just be your employee." Noona actually cares about the group, not the company. Or rather, she used to care about the company, but after so many things, she has let it go.

There was really no suitable choice before. Even now with Wang Taika as a fallback, Noona has not thought about leaving for a long time.

Wang Taika is Wang Taika, and she is herself. They are both busy with their own things, which is fine. But if SM company is really not authentic, she is not easy to mess with.

But the current situation is very uncomfortable, because SM is not doing things in an unkind way, but doing nothing. It makes people want to be angry, but they can't find anyone to be angry with.

Noona drank a glass of soju, her face flushed, because this was already the third glass. Don't forget that Noona is a well-known alcoholic, plus she was feeling uncomfortable, after drinking and getting dizzy, she leaned on Wang Taika without saying a word.

This is Nuna's own way of relieving stress. At this time, Wang Taika doesn't need to speak, he just provides a shoulder and then waits for a while, waiting for Nuna's thoughts to suddenly come back at some point.

"Wang Taika"

Although she always likes to use the nickname "Yuda" in daily life, when her thoughts are distracted, Noona always subconsciously calls out the full name. Yes, it's so rude!
At this time, Wang Taika would tighten his arms around Noona and say, "I'm here, what are you doing?"

"Yeah, it's okay." Noona will continue to let her mind go blank, but she will feel more relaxed.

This is a process that only Noona can understand. Wang Taika only knows that Noona would do this, but he doesn't know why. Even if he asks, Noona won't tell him.

Because this method of relieving stress is actually ridiculous. In the dizzy state after drinking, Noona's thoughts will drift away for a short time in the drunken state, and she will start to fantasize randomly, start to worry about gains and losses, and at some point question whether everything she has now is real.

This is what happens when people get drunk. Some people will talk a lot, and some people will cry for no reason. Noona is okay, she just stares blankly.

Then in fantasy, when I feel like I have nothing, I shout out Wang Taika's name. It must be the full name, and I must be sure it is that bastard, a nickname is not safe enough.

Until I heard that response, I knew I had someone to rely on, that I was not alone, and that the person I loved most was by my side.

At the moment of answering, there will be a sense of security that has been lost and regained, and it will suddenly all fall on you. Just like covering yourself with a thick and heavy quilt in the cold winter, the incomparable sense of happiness will only be materialized at this moment, and it is a kind of stable happiness.

Nuna likes this feeling, but she doesn't dare to use it often. She only feels it this way when she feels really uncomfortable.

Because Noona was afraid that she would get used to the feeling after experiencing it too many times, and gradually become desensitized, resulting in her no longer being able to feel this secure feeling.

Concrete happiness, this is Noona's unique secret recipe, which she will not tell anyone. (End of this chapter)