Reboot the heyday

Chapter 473 Loneliness is a Kind of Enjoyment

"Sorry, I'm not very good at it" Taeyeon's voice became smaller and smaller.

Well, Taeyeon is indeed not very good at saying such persuasive words.After all, Taeyeon's little entanglement can be considered good if she can persuade herself!
Wang Taika looked at Taeyeon, but suddenly smiled, and reached out to shake Taeyeon's hand.

Taeyeon actually didn't feel the repulsion just now in her heart, and she didn't avoid Wang Taika's hand anymore, instead she stretched out slightly for Wang Taika to hold.Then she followed Wang Taika and walked slowly towards the shore.

On the big rock by the stream, there are two pairs of shoes neatly placed, one big and one small.The big one belongs to Wang Taika, and the small one belongs to Taeyeon.

The difference is that there are two clean white socks in Taeyeon's shoes, but Wang Taikana does not.

If it were normal, Taeyeon would have to complain about Wang Taika not wearing socks, but now
Now Wang Taika and Taeyeon sat on the clean stone beside them, with their feet in the water, feeling very comfortable.Moreover, no one spoke.

Taeyeon didn't ask any more questions, because based on what she knew about Wang Taika, if he wanted to say it, he would definitely say it.

Sure enough, Wang Taika suddenly said: "Nuna, have you ever wondered why I have always been alone and have almost no friends? Didn't you see that I contacted others for some personal matter?"

Taeyeon thought about it and nodded.

It seems that from the time I met Wang Taika to the present, except for the people I met in Korea, it seems that the only person who has a relationship with Wang Taika before is Victoria.

In other words, Wang Taika is like a guy who is completely out of touch with society. Except for Victoria, it seems that he has nothing to do with anyone else?The background is clean, I have no experience, I am just a documentary cameraman.

All of this doesn't seem quite right.Because it is too thorough, man is a social animal, and he will leave his own trace no matter what.But Wang Taika no matter how many stories Wang Taika himself told, or Wang Taika himself didn’t say anything, the little bit he revealed was ambiguous, giving people the feeling that
It's like being a fictional person, someone who doesn't exist in the real world at all!It's like something written casually in a novel, who didn't even choose a name properly, and just appeared in this world out of nowhere. Mentally retarded!

"Are you scolding me in your heart?" Wang Taika looked at Taeyeon and asked.

"No! No!" Taeyeon quickly denied.

"It seems that there is." Wang Taika didn't care, and said: "When a person insists on something, he must encounter resistance, and even these resistances are beyond your imagination. Even. Slowly it turned into resistance. I mean that's how it is, how it is with feelings."

"Because of Victoria?" Taeyeon had a guess.

Wang Taika nodded: "One is an excellent dancer from a well-known dance school, and the other is from a third-rate film and television school. The one who dreams of success."

"What silk?" Taeyeon asked.

"This word doesn't exist in Korean, so I don't know how to explain it to you." Wang Taika said: "But you should understand the meaning, right? The gap between me and that person, from the beginning when we were together, was an unblessed relationship. Haha, it's funny to say, I should have been attractive back then, right?"

Taeyeon looked at Wang Taika, with a clear smile on her face, but she felt that she was smiling ugly.

"Actually, it would be more appropriate to say cheating. In my situation at the time, she could like me. I really felt that I was at the pinnacle of my life and a winner. I remember that I slept for three days in a row and only slept a few times. When I opened my eyes, I doubted myself, felt like a dream, and dared not sleep.” Wang Taika told others these stories for the first time.

In fact, these things are not considered secrets, even if they are known, it doesn't matter.It's just that Wang Taika thought he would talk to Zhienjiang or Yoona first, but he didn't expect it to be Taeyeon.

Probably such a quiet environment in the forest is really suitable for telling some secrets!

"You are so stupid." Taeyeon looked at Wang Taika, although she said so, there was no trace of embarrassment in her eyes, instead there was some amusedness and helplessness: "You also have silly and cute moments?"

"Cute?" Wang Taika asked back.

"Cute." Taeyeon replied affirmatively.

"But, what if someone blocks it?" Wang Taika's eyes flashed an imperceptible haze, and then quickly faded away, just said lightly: "Actually, to be honest, I have been an honest person since I was a child. I am really an honest person .”

Taeyeon nodded silently, then remembered something, and said in very non-standard, even unintelligible Chinese: "Yidianhao?"

"You are also narrow-minded! When I met someone for the first time, it was justifiable. You still mention it now! Then you sprayed me with anti-wolf spray! You are too vengeful!" Mrs. Wang Ka retorted: "It's the worst when honest people get angry, don't you know?"

"Well, I know that." Taeyeon nodded,

"The honest person I understand is probably that." Wang Taika suddenly said in Chinese: "There is a Buddha in my heart, and the Buddha is under the spell. If you overthrow the Buddha, hehe."

"What are you talking about?" Taeyeon couldn't understand at all, but it felt very rhythmic, but it seemed that a sentence was missing.

Wang Taika shook his head: "No, I just suddenly felt that what an old Taoist priest I met before seemed to make sense."

"Old Taoist?" Taeyeon became more and more confused.

Wang Taika shrugged: "Forget it, generally speaking, I just don't feel safe, and I don't like to place any expectations on others. After all, this time emotionally, let me be like this. Come again A few, I’m afraid I’ll go crazy! Just like that old man said. Hehe. So after I went to university, except for a few people in the dormitory, I didn’t contact anyone at all, and there was no need to contact them.”

"Isn't that too pessimistic?" Taeyeon asked.

Wang Taika shook his head: "Perhaps. Anyway. Whether it is our country or South Korea, they are very particular about connections. Whoever has more connections will have better connections. It seems that mastering connections is more powerful. But I don't like it. That kind of thing, because I never like to ask anyone, so the so-called network is of no use to me. Also, there was a time when I used to like to complain about everything I encountered, telling others what happened to me Kind of like the heroine of a bitter drama. Don't laugh, it's really like that."

"I can imagine!" Taeyeon nodded.

"I don't think I can get rid of this problem of hypocrisy!" Wang Taika laughed and said, "But it's different now, I don't want to say anything when I meet. Adults just learn not to cause trouble for others. I There was even a period of time when I really hated socializing, and I had to stay in the deep mountains and forests, feeling forgotten by the whole world, in order to have a sense of security."

Taeyeon listened to Wang Taika's words silently, but was a little surprised in her heart.Because Taeyeon was a little surprised to find that the state of mind Wang Taika described was actually somewhat the same as her own.

For example, I don't like to complain, I like to keep things in my heart, digest and solve them by myself, I don't want to cause trouble to anyone, and I will resist others from causing trouble to me.Sometimes I suddenly want to isolate myself from the world.

It's weird for an idol to think that way, but Taeyeon really thought that way.More than once!
Because sometimes, loneliness is not torture, quite the opposite!

Solitude is a kind of enjoyment!
(End of this chapter)