I made myself the protagonist

Chapter 175 Regret
Avoiding Liu Chengyou and Han Xianzhen who were guarding the courtyard, Erika followed Ling Yun to the outside of the courtyard.She stroked the hair on her temples, a smile appeared in her cold eyes, and she switched to the harmless expression before.

Sensing the sound of footsteps behind him, Ling Yun glanced at the other party, but didn't say anything.

In the evening, the cicadas chirped constantly on the trees, and there was a sultry humidity in the air.

Not far away, billowing dark clouds surged to the top of Qingyuan Mountain, almost covering half of the sky.There are patches of dark clouds gathered on the zenith, and lightning bolts swim in the clouds like purple snakes, heralding the coming natural disasters.

In the dark, Erika stood beside the other party, and there was no communication between the two.Everyone knows very well that the second death cycle will soon begin.

Erika hardly took her eyes off Ling Yun.It seems that as long as she looks at each other like this, the boredom in her heart can be relieved.

What Ling Yun didn't know was that Erika's overly closeness to him was not all a pretense.

Although the man in front of him is good at calculating, his personality is much purer than that of Shen Tinglan.No matter how I showed weakness at the beginning, or even bet my life and let them slaughter me, I couldn't get Shen Tinglan's trust.

But Lingyun is different.He is a kind and soft-hearted man, facing weak things, he will always have a stupid desire to protect.This is exactly the same as Shota Nakamori.

Different from those guys who were deceived and played by her; Nakamori Shota is the only one around Erika who is willing to treat her sincerely.

He is two years younger than himself and a college student.Although he is young, Shota has the sobriety and maturity that a boy beyond this age should have.He is also passionate, occasionally in the second grade, and loves to fantasize.

Although he is a young man, he seldom speaks honorifics to himself, and even always pretends to be a big brother.

From the moment he entered the space, after meeting the other party for the first time, he was always by his side, saying stupid things that would protect him.

Of course, Erika would never give her sincerity to anyone; in her opinion, the other party's actions were nothing more than trying to please herself.After the first mission was over and she was given the gift, Erika realized that her ability was too special.

Once exposed, let other players find out, I'm afraid she has no room for survival at all.

Fortunately, this ability is deceptive.The clever Erika hides her true skills, and makes all players mistakenly think that she is just a healing player.

Therefore, in order to maintain her personality, she can only acquiesce in Nakamori Shota's series of stupid behaviors, and work hard to cooperate with him.

But after a long time, Erika discovered that Shota Nakamori was not just talking about it.Different from others, when danger comes, he always stands in front of him at the first time, and almost lost his life several times.

Gradually, Erika also got used to having an extra "attendant" by her side.Unlike other puppets controlled by her, in fact, she never used her abilities on Shota Nakamori.

When she was hunted down by the fifth district, she used other teammates as scapegoats to buy herself room to escape, but she didn't attack Xiangta.

However, the enemy's pursuit did not disappear. Soon, Erika realized that Shota's body had been marked by the fifth district.

This guy is really too weak.Do you want to abandon him?

Or... Just when Erika was hesitating, Shota offered to separate.

After all, in the eyes of the other party, he is just a powerless healing player, how can he fight against the powerful Fifth District?
In fact, Erika knew that Shota Nakamori had always admired herself.But for her, in space, where the weak eat the strong and is full of calculations, love is so worthless in front of survival.

Forget it, anyway, he is just a puppet in his hands, so there is no need to take the risk of exposing his abilities.

If you love me, then die for me.As long as I can return to the base alive, I can find more chess pieces like him.

With this in mind, Erika and Shota separated.After that, she met the team from the third district.

This is a good thing for Erika, she has found a new group of puppets.It's just that it is very difficult to deceive the other party's trust. Faced with their own healing ability, the people in this team are actually indifferent.

Then, she discovered that in the third district, there was actually a female player who really had the ability to heal.

Get rid of Tang Yao and replace him.This was Erika's original plan.

Therefore, she quietly cast her supernatural power on Tang Yao, and just waited for the right time to make her disappear completely.At that time, without healing teammates, these people will inevitably come to seek cooperation with him.

But at this time, there was a naive guy who insisted on staying with him regardless of his teammates' objections.He talked about using each other, but in fact, when he was in danger, the other party would still help him.

Ling Yun, in him, Erika saw many similarities with Shota.However, Shota treats himself better.

At first, Erika just felt that it was a pity that Shota died too early and did not last until twelve noon the next day.Otherwise, he will also be resurrected, and there will be many helpers by his side.

However, the longer I stayed with Ling Yun and the others, this feeling of regret became stronger for some reason.

The scene when I was with Shota, the words he said to me, the expression when we parted... The memories that kept coming to my mind made Erika feel upset.

Erika likes to cling to Ling Yun, on the one hand because he is the only person in the team who has shown kindness to her, and because Ling Yun has a good mind and strength, by following him, her own safety can be guaranteed to the greatest extent; and on the other hand On the one hand, it is because there is a shadow of Xiangta in him.

Erika has long been used to having someone who follows her inseparably, but now that he is gone, she has to find a substitute.

But although Ling Yun is good, he is not Shota after all.

Erika originally thought that her feelings for Shota were just treating him as an ordinary chess piece, a piece of brown sugar that couldn't be shaken off.His death is just like everyone else's. It doesn't matter to him.

But today, when I saw Jiang Taiyu taking out Xiangta's relics for the first time and insulting him with words, my brain went blank, and after I realized it, my body rushed up.

All along, Erika has a very low-key style of dealing with things.She has a forbearing personality, is good at disguising, and never reveals her true side in front of anyone.

Not only was Ling Yun surprised, but even Erika herself hadn't figured out why she, who had always spared her life more than anyone else, would risk death during the day to snatch Shota's relics.

Why think of Xiangta now, those regrets are magnified infinitely, even the heart is aching?

　In fact, the bad woman is also quite sad. She didn't realize that she liked Shota before, because she was cautious, and she didn't even want to reveal her true ability to deal with the fifth district (her ability is terrifying, she can easily wipe out a team) and so on. In the end, her lover died to save her.

　　Now that she wants to engage in the fifth district, she actually wants to avenge the person she likes.As for Ling Yun, she was temporarily used as a substitute by the bad woman.Thanks to his kindness, the villain will let the third district go.Unexpectedly, this is the author's charm.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)