Ten Tailed Fox

Chapter 1147 Desperate Moment
Cold and suffocating.

The water is extremely dark, and the biting coolness makes people shudder.

Weakness, weakness.

Su Bujin was in a trance, she felt her body sinking continuously, and her body gradually became numb in the cold water.

Su Bujin forcefully opened her eyes, except for the darkness, she couldn't see a single ray of light at all.

Hell and heaven, in a blink of an eye.

"Are you about to fall?"

At this time, Su Bujin seemed to have returned to before the age of 20, back to the time when she had no cultivation and could only be an ordinary person.

That kind of powerlessness, that kind of insignificance as a mortal is something that Su Bujin never wants to experience again in her life.

However, now she can only watch herself sinking into the endless abyss, unable to change anything at all.

The biting cold made Su Bujin's consciousness quickly blur. She felt that her brain was about to lose consciousness, and she might not last long.

"Su Bujin, where is your way?"

The ethereal voice sounded again, if Su Bujin hadn't relied on her strong willpower to support her, she would have passed out long ago.

Where is my way?
Again this question.

This ethereal voice seems to only repeat this one question.

What should my way be?
Taking advantage of the last sliver of clarity left in her mind, Su Bujin asked herself over and over again.

what exactly is it?
With the blurring of consciousness, bits and pieces of the past appeared before Su Bujin's eyes.

under the sunset.

Ten-year-old Su Bujin and Emperor Zilong sat side by side on the grass, and the two looked at the setting sun that was about to set.

Emperor Zilong admired the sunset seriously, his eyes full of melancholy and emotion.

On the other hand, ten-year-old Su Bujin has a boring face, with a grass in her mouth, her eyes are not honest at all, she shakes her legs and shoulders from time to time, if it is not because of the majesty of Emperor Zilong, she would have slapped her. ran to have fun.

Suddenly, Emperor Zilong said: "I'm sorry, from tomorrow onwards, you can practice spiritual power with Yuan Lao."

Xiao Su didn't want to change his face instantly when he heard it, and said quickly: "No!"

Emperor Zilong said solemnly: "You can't cultivate your true energy yet, and cultivating your spiritual power is your only way out. Otherwise, would you be idle all day long?"

Xiao Su murmured in a low voice: "It sounds like I can practice in the future. I really don't understand why you keep forcing me to practice?"

Emperor Zilong said: "Because you need to understand a truth."

Xiao Su imprudently cut it in a low voice and said: "Every day you talk about the big truths, the big truths in your stomach will weigh more than ten catties if you take them out."

Emperor Zilong gave Xiao Su Bujin a look, and said: "What I want to tell you is that a man should be self-improvement!"

Xiao Su Bujin rolled her eyes and said, "Huh? This has nothing to do with me, and I don't have a dick."

Emperor Zilong said: "I just want you to understand that there is no difference whether it is male or female, old or young, human or demon. If someone wants to kill you one day, it will not be because of your gender or age." , race, strength and other factors change, which is why you need to practice self-improvement."

Xiao Su Bujin laid her head on the grass and said softly, "But I'm a freak."

Emperor Zilong sneered and said: "Freak? Don't put gold on your face. A freak is a pig with two heads, a toad with three legs, etc. What kind of freak are you? You just can't practice yet. "

Xiao Su pursed her lips and said: "Others can practice, but I can't. Why do you want to do this? It's not reasonable at all. Isn't the saying that existence is reasonable?"

Emperor Zilong said: "No, there are many unreasonable things in this world. Even if they are unreasonable, they still exist. They were born in this world smoothly until they died. They are no different from ordinary people. This is Because...whether it is reasonable or not, they all have a reason to exist in this world."

"And for this reason, you need to find it yourself."

Memories welled up in my heart, Su Bujin still clearly remembered every word Zilong Emperor said to herself that day.

Isn't he that unreasonable existence?

Even if it is not a freak, it is still a special existence.

So, what is the reason for my existence in this world?

"The reason I exist."

Su Bujin slowly closed her eyes, and suddenly, all the emotions she had ever felt flooded her heart.

joy, sorrow, regret, anger, sadness
At this moment, Su Bujin seemed to understand something, and felt that her whole body had become transparent.

Su Bujin suddenly opened her eyes and said, "I understand, this world exists because of me."

"Oh?"

The ethereal voice suddenly sounded, only this time, he didn't repeat the question again.

Just listening to the illusory voice asked: "The world does not exist because of individuals. This is a well-known thing. Why do you say that? Don't you think your words are too arrogant?"

Su Bujin said: "I don't mean to be arrogant, I'm just telling the truth. All my perceptions of the world are my personal feelings. What matters is not the world, but me. Existence, if I die, this world will also disappear, then the Tao will no longer exist, in other words."

Speaking of this, Su Bujin's eyes brightened and said: "The Tao is me, and I am the Tao!"

Tao does not originate from heaven or earth, but from "I".

I am here, Tao is here.

I die, Tao disappears.

The ethereal voice said: "It's a great thing to be able to recognize yourself in a desperate situation."

Hearing this, Su Bujin breathed a sigh of relief and was able to relax.

"but."

Suddenly, the illusory voice changed the topic.

"This is your understanding of the existence of the Tao, and you have not found out what your Tao should be, and this is not the Tao."

Su Bujin heard the words, her expression froze.

Still not right?
However, I have already said everything I can think of.

Besides, what else?

At this time, countless chains stretched out from below, wrapping around Su Bujin's body.

At the same time, a figure appeared in front of Su Bujin.

Su Tianzi.

Su Tianzi strangled Su Bujin's neck tightly, and laughed ferociously: "Su Bujin, you loser, I will replace you and continue to live from now on!"

(End of this chapter)