Dong Gong Mei

Chapter 574 I Don't Regret
"Where does he love me? Does he still force me to recruit a son-in-law?" Qiao Yunqian muttered, but his voice lowered, obviously a bit of anger in it.

Zhao Xi smiled slightly.

This kind of arrogance and willfulness can only occur after you are sure that the other party loves you, otherwise, you can only be well-behaved and sensible.

"Okay." Zhao Xiwei pinched the tip of her nose affectionately, "How old is a girl, and she ran away from home because of this matter, this is going to make a fuss, let your father's colleagues know, maybe they will laugh at him For several years."

"Sister Wei, how can you help him speak?" Qiao Yun sniffed shallowly, like a wronged kitten, "He only hates that I am not a son, that I cannot inherit the incense of the Qiao family, and cannot share the family's responsibilities. I know he treats me well, but if I were a son, he would treat me better, so his kindness cannot be regarded as real kindness, do you understand?"

"I understand." Zhao Xiwei lowered his voice, and his tone was full of regret, "People don't choose themselves when they come into this world. It is our parents who choose us, not us who choose our parents. So if a person can meet Getting good parents is a blessing from previous lives, but there are very few people who can get this kind of blessing. From the emperor to the refugees, no one can do anything."

Qiao Yunqian seemed to be touched, and pressed the corners of his lips tightly, without saying a word.

Zhao Xi sighed slightly: "I was the same as you. I used to worry about whether he was really good to me. Later, I found out that it was just mediocrity. After thinking about it, he is still my father, and I am still my father." His daughter... I also thought about what a good parent is. Some people think that it is good to give their children a bite of food to survive starvation, some think it is good to give their children enough money to enjoy the scenery, and some even think that it is good Benefits, you don’t feel owed if you sell your children like livestock..."

Qiao Yunqian listened silently, then suddenly murmured, "Sister Wei, do you regret meeting him?"

"This question..." Zhao Xiwei fell into deep thought.

If she had a choice, would she still choose the parents Zhao Ziyi and Shen Yuqing?Are you still willing to be their daughter?

They burdened and hurt her, but they were the ones who gave her life.

In other words, if they hadn't given her life, there would be no such person as her in this world, so what is the so-called love or not?
"I don't regret it." She smiled slightly, her voice was slow and calm, and said: "When I was a child, I saw that other people had a father, but I didn't. I was very envious. Who is he, but I've been thinking about him in my dreams..."

The dishes on the table were already cold, but neither of them touched their chopsticks.

Zhao Xi said softly, "I was with my mother when I was young. I suffered a lot and suffered a lot. Every time I was sad, I hid in the quilt and cried secretly, and I couldn't help but think that it would be great if my father was here." , I don't care about his status or status, and I don't care if he can bring me any benefits. I just simply think that as long as he is here, it will be fine, as long as I know who he is. He touches my hair when I cry, and I'm happy..."

There were tears in the corners of her eyes, as clear and transparent as a lake under the moon: "Look, my thoughts from the beginning were so pure and simple, I didn't ask him at all, the only requirement is that he be by my side— —”

She smiled slightly, her tear-filled almond eyes narrowed into crescent moons, with a kind of fragile and innocent beauty: "I think, if I could do it all over again, I would still rush into the Suzaku Gate regardless, stop his carriage, and shout He said daddy..."

"Sister Wei..." Qiao Yunqian was originally crying because of her own affairs, but now hearing her words from the bottom of her heart, she suddenly burst into tears, "It's my fault that reminded you of so many sad things... ..."

"It's nothing to be sad or not..." Zhao Xi shook his head with a smile, "I just want to tell you that although we can't choose a good parent, we can choose to be a good parent. We can't choose our birth, but We can choose our own lives, and instead of worrying about whether they are really good to us, it is better for us to learn to be really good to ourselves... Do you think this is the truth?"

Qiao Yunqian lowered her head, as if she had listened to her persuasion, but also didn't seem to listen.

After a while, she suddenly raised her head and murmured: "I also want to choose my own life, but he always wants to manipulate my life."

She looked at Zhao Xiwei and said a little discouraged: "Although you don't have a good father, you have a good marriage. His Highness is sincerely treating you well, but I..."

Zhao Xiwei couldn't help laughing when she thought about the "good marriage" in her mouth.

If she knew that at the beginning of this "good marriage", it was a choice after she had to weigh the pros and cons, and it had nothing to do with feelings, would she still think so?

However, such words were not uttered in the end.

Because one thing is very important, not every woman has the basis to weigh the pros and cons, and not every woman can bet on a husband who suits her and loves each other after weighing the pros and cons.

"Since you want to ask for a good marriage, you have to face it positively." Zhao Xiwei followed her words and took the opportunity to wake her up, "If you just choose to escape blindly, then you have a great marriage. , It can’t fall on your head, think about it, you live in a teahouse in a fit of anger, and you face three teachings and nine schools every day, do you want to be matched with a prodigal son who wanders the rivers and lakes?"

"But if I go back, he will force me to get engaged to your cousin!" Qiao Yunqian relaxed a bit, but still insisted on refusing to go home.

"Who wants you to go back now?" Zhao Xi slightly touched her forehead, "I'll send someone to send a letter to your father in a while, asking you to come and check the account book, so that no one will know that you ran away from home But if others don’t understand, can your father not understand? Then he will think about it for a few days, maybe he will figure it out, and there is room for further discussion on this matter, what do you think?”

Qiao Yunqian was overjoyed, put his arms around Zhao Xiwei's shoulder and said, "Sister Wei, do you agree to take me in?"

"I don't care what I say, I'm currently grounded!" Zhao Xiwei pretended to ignore it, "It depends on what His Royal Highness wants!"

"Don't lie to me, you want to take in your good sister, can your Highness refuse to let her?" Qiao Yun smiled lightly, took a breath, and was about to scratch her creaking hole.

Zhao Xiwei was ticklish, and hid while smiling, not forgetting to tease her: "We are so close, so you can be my sister-in-law, isn't it worth it?"

"You're talking nonsense!" Qiao Yunqian hurriedly covered Zhao Xiwei's mouth anxiously and shyly.

The two made a fuss, and the room was filled with laughter.

However, an untimely voice sounded from the corridor again: "Crown Princess, Miss Gu has sent someone to give you a present—"

The laughter stopped abruptly.

"Miss Gu?" Qiao Yunqian was taken aback.

She grew up in the capital, and she knew the rumors most clearly, so she frowned immediately: "Is it Gu Yuci? What is she doing here?"

Zhao Xi leaned slightly on the soft pillow, with a half smile on his face.

Suyu respectfully said: "The servant girl sent her back, but who knew that girl was so determined, she knelt down outside the yard without saying a word, the humidity in this early morning is heavy, I'm afraid My clothes are all wet now."

Zhao Xiwei sat up straight: "Since that's the case, let her come in." The corners of his lips curled up, and he said lazily: "I want to see, what exactly does Miss Gu want to do?"

(End of this chapter)