Dong Gong Mei

Chapter 594: This is not a lover, why complain

It was early spring, and the sun was shining brightly on the horizon, shining on the shoulders like gold leaf.There is moisture in the breeze, rushing towards the face, like a mist.

Li Xuanye stood alone in the porch, not knowing whether the sunlight was too dazzling or the breeze was too cold, he suddenly closed his eyes.

Yang Yi sneaked down from the eaves and swept behind him, but she didn't dare to make a sound.

He stood on the porch for a long time, until the turmoil in his heart was suppressed little by little, and then he slowly opened his eyes.

"Keep an eye on her, don't make any mistakes." He ordered in a low voice, brushed his clothes and turned into the hall.

The spring breeze blows slowly, urging peaches and plums all over.

The roses competed to spit out their beauty, shaking off the ground pink and white, like rouge tears, seemingly shallow but still nothing.

Zhao Xiwei sprinted in the garden, passed through several trees and flowers, and walked through several verandahs, and finally returned to the small courtyard where he lived.

The sleeves were stained with fragrance, and the soles of the shoes were covered with flower mud. This should have been a season full of joy, but her heart was barren.

Seeing her expression, the maids panickedly brought gold basins and hot water.

She took off her shirt mechanically, and put her cold fingers into the basin. Rose dew was added to the warm water, which was fragrant and elegant. She picked up the water aimlessly, letting her tense nerves relax.

"As long as you stay in the East Palace for one day, I can keep you safe for one day."

"I hope that Your Royal Highness's imperial image will last forever, and your life will last forever."

The conversation between the two in the study was still in her ears, but her mood was no longer as calm as it was then.

From getting married to the present, they have had several small conflicts. Sometimes she is sad and sometimes not, and sometimes he is indifferent and sometimes not, but no matter whether it is sad or not, indifferent or not, they will always meet Make up soon.

What about this time?

Will they still be reconciled?

Shaking his head lightly, he suppressed the last trace of hope.

He wrote down the order to abolish the princess with his own hands, and he himself admitted that there was no difficulty.

"Dependent origin still disappears, and the full moon will eventually have its waning. You are not a lover, so why complain about your fate?"

She threw her head back on the bed and smiled self-deprecatingly.

What's so sad, the two of them are not sentimental people in the first place.

He is a qualified prince and will be a qualified emperor in the future.

His identity determines that he can only do things that conform to his identity. When necessary, it is normal to give up love.

And she, at the beginning, only regarded him as a life-saving straw. Now that he has given up on him, why does she have any resentment?

The fate between them began with her struggle and ended with his determination.

but……

Later she really recognized him.

Countless times of rubbing hands together, countless times of lingering, she has already given up this heart.

Even though she has always claimed to be indifferent to love, she is still an ordinary woman, and she has fallen into his tenderness after all.

She thought about wanting to grow old with him forever, about living and dying with him.

But within a year, this dream was shattered.

She was lying on the bed, and at some point, her cheeks were already wet.

Suyu lifted the curtain and went in. Seeing that she was not covered with a quilt, she hurriedly strode over and reminded: "Although it is spring now, the weather has not yet warmed up, and the humidity outside is also heavy. Since you want to take a nap, why don't you take a nap?" You should be careful of the cold wind..."

Pulling back the brocade quilt, I saw a sachet laying brilliantly beside the pillow.

It is woven with gold thread and worn with exquisite and small jade beads. Isn't this a gift carefully prepared by the Crown Princess for His Highness the Crown Prince?

The sachet was completed by the princess after a whole night of work. Her finger was cut and bleeding, so no one else was allowed to touch it.

Suyu quickly picked it up and said in amazement: "You worked so hard to make this, why did you throw it on the bed casually, what if it breaks?"

Zhao Xi closed his eyes slightly, and said softly, "No more."

"No more?" Suyu was stunned, "What don't you want?"

"No more gifts." She replied again.

Suyu was stunned: "What do you mean?" She looked at the sachet several times over and over again, but couldn't figure out why she didn't want it all of a sudden.

But looking at the tone of the princess, she seemed very unhappy, so she thought it was the young couple who had quarreled again, so she smiled and comforted: "Why don't you want it anymore? This slave girl thinks that the sachet is very delicate, and it is the embroiderer of the Shangyi Bureau. There is no such good craftsmanship, His Royal Highness will definitely like it very much."

"I said no!" Zhao Xiwei sat up abruptly.

With this quick and cold sound, the maids outside the curtain panicked and knelt down in unison.

"What do you want?" Suyu raised her eyes suddenly, and met the tears on her face, and couldn't help being shocked: "Princess, what's wrong with you?"

With red almond eyes, she looked at the sachet silently, and said in a hoarse voice, "He doesn't want any gifts, and he doesn't want me either..."

After saying a word, she suddenly raised her hands and quickly covered her eyes.

But tears still fell from between the fingers, drop by drop, silently, and the mattress embroidered with mandarin ducks playing in the water immediately soaked a large area, making it soft and gorgeous.

Suyu was stunned for a while, and quickly persuaded: "Crown Princess, why would His Highness not want you anymore? Did you misunderstand something?"

Zhao Xiwei hugged the quilt and buried his face in his arms.

Suyu's heart was suddenly suspended.

As the most experienced palace maid beside the princess, she suddenly felt a little at a loss.

She stretched out her palm, placed it lightly on Zhao Xiwei's shoulder, and said softly: "Crown Princess, this couple always quarrels. In the past, His Majesty and the Queen were so loving, and they also had a small conflict or misunderstanding. Well, if you are tired, you should have a good sleep first, if you are wronged, then you can cry heartily, even if he did something wrong, you must not take it to heart."

Just after he finished speaking, his arms suddenly softened.

Zhao Xi leaned on her slightly, and finally cried out: "It's not his fault, it's my fault..."

Her fault is that she has no resistance to love, and her fault is that she lost herself.

"Crown princess, don't say such depressing words..." Suyu felt sore in her heart when she heard it, and hurriedly continued to comfort her: "There is no right or wrong when a husband and wife quarrel, it's just a moment of anger, and they said a few serious things, that's all. Get a good night's sleep, maybe when you wake up tomorrow morning, His Highness will come over and make amends to you."

Zhao Xiwei didn't speak, but shook his head slightly.

They didn't quarrel, nor did they speak angry words, and they could even be said to be calm, calm and rational.

This is a deliberate decision, so there is no room for turning back.

After indulging herself in crying for a while, her mood gradually calmed down.

She picked up the golden silk sachet from the bed, put it in the palm of her hand and looked at it for a while.

Warm jade beads and gorgeous gold threads are densely woven together, implying a golden and jade marriage.

but……

After all, it was just her unrealistic fantasy!
She smiled silently, then reached out and grabbed the scissors on the table.

Suyu's expression changed suddenly: "Crown Princess!" She flew over.

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The author said: Both of them are ruthless people, and they were so restrained when they broke up.

Some readers may have noticed that the heroine's personality changes with experience.Some people think that she is too weak and innocent in love, which is part of the character design.I think people will always become soft and simple at a certain age for a relationship.

Although this article is about romance, it entrusts my thinking about women's life. Love is not the only one. Every woman will find her true self in the process of gaining and losing.

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