Dong Gong Mei

Chapter 600 I'm Sorry

Li Xuanye's heart was shocked.

But he couldn't say a word.

He had to stare at her steadily.

When Zhao Xiwei said this, he also paused.

If everything went according to the original track, and she married into the Jiangxia Palace, maybe there would be no tit-for-tat from the Queen Mother's clique, and the life of the Zhao family would not be so dire, and maybe it would not lead to so much suspicion...

And in this way, she is the eldest concubine of the Jiangxia Palace, and Princess Jiangxia's first impression of her must not be too difficult to get along with.And her father can continue to be neutral, the left can check and balance the queen mother, and the right can assist the emperor, no matter what, it is a sure win.

After going around for a while, I discovered that Li Xuanye's original plan was the most perfect.

Li Xuanye looked at her silently.

He didn't think there was anything wrong with this before, but when he analyzed it one by one from her perspective, he suddenly realized how cruel it was.

A woman's life was decided by one word of his, and changed inexplicably by one thought of his.

But now, because of his weighing the pros and cons, he was resolutely given up.

Suddenly he realized something very serious.

All this way, he always felt that he loved her, protected her, and pampered her.

He always wanted to protect her as a person, but he forgot to protect her life.

He felt that as long as she followed him, she would not be wronged again, and as long as she lived within his protection, she would be the happiest and happiest woman.

So every time he made a decision, he never thought about asking her, because in his subconscious, he ignored that she also had her own life.

In an instant, all the suppressed emotions surged, making him at a loss as to how to respond.

Say what?

Said he wasn't like that?But he is.

If Zhao Ziyi hadn't lost a pair of legs, no matter how tempted he was for her, he wouldn't marry her as the princess.

He didn't want to be controlled by his relatives like his father.

"Wei'er, I..." He had never felt that speaking was so difficult.

He wanted to say sorry, he wanted to say that I was wrong, but when it came to his lips, he swallowed it back.

I apologized, admitted my mistake, and then what?
Can the abolition edict be withdrawn?

He was not afraid of disobeying his father's will, but he understood better than anyone else intellectually that Zhao Ziyi was involved in the death of his mother, and if he wanted to find out the truth, he could no longer love Zhao Xiwei as usual.

Zhao Xiwei watched his expression change, with a slight regret flashing in his eyes.

"Li Xuanye..." She looked at him and called out in a low voice, her tone suddenly covered with sadness, "I understand you, you are the crown prince of a country, your majesty has been ill all year round, and the queen mother still refuses to let go of power, There were still a bunch of courtiers who formed cliques in the previous court, although you were in charge of the court, but you dared not indulge in the slightest..."

She smiled, and her tone was calm: "So, for your choice, I don't hate you, and I don't blame you. If you want to hate, you can only blame me for not being born in an ordinary family..."

"In all fairness, you are very kind to me. I may never meet someone who holds me in the palm of your hand like you again..." She took a deep breath and wiped away the last trace of nostalgia in her heart, " You let me understand what it's like to be loved by someone, and you let me understand what it's like to be abandoned by someone."

Li Xuanye's chest choked.

These words pierced his heart suddenly like a knife, causing his internal organs to ache.

He stretched out his hands, held her face, and called out in a low voice: "Wei'er..." After shouting several times, he only said three words: "I'm sorry..."

As soon as these three words came out, I suddenly felt bitter from the tip of my tongue to my throat.

It was she who made him understand what it was like to love someone, and it was she who made him understand what it was like to give up on someone.

There are so many touching love words, but at this moment he can only say sorry.

"You don't have to say I'm sorry." Zhao Xiwei grabbed his wrist and shook his head, "If I were you, I could only do this. Some things have nothing to do with right or wrong, nor love."

Li Xuanye looked at her deeply, not wanting to leave her eyes even an inch.

She was obviously so close to him, so close that he could smell the fragrance of her body, hear her breathing, and see the reflection in her eyes clearly.

But she was so far away from him, so far away that he couldn't hug tightly, kiss deeply, or exchange vows.

She was like a beautiful butterfly, flapping its wings and flying into his field of vision, but when he reached out to grab her, only a faint scent of flowers remained.

She let go of his wrist, turned around and lay flat on the bed, looked up at the ceiling, and said softly: "Instead of struggling with pain, it's better to face it calmly. Since His Highness has made a choice, we all accept this." Let’s get to the end, don’t think about what’s there and what’s not.”

She smiled and said calmly: "As for the child, His Highness is thinking too much! I'm just angry that you deprived me of my freedom, and I just protested by not eating on purpose."

"Wei'er!" He came back to his senses, and turned over to support her: "The vomiting was also intentional? Is it intentional to vomit and almost faint?"

He asked a few questions, remembering what she had just confessed to him, the suppressed emotions in his chest almost burst out, which made him a little uncontrollable: "I'm not a three-year-old child, my own woman I don't know what's going on?"

He grabbed her wrist and said anxiously: "Wei'er, don't worry, I will only have you, no matter whether you are the crown princess in name or not, in my heart, my crown princess is only you!"

Zhao Xiwei retracted his wrist, but he couldn't retract it, so he could only let him hold it like this.

But his strength was a little out of control, and his internal strength was deep after years of martial arts practice. Zhao Xiwei endured it for a while and finally cried out in pain: "Li Xuanye!"

He let go of his hand in an instant, seeing a red mark on the white and tender wrist, and immediately squeezed it again, rubbing gently, while whispering: "I'm sorry, I was in a hurry..."

Zhao Xiwei didn't say anything about such small details, but the emotion in his eyes made her a little embarrassed.

It's already like this, and she was ready to accept it, so she confessed to him, but he was so excited suddenly, that she regretted it...

If he thinks of another way to force her to stay in the East Palace, what will she do?
and……

If she really had a child, it would be even more impossible for her to have any choice.

It is impossible for the royal family to let their heirs live among the people.

With Li Xuanye's astuteness, it is not difficult to guess her thoughts from her dodging and avoidance.

In almost one breath, he was sure what she was thinking.

"Zhao Xiwei, do you want to leave the palace?" He grabbed her hand, spread five fingers, inserted them forcefully and stubbornly into her fingers, and then pressed and fixed her on the bed.

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Prince: Retribution came too fast...

Author: Prince, don’t panic, except for today, the rest will be retribution
(End of this chapter)